Gao Zijian slowly got up. What Wang Hao said just now kept ringing in his mind, "A person like you is not worthy of Xia Xinran's love at all, because you can't give her the happiness she wants."
"....Because you simply can't give her the happiness she wants."
He had long forgotten the pain in Gao Zijian's body. The pain in his heart was the most real thing for him. It seemed that the weather was changing with his mood. In an instant, a heavy rain started. Gao Zijian was wandering alone in the rain.
He hoped that the heavy rain would make him feel more awake.
He was thinking, was he wrong or what? Is Xinran really tired? He didn't know. When he thought of leaving her, his heart hurt beyond words. He came to the beach and looked at Yin Xia
The sea is swollen due to rain, just sitting quietly by myself.
Wang Hao's words stimulated the most vulnerable part of Gao Zijian's heart. Physical injuries can be recovered, but inner injuries are difficult. He knows that he currently has no ability to fight against Wang Hao. This is no longer a fight in school.
After playing around and entering the society, people have to face reality. Wang Hao is rich, powerful and has a good background, but what about him? Maybe he only has his own back. Even if Xia Xinran loves him, what does he have?
What right to stop others from pursuing her?
The efforts he has made in the past few months have made great progress in his own eyes, but to outsiders, he is still just a person living at the bottom of society, a person walking on the fringes.
That night, Gao Zijian dragged his scarred body back to Fuyang City overnight, but he did not go home. Instead, he went directly to Dajun's house. After entering the house, Dajun saw his appearance and asked in surprise, "What the fuck?"
, Zijian? You, what’s wrong with you? Who beat you like this? Didn’t you go to Jiang University to find Xinran? "
Li Mei was also at Dajun's home. She said to Gao Zijian, "Brother Jian, what happened? Why are there so many wounds on your face?"
Gao Zijian originally wanted to stay at Dajun's house for a night, but when he saw Li Mei here, he felt a little embarrassed. He smiled reluctantly and said, "Haha, it's okay. I met a few robbers on the road, so I beat him up."
Get up, I got off the car and stopped by, so I came over to see you. It's really okay. You are busy, I'll leave first." After he finished speaking, he turned around and walked downstairs.
Dajun knew that something had happened to Gao Zijian, so he quickly followed him downstairs and stopped him, saying, "Zijian, what's going on? I know something must be wrong with you." We have been friends for so many years, and no one can stop him anymore.
I know him better than the army.
Gao Zijian turned around and looked at Dajun, and said with a wry smile, "It's really okay. Go back, Li Mei is waiting for you." After saying that, he turned around and left. No matter how Dajun called him, he did not look back.
Gao Zijian came to Youth Wine again. He was still on the stage. He ordered a bottle of beer and started drinking. The music here could relax him to some extent. He drank one glass after another, just wanting to let the alcohol numb himself.
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Suddenly, Gao Zijian felt very powerless, and he was a little out of breath. He was just an ordinary person, an ordinary person who was born in a working-class family. He had no rights, no money, and only his poor
Self-esteem, no one does not desire success, but is success really that easy? He really wants to vent his inner unhappiness, and even wants to have a good fight.
Dajun called him several times, but Gao Zijian didn't answer it at all, and didn't even look at it. Now, he doesn't want to pay attention to anyone. He just wants to stay quietly for a while, and the time passes by minute by second. He doesn't know how to drink.
He drank a lot and didn't know how much time had passed. His mind started to get a little confused, but his mind was very clear. Many times, people are often intoxicated instead of drunk.
"How long do you plan to drink?" At this time, a female voice suddenly sounded in Gao Zijian's ear.
Gao Zijian hurriedly turned around and looked at the visitor with drunken eyes. He smiled and said, "Oh, Xiaofan? You...why are you here? Are you here?" His words were a little unclear, and he couldn't speak clearly.
His ability to drink to such an extent is really asking for his own drunkenness.
Zhao Xiaofan had just returned home from vacation for a few days. During this period, she did not contact Gao Zijian and was busy gathering with her old classmates. Dajun called her specifically tonight. Dajun knew that something had happened to Gao Zijian and he
He was very worried, but he also knew that he could not persuade Gao Zijian at all.
Then she asked Zhao Xiaofan to help look at him. When Zhao Xiaofan knew that something was wrong with Gao Zijian, she was also very anxious. When she called him, her phone had already been turned off. For a while, he didn't know where to look.
She went to many places without seeing him. When she passed by Qingnian Liquor, she still had the mentality of giving it a try. Maybe, this was destined by God, Gao Zijian really got drunk here alone.
Zhao Xiaofan stared at him and said, "What should I ask you again? How long do you plan to drink?"
Gao Zijian took another sip of wine and said, "Plan...drink...until you're unconscious." This is what he wants, he just wants to get drunk and be confused. In this way, he will lose his mind
So painful.
Zhao Xiaofan snatched the wine glass from his hand and said, "Stop drinking. What happened? If Dajun hadn't called me to tell me, I wouldn't have known. What do you think you have become?" Zhao Xiaofan
She was really angry. Although she said this, she was very concerned about Gao Zijian in her heart.
Gao Zijian shouted and reached for the wine glass, "Give me the wine, give it to me, I want to drink, I want to drink."
With a 'pop' sound, Zhao Xiaofan slapped Gao Zijian on the face and said loudly, "Gao Zijian, can you please wake up a little bit?"
This slap made Gao Zijian sober for three minutes. After a while, he smiled helplessly and said to Zhao Xiaofan, "Xiaofan, let me drink. I...I feel uncomfortable." After being drunk, he felt uncomfortable in his heart.
Not only did the sadness not diminish, it actually made the high subkeys clearer.
Zhao Xiaofan held Gao Zijian's hand and said, "Zijian, what happened to make you so sad? Tell me and let me help you. Maybe... maybe I can't help you, but at least I can comfort you."
." All Zhao Xiaofan can do is to stay with him and comfort him.
Gao Zijian said with tears in his eyes, "Tell me Xiaofan, am I really useless?"
Zhao Xiaofan shook his head and said, "No, you have always been a very good man, and..."
Gao Zijian hurriedly interrupted her and said, "That's not what I want to hear. I'm asking you if I'm really useless."