Although Xia Xinran had deliberately distanced herself from Wang Hao during this period, she was only distant and did not say any hurtful words. In fact, in Xia Xinran's heart, she still had some expectations for Wang Hao, and what made her even more confused was that
She didn't know what this expectation was. Sometimes Xia Xinran would suddenly long to meet Wang Hao.
She didn't know if it was because Gao Zijian was not around that she had this sense of dependence. When she went to the cafeteria to eat at noon, she would always look around to see if he was there. In the beginning, she went to the cafeteria almost every day.
She would meet Wang Hao every time, and Wang Hao would say with a smile every time, "What a coincidence, we meet again."
At that time, Xia Xinran didn't know that Wang Hao was waiting for her on purpose. It wasn't until Wang Hao told her personally that he came to the cafeteria early every day just to wait for her. Only then did she understand that Wang Hao
thoughts about oneself.
Because Xia Xinran deliberately avoided Wang Hao these days, Wang Hao's mood was not much better. For more than a week, Xia Xinran didn't see him, not even a phone call. Normally, Wang Hao would always be fine.
Send me a message to ask.
But it was just a few simple words. Now that this kind of greeting suddenly disappeared, Xia Xinran felt as if something was missing. During class, she would always look at her phone intentionally or unintentionally, always afraid that she would miss something.
After class at noon that day, Xia Xinran went out to the teaching building alone with her books. When she came to the front of the teaching building, a figure stopped her. Wang Hao was looking at her opposite her with a bright smile on his face.
smile.
Xia Xinran walked over with a smile and imitated Wang Hao's spoken language and said, "Hey~ What a coincidence, we meet again."
Wang Hao smiled and said, "Yeah, it's quite a coincidence. Do you want to have lunch together?" As he spoke, Wang Hao took out a bag from the back, which contained burgers and drinks.
Xia Xinran pretended to think for a while and said, "Well??? It wouldn't be a good idea to refuse, so let's go together."
The two sat on the school bench. Wang Hao took out the food and handed it to her. Xia Xinran took it and took a bite and said, "Well, this burger tastes good. How did you know I like this?"
Wang Hao raised his head and said, "Of course, if I don't even know this, then I'm too bad."
Xia Xinran suddenly asked him, "By the way, where have you been for more than a week? Why can't you even see a person, and you didn't even ask for a call? I thought you went home." Xia Xinran spoke in a tone of voice.
She didn't want to think about who caused some complaints. If she hadn't avoided Wang Hao intentionally, Wang Hao wouldn't have disappeared suddenly.
Wang Hao turned to look at her and said with a wicked smile, "What's wrong? Did you miss me because you can't see me?" He deliberately moved his body very close to her and stared at Xia Xinran closely.
Xia Xinran hurriedly turned her head and said, "Go, who missed you? You're so big-faced. If you don't say anything, forget it. Just pretend I didn't ask anything." She deliberately avoided Wang Hao's eyes because she was afraid that he would see her.
of panic.
Wang Hao sighed and said mockingly, "During this period, I was just thinking about the problems between us. You deliberately avoided me a while ago. I want to know if you really hate me? You can't even see me.
It's annoying. If you really hate me and don't want to see me, I will completely disappear from your eyes, leave this school, and never bother you again." His voice was a little sad, and it also made people feel distressed.
.
Xia Xinran put down the burger in her hand, stared forward and said, "Actually... it's my own problem. I don't hate you, so I deliberately avoid you, but... I don't know how to face you.
As for you, you know, Zijian is my boyfriend. He really loves me. I really don’t want to hurt him, so I don’t know how to face it. Every time I’m with you,
They all make me feel very warm and considerate, and they also make me always feel guilty, so I... I'm really sorry for causing you to misunderstand." Xia Xinran lowered her head as she spoke.
It was very uncomfortable and messy.
Wang Hao tilted his lips and said with a smile, "You say this as if I am the 'mistress' between you. Xinran, in fact, you are free. Love is not charity, let alone pity. If you really
If you love him, you won't waver at all. Am I right? To be honest, I don't want to destroy other people's happiness, but I really like you. You once asked me why I chose here instead of going to Beijing University.
It's just because of you. Forget it, let's not talk about this. Anyway, at least you don't hate me. As for what happens in the future, time will prove. We don't know who can get together with whom. We don't know.
You can only follow your heart, what do you think?"
Xia Xinran nodded and said, "Well, that's true. Who can predict what will happen in the future."
Wang Hao suddenly put his arms around Xia Xinran's shoulders and said, "Thank you, thank you for not hating me."
Xia Xinran's face turned a little red. She pushed Wang Hao's hand away and said, "I'm sick. There's a way to say thank you for this kind of thing. Okay, you should eat quickly. I haven't even seen you take a bite yet and you've actually spoken."
Wang Hao put away his smile and said seriously, "Then you have to promise me that you won't avoid me anymore."
Xia Xinran pushed his head with her hand and said, "Okay, I just promise you."
Wang Hao smiled and ate the food in his hand. Xia Xinran looked at him and laughed and said, "Actually, if I want to say thank you, I should thank you. I really appreciate your concern for me."
and care.”
Wang Hao put down the things in his hands and said, "It's not good for you to say this. I don't like you thanking me. I always feel that as soon as you thank me, you will reject me thousands of miles away."
Xia Xinran said seriously, "No, I will never avoid you again."
Wang Hao looked at her closely and smiled happily. In the eyes of other people in the school, Wang Hao and Xia Xinran were a close couple. They often went out together.
We walk together on campus, eat together, go to the library to study, and occasionally go shopping together.
The sisters in Xia Xinran's dormitory also began to believe that Wang Hao was her boyfriend, but no matter how she explained, they didn't believe it. Wang Hao was really considerate to her. Many girls would be a little envious when they saw her. Not only did she study well, she also
He has a good personality, not to mention his looks and family.
Such a man is the favorite of many girls. The sisters in the dormitory always say that she is lucky and she is really happy to find such a boyfriend. But they don't know that Xia Xinran is very entangled, because love cannot be divided into two, and she is even more confused.
I don't want to hurt two people at the same time.
Between three people, either two are happy and one is injured, or all are injured. These days, she rarely takes the initiative to call Gao Zijian. Every time she talks to him, she can feel that he is still so in love.
In the world of love, there is no fairness or justice, and no one is right or wrong. When love comes, all we can do is accept it. When love is lost, all we can do is still accept it.
...
Gao Zijian was very excited the night before, but he didn't sleep well. He was in a daze all night, always dreaming about seeing Xia Xinran when he went to Jiang University. Before six o'clock in the morning, he got up and tidied up.
luggage.
His mother asked him, "Jian'er, where are you going?"
Gao Zijian said excitedly, "Mom, I'm going to Jianghai for two days. I'll be back in two days. You and Dad don't have to worry about me."
The mother smiled and said, "Well, go, it's good to go out and relax. You have been very busy these past few months." In the past few months, Gao Zijian has been working from dawn to dusk, which is really tiring.
All morning, Gao Zijian didn't go out, he just lay in his room. He thought about whether to buy something for Xia Xinran to bring over. He thought about it all morning, but he couldn't think of a reason. In the end, he just decided to do it.
I won’t buy it either, I’ll tell you when I get there.
He looked at his watch and saw that it was almost one o'clock. The three o'clock train was scheduled to arrive. He packed his luggage. In fact, he didn't have much luggage, just a few simple changes of clothes. Then he told his mother and went out.
I took a taxi and went straight to the train station. There were always so many people at the train station without going out. Gao Zijian waited in the waiting hall for almost an hour before the train arrived.
After getting on the train, he finally calmed down. He felt that he was getting closer and closer to Xia Xinran. He did not tell Xia Xinran that he was going there. He wanted to give her a surprise. He had been thinking, if Xinran
What kind of expression would you have when you suddenly see him appear? Is it surprise or ecstasy? After thinking about it like this, Gao Zijian fell asleep on the train.
I don’t know how long it took, but the conductor’s voice woke Gao Zijian from his dream. The train had been driving for almost five hours, and it would reach Jianghai in a few minutes. At this time, Gao Zijian’s heart could no longer be calm.
When he came down, the excitement made him extremely excited.
The train arrived at the station, and it was already past eight-thirty in the evening. Gao Zijian thought that it would not be good to go to school to find her so late, so he found a hotel near the station to stay, planning to go there early tomorrow morning.
Jiang Da looks for her.
When he got up in the morning, Gao Zijian paid for the hotel and asked the boss for the way to Jiangda. The boss said, "Jiangda is not far from here. If you take a car, it will take more than an hour. It is more convenient to take the subway. If you want to
It will save you more time, just take a taxi, but be careful to be deceived by the driver, these drivers always deceive people from out of town."
Gao Zijian thanked him and left. He decided to take a taxi, not because he was rich. He had made a little money running business in the past few months, but he was not the kind of person who wasted money. He mainly took a taxi.
He easily makes mistakes when taking a bus or subway. He doesn't know where to get off, which also wastes time. He doesn't have a map or anything.