Chapter 574 There Is a Kind of Love Called Letting Go Part 2
One afternoon a week later, Xia Xinran called Gao Zijian and said that she had returned to Fuyang City. Gao Zijian asked her to meet at a Chinese restaurant in Beicheng District in the evening, mainly because it was relatively close to Fuyang Hospital.
Of course, Xia Xinran didn't know what he was thinking. During this week, Gao Zijian secretly went to the hospital to see Xia Xinran's mother. No one knew about this, including Xia Xinran's mother.
He would just watch them quietly outside the door every time. Sometimes when her mother was the only one left in the ward, he would quietly walk in, sit in front of the hospital bed and look at her mother sleeping soundly, and then talk to himself
He said to himself, "Auntie, for you and Xinran, I agree to your request." No one knew that he was crying when he said these words...
Gao Zijian still chose a seat by the window. He likes to sit in a bright place, which will make him feel better. Twenty minutes later, Xia Xinran came to the appointment and said, "Zijian, I'm in a hurry. I'm sorry for being late again."
." Xia Xinran said and sat opposite him.
Gao Zijian smiled calmly and said, "Haha, no, I just arrived not long ago. I have ordered all the dishes, and they are all your favorites."
He looked at her intently. It had only been a week, but she had become a lot haggard and thinner, and her complexion was not as good as before. One can imagine how hard she has been through these days, which a girl has to bear.
It was really hard for her to be under so much pressure.
Gao Zijian said distressedly, "What's wrong? You don't look well. You haven't rested recently, okay?" He knew clearly that it was because of her mother's illness that she was so tired, but he still couldn't help but ask.
Xia Xinran smiled and shook her head and said, "Ah? No, it may be because... I have been busy studying recently. You don't have to worry about me. I am in good health." As she spoke, she made a playful gesture towards him.
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After a while, all the dishes were served. Gao Zijian looked at her and said, "Eat first, this is your favorite boiled meat." Gao Zijian took a piece of boiled meat for her and put it in her bowl.
Xia Xinran said with surprise, "Wow, you still remember what I like to eat? I'm so happy, haha." She picked up the meat and put it in her mouth greedily, pretending to be very happy on purpose.
, to hide her emotions, but the more she acted like this, the sadder Gao Zijian felt inside.
Gao Zijian hadn't eaten, and he looked at her with sad eyes as he ate. Xia Xinran said while eating, "Hey, what are you looking at me for? It's not like you've never seen her before, and I'm not a vegetable. Hurry up."
Let’s have something to eat.”
Gao Zijian forced a smile and said, "I... just want to take a good look at you. You eat first."
Xia Xinran said mischievously, "Okay, okay, I know you miss me. I'll let you watch as much as you can after I finish eating."
Gao Zijian didn't answer. He still didn't move his chopsticks. After a while, he suddenly said calmly, "Xinran, there is something...I...I want to tell you."
Xia Xinran answered with a question mark, "Then tell me, what is it?"
Gao Zijian looked at her calmly and said, "Xinran, during this period, I thought about it, I think... we... we should break up." This was something he was unwilling to say to her in his whole life.
After the words were spoken, Gao Zijian's heart was constantly ups and downs, and the trembling in his voice made him unable to control it.
After hearing these words, Xia Xinran was suddenly stunned. Time seemed to have stopped. She couldn't believe that the words she heard came from his mouth. She asked in a skeptical tone, "
No, Zi-key, you...what did you just say?"
Gao Zijian said again with a trembling voice, "I...I said, let's...break up."
With a "swipe", Xia Xinran's tears instantly flowed down. In her opinion, besides her mother's injury, this was the greatest harm to her, and it was also an injury deep in her heart. She asked him with tears.
, "Why? Can you tell me why?"
Gao Zijian didn't dare to look at her expression. Her tearful eyes were the most fatal to him. He was really afraid that he wouldn't be able to control himself and tell her the truth. He turned his head and looked out the window, trying his best to look even more cold-blooded.
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He pretended to be cold and replied, "Because I don't love you anymore, is that okay?" No one can understand the sadness behind Gao Zijian, not even Xia Xinran. He can not love all women in the world, but only
It's her, he can't help but love her, and just because he loves her, he has to leave her and let her choose her own life and her own happiness.
Xia Xinran stared at him for a while, then laughed self-deprecatingly and said, "Hehe...hehe, okay, then you look into my eyes and say, look at me and tell me that you don't love me anymore, Gao Zijian, please
Turn your face and look at me and say." Xia Xinran still didn't believe that this was what he said. She trusted him so much and felt sorry for him, but he betrayed her.
Gao Zijian slowly turned his face, looked at her expressionlessly, and said, "I don't love you anymore, let's break up."
Xia Xinran wiped her tears, adjusted her mood and said, "Is it because of her?"
Gao Zijian knew that she was talking about Zhao Xiaofan, so he deliberately pretended to be impatient and said, "Whatever, if you say yes, then, in short, it is impossible for us, and it is better to separate. This is better for everyone."
Xia Xinran's body twitched a little. She took a few deep breaths, adjusted her emotions, looked at him sadly and said, "I...I really didn't expect that you would actually leave me. Then what you once said to me
What is it? Is it a joke, or do you think this is just a game? I naively thought that no matter what happens around us, we will never be separated and can love each other for a lifetime. I trust you so much until we grow old.
, I thought you were a man I could rely on. It seems that I am too sentimental. I really misjudged you Gao Zijian. You made me so sad. What you hurt was my heart that loves you. I will never do it in my life.
forgive you."
Xia Xinran took off the heart-shaped necklace from her neck and gave it to Gao Zijian. She got up and ran out in tears. If she wanted to blame it, she could only blame fate. Xia Xinran had been thinking about it during this time.
Going to America.
She decided to go, even if it was for her mother, she would try. She thought she could let go of this relationship calmly, but she found that she couldn't let go of her relationship with Gao Zijian at all. Unknowingly,
Only then did she realize that she already loved this rebellious boy.
This kind of love seemed to have penetrated into her blood, so she came here to tell him her decision. Studying abroad was inevitable. She just wanted to tell him that everything would be fine when she comes back from studying abroad.
They could continue to love each other and walk into the auditorium of happiness together, but things developed to the other end. The two lovers separated because of each other's concealment. Was it God's trick, or was it just the way things are in this world?
It is difficult to grasp. Their love makes people sigh, helpless, and even more regretful...