Nan You didn't say much. Since he didn't want to talk, it would be useless to ask, so he had to continue drinking with Gao Zijian. Gao Zijian also drank and talked, but what he said was so incomprehensible that Nan You couldn't understand it.
In less than two hours, Gao Zijian passed out drunk on the sofa in the private room.
This is very unlike him. Nanyou is very aware of Gao Zijian's drinking capacity. This amount of wine should be nothing to him, but today he is completely drunk. This is in line with the saying, wine is not intoxicating, people are drunk themselves.
, when people drink when they are upset, the more they drink, the more drunk they become.
After Gao Zijian fell drunk, Nanyou wanted to help him sleep in the private room. At this time, his phone suddenly rang. Gao Zijian was sleeping like a dead dog, mumbling, and couldn't answer the phone at all. There was nothing he could do.
Nanyou had no choice but to pick it up for him. If it was a business matter, he couldn't delay it.
He answered the phone, "Hello, who...who is it?..."
Gao Zijian didn't get up until the afternoon. He opened his eyes hazily and found that he had taken off all his clothes and was only wearing a pair of underwear. He took a look at the layout of the room. It was not his hotel, nor his own.
If it’s not my rental house, where is this? Could it be that I am dreaming.
His head still hurt a little, and the alcohol still hadn't completely gone away. He sat up and looked at this strange place. There was a woman's fragrance in the room. He got out of bed, picked up his clothes and put them on.
After taking a brief look at the room, he was sure that he had never been to this place before. Where was this place?
He glanced at the bedside table. There were photos of two women on it. He knew both women. One was Xia Xinran and the other was her mother. Could it be that he was at Xia Xinran's home? Gao Zijian looked at the photos.
Xia Xinran looked a little dazed. The Xia Xinran in the photo looked like she was in high school. She was still so cute and pure, just like the scene in his dream.
Just as he was looking at it, the door was pushed open, "Are you awake?" Xia Xinran, wearing home clothes, came over and asked.
Gao Zijian hurriedly put down the photo in his hand, and said with an ugly face, "Why, how could it be you?"
"You were drunk, and I took you to my house." The call Nanyou received was from Xia Xinran. When he heard it was Xia Xinran, even he didn't believe it himself, and then he told
After knowing Xia Xinran's address, Xia Xinran took a taxi and came over. The two of them got Gao Zijian into the taxi, and Nan You helped her get to her house. That was the end of the matter.
At that moment, Nan You finally knew why Gao Zijian was depressed. His former love was back, but now the problem was here. The relationship between Zhao Xiaofan and Gao Zijian was very good. With her sudden return, it seemed that something was going to happen.
It's troublesome, but this is Gao Zijian's private matter. Nan You will not interfere and can only let him handle it by himself.
Gao Zijian forced a smile and said, "Really? Haha, thank you."
Xia Xinran looked at him and said, "Zijian, we haven't seen each other for so many years, don't you have anything to say to me?"
"Oh, you. How have you been in these years?" Gao Zijian reluctantly asked.
Xia Xinran looked at him and said, "You know, that's not what I want to hear."
Gao Zijian also looked at her and said, "I really don't know what to say. I was surprised to see you at Xue Liang's wedding today. I was really surprised. I didn't expect that after eight years, we would be together."
We will meet on that occasion."
He suddenly felt that this was like what was sung in the song "Next Year Today", "Next year today, don't have to sleep insomnia, the bed will change. If you are lucky enough to meet, or at the wedding feast of your companions, I will wait for you to appear in panic..."
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Xia Xinran also said, "Yeah, I didn't expect that time flies by so fast. Eight years have passed in a flash, and we are almost thirty years old."
Gao Zijian looked at her and said, "Well, time goes very quickly. Eight years seems like a flash. It's as if the day you left the country happened a few days ago."
"Zijian, do you blame me?" Xia Xinran suddenly asked.
"How could it be? Why should I blame you? I broke up with you, and I have no right to blame you." Gao Zijian's tone was very calm, so calm that there was no trace of ripples.
Xia Xinran suddenly hugged him and said, "I'm sorry, Zijian. I'm really sorry. Brother Jie told me that I know you chose to break up with me because of me. I know everything you did. I used to
I'm even more ruthless than you, but I didn't expect that the person who is most saddened is you."
Gao Zijian still said calmly, "Xinran, you don't need to apologize. I don't regret that thing. I couldn't help it when I did it. I have no ability and can't delay your future. Moreover, even if I don't break up with you, maybe
You will break up with me too."
Xia Xinran suddenly looked up at him and said, "Why do you think so? Do you really not believe my feelings for you?"
Gao Zijian took a deep breath and said, "Xinran, you have to face reality. You and I are not from the same world at all. I have no ability to keep you by force. In fact... when I went to Jiangnan University to find you in my first year
, when I saw you and Wang Hao together, I knew that sooner or later, you and I would have to part ways, because he was stronger and more capable than me at the time, and I have to admit this."
"But Zijian, if you had been willing to keep me, I might not have left." Xia Xinran looked at him and said.
Gao Zijian chuckled and said, "There are no ifs in this world, only results. Once we have passed, we have passed."
Xia Xinran suddenly said, "Zijian, have you thought about me in these years?"
"Yes, when you first left, I dreamed of you leaving many times. Maybe you don't know, but on the day you took the plane to leave, I actually went to find you. I wanted to keep you, but unfortunately,
We are still one step behind." Gao Zijian told the truth and had nothing to hide.
"I'm sorry, Zijian. After all these years, if Brother Jie hadn't told me, I would still blame you. In fact... I also thought about you when I was in the United States." Xia Xinran said seriously.
"Haha, thank you for still thinking of me. You should be married, right?" Gao Zijian didn't know why, but he just wanted to know.
"No, I'm still alone." Xia Xinran said with a smile.
"What about Wang Hao? You two..." Gao Zijian asked.
"He and I broke up a long time ago." Xia Xinran said with a wry smile.
"Why? Is he treating you badly?" Gao Zijian wanted to know.
"I can't say whether it's good or not, maybe it's not suitable. Are you still the same person after all these years?" Xia Xinran also wanted to know everything about him now.
Gao Zijian smiled and said, "No, I have been with Xiaofan all these years."
Xia Xinran was a little surprised and said, "Zhao Xiaofan is a big star now, are you still together?" Although Xia Xinran has been in the United States, she is also watching domestic events or TV series.
Gao Zijian nodded and said, "Yes, we have been together for eight years. When I was in the most difficult times, it was Xiaofan who was always by my side and never left me. I am very grateful to have her company over these years." Every time.
Thinking of Zhao Xiaofan for the first time, a look of happiness appeared on Gao Zijian's face.
Xia Xinran suddenly asked, "Zijian, if I said that I came back this time for you, would you believe it?"
"It doesn't matter whether you believe it or not. If that's really the case, I don't think you need it." Gao Zijian said seriously.
Xia Xinran said, "Zijian, you...do you still love me?"
Gao Zijian said calmly, "Love, no matter when the time comes, I will love you. This is true. I hope you can be happy, forever happy."
"Let's start over. I will definitely cherish you, okay?" Xia Xinran said with a little moist eyes. She didn't expect that Gao Zijian would still love her after so many years.
Gao Zijian smiled and said, "I'm sorry Xinran, I can't be with you. I love Xiaofan too. Without her, I wouldn't be where I am today. I can't let her down."
When Xia Xinran heard this, she seemed to understand something. She nodded and said, "Zijian, I wish you happiness."
"I also wish you happiness. I'll leave first and see you again when I have the chance." After Gao Zijian finished speaking, he opened the door and left Xia Xinran's home.
He walked downstairs, took out a cigarette and lit it. For the first time, he felt that his heart was calm and balanced. This was good. He didn't have any worries anymore, because he knew that in his
In my heart, Zhao Xiaofan cannot be replaced. Over the past eight years, their most perfect love has been established...