Xia Xinran left, and she took away Gao Zijian's love for her, and also took away the only remaining dream in Gao Zijian's heart. Since Xia Xinran left, Gao Zijian has become taciturn, and the smile that used to always hang on his face
Also gone.
He rarely talks, and always likes to stare at the sky quietly alone in a daze. No one can understand the sadness in his heart. He obviously loves her so much, but he wants to say such hurtful words to her.
He knows that she may be cruel to him for the rest of his life, but he still has no regrets. Sometimes, loving someone is not about owning her, but seeing her happy. But not everyone can achieve this state.
He began to become decadent and depraved. He only drank and slept every day. When he was drunk, he would laugh inexplicably. When he laughed, he became angry. He was so angry that he could destroy everything around him. During this period, Zhao Xiaofan has been accompanying him.
She didn't try to persuade him, she just let him vent her unhappiness. She wanted him to get out of this shadow quickly.
But Zhao Xiaofan couldn't always accompany him. She was going back to school. She took half a month's leave and it was already time. Before leaving, Zhao Xiaofan hugged him and said, "Zijian, everything will be fine. Remember,
Even if everyone leaves you, I will still be by your side."
Gao Zijian stroked her hair and said, "Well, I know. I really want to thank God for letting me know you. Thank you, Xiaofan."
Zhao Xiaofan put his chin on his shoulder and said, "Oh, thank you. OK, I'm leaving. Remember to call me." After Zhao Xiaofan left, Gao Zijian thought about it thoroughly for a while.
Gao Zijian himself didn’t want this. He just needed a transition period. When people are injured, they need to heal the wound themselves, and the best medicine to heal the wound is time. Time can dilute everything and make people forget everything, no matter
No matter how big something happens, as time goes by, the pain in your heart will gradually diminish.
He knew that no matter how sad he was, Xia Xinran would never be able to come back to him. He said it all by himself and decided things by himself. He had no right to regret it. Everything had already happened.
history.
He locked himself in his room for a whole week without going out. When he walked out of the house again and looked at the dazzling sunshine outside, he knew that the world would not stop because of his disappearance, let alone
Changed because of his existence. In this world, he is just a grain of dust. One more of him is not more, and one less of him is fine.
He decided to start a new life, but it is not easy to find a job. Now he is a low-level person who cannot achieve a high level. Even if you ask him to do hard work, he can't do it. When he becomes a leader, he doesn't have the two brushes.
College students all over the street have entered the era of unemployment, not to mention that he is a high school graduate. He now knows that if he wants to gain a foothold in this society, he cannot gain a foothold in his current situation. He is just a failed man.
, is a man who has accomplished nothing and has no money.
At this moment, he finally understood the importance of money to him. He needed money, a lot of money. He didn't want to be looked down upon anymore. In today's society, what does a man's identity and strength depend on? It's just looking at
How much money do you have in your pocket? Don't look at anything else. What education, diplomas and character you have are all fucking bastards. Those are just excuses.
No matter how high your diploma is or how knowledgeable you are, as long as you have no money, you are fucking nothing. Even if you say ugly words or even fart, no one will take you seriously, let alone
People are willing to live with a poor guy like you.
In the 1970s and 1980s, if you had a stable job, you wouldn't have to worry about getting married and having children, but would that be possible in the 2000s? Houses and cars don't require money, and emotions have become ethereal in this society.
There seems to be a layer of interest between people. There is never a free lunch in this world, and no one will give you a free lunch. Everything needs to be exchanged. In fact, it is not that there is no real emotion, it is just that there are too few.
, especially love, is like an extinct dinosaur, and what is left is just a fossil.
Maybe except for your parents and your lover who has been with you throughout your life, everyone else is just an embellishment in your life. What they can do is to stretch out their hands and pull you a little when you are in the most difficult time.
You see, this is already very difficult.
Gao Zijian always believed that it was because of his inability that he broke up with Xia Xinran. If he had been capable at that time, all this would not have happened.
Gao Zijian suddenly thought of what Qian Li once said to him, 'In this society, if you don't have money and power, you will only get scolded. Who cares how you got your money...' He knew that this society is no longer what it used to be.
Then he can go out with a machete to mess around. If he starts from the bottom, he may just be a gangster in society for the rest of his life. If he doesn't mix well, he never knows when he will go to jail, no matter how miserable he is.
A little, and he might die on the street or be hacked to death.
He needs a place where he can gain a foothold, a serious place where he can get in touch with society, and a stage where he can have room for development. Thinking of this, he went back to the house and rummaged through the cabinets to find Qian Li's business card. After thinking about it,
Finally he decided to give it a try and took out his phone to call...
Dongcheng District is the most chaotic place in the entire Fuyang City. The crime rate here is also the highest in the city. However, it is also the 'entertainment' center of Fuyang City. There is a street here with more than a dozen people to be honest.
It is composed of several streets.
The people in Fuyang City like to call this place the "Red Light Street". There are nearly a hundred large and small entertainment venues here, including saunas, KTVs, nightclubs, chess and card clubs, and the Internet. There is another place outside the Red Light Street.
The number is called 'Three No Matters'.
Its location is between Dongcheng District and Xicheng District. At that time, there was no clear division. In addition, local leaders were well fed by these businesses and often turned a blind eye.
Yes, just don't cause any big trouble and don't kill anyone.
Therefore, this place has become the best place for pornography, gambling and drugs. Basically, you can see people fighting and stabbing people here every night. If there is no fight one night, many people will wonder.
One sentence, "Holy shit, why is this red light street so peaceful today?".
Just hearing this sentence will tell you how chaotic this place is. If you walk here alone at night, you can easily be robbed, especially young women. In the early 2000s, there were people here every week.
Several robbery incidents occurred, and the robbery rate was the highest in Fuyang City at that time.