At this time, Gao Zijian was left alone. Ermao asked him to go to their dormitory to sleep, but Gao Zijian didn't go. At this moment, his head was a little messed up. It was precisely because he met Wang Xue in the cafeteria just now. He planned to be alone.
Walk around the school to calm down your inner irritability.
Although the attached middle school is not big, it is not small either. It is still much better than ordinary high schools. There are flower beds and pools here. There are also many places for outdoor rest and entertainment, including badminton courts, basketball courts, football fields, and indoor table tennis courts.
There is even a large leisure and entertainment room, which contains not only many world famous books, but also many famous biographies and countless classic novels. You can also play Go and chess.
In the late 1990s, a high school with these facilities was considered a very good school, and even now, it can still be considered a good school.
Gao Zijian wandered slowly by himself. He didn't know whether meeting Wang Xue this time was a good thing or a bad thing. Although he was done with her, he once liked Wang Xue after all, and he liked her so deeply.
I originally thought that after graduation, they would go their separate ways and stay away from each other forever, but who would have thought that they would actually be in the same school again.
He didn't know whether this was a deliberate arrangement of fate, or whether they had never escaped this bond. Now, he couldn't tell how he felt about Wang Xue. He said he didn't like her, but he didn't dare to admit that he liked her.
He didn't dare to admit it, that very hazy and subtle feeling, as if they were back to the time when they first met in junior high school.
The only thing he could feel was that this feeling was very weak, so weak that he no longer had much attachment to her. This time Wang Xue asked him to go find her in the afternoon. Gao Zijian could vaguely feel it in his heart. He estimated that Wang Xue
It's very possible that he wants to start over with him, but he doesn't know how to answer him. Whether he should promise her or end it completely, he's not sure yet.
But this is just a personal speculation on his part. Maybe he has overthought it and is a little too sentimental. People may be looking for him just to catch up with each other like old classmates and have no other ideas.
He sighed, shook his head, and stopped thinking about these troublesome things. Sometimes he was very picky and always made things difficult for himself. He always liked to make things complicated when they were obviously very simple.
, he always makes himself worried, no wonder he always looks young and mature.
At this moment, he walked to a small forest. This is the sacred place of the Affiliated High School in summer. Many people like to eat, read, and shade here. There are rows of small stone benches inside. Although they are not big, they are enough. After all, this is
It's just a high school, not a university, and it doesn't have such a magnificent building.
There was no one around at noon, so he sat on a stone bench, took out a cigarette, and started smoking secretly. It was a school, and it wouldn't be good for teachers or school leaders to see it. He smoked quietly,
Enjoying the feeling of puffing away the clouds, I don't know what else to think about.
At this time, Gao Zijian heard someone talking not far away from him, but he couldn't hear what he was saying clearly. It was a mess and didn't sound like Chinese. The only thing he was sure of was that it was 100% a girl's voice.
He felt a little curious, who was talking to himself at this noon? He planned to go over and have a look. He stood up and walked towards the direction of the voice, under a big tree not far from him.
, he saw the girl who had just spoken. This girl was none other than Xia Xinran.
She was sitting on the lawn, leaning against a big tree, holding an English book in her hand, with a focused look on her face. It could be seen that she was not talking to herself just now, but reading English aloud, probably
It was practicing speaking. Gao Zijian suddenly felt very interesting. When he saw Xia Xinran, he seemed to understand something and his mood was not so entangled. He knew that there should be no possibility between him and Wang Xue.
Not for anything else, just because of the girl in front of him now. At this moment, he can definitely say that the person he likes is her. This is an inexplicable love that does not require any reason or excuse.
If you need reasons and excuses to like someone, it would be insincere. Thinking of this, he still dropped the cigarette butt in his hand and walked towards her.
"I heard your voice so far away. Are you working so hard at noon? I thought who was singing?" Gao Zijian said and sat next to Xia Xinran.
Xia Xinran turned around and saw that it was him. She quickly put down the English book in her hand and said, "It's you, haha. Anyway, I have nothing to do at noon, so I came here to look at the books and quilts. The classroom is too messy and a little noisy."
, this place is nice and quiet, why do you think of coming here?"
Gao Zijian said casually, "It's okay. I usually like to come here when I have nothing to do at noon. Didn't you also tell me that this place is quiet and no one disturbs me."
Xia Xinran looked at him and said, "Don't fool me. I come here to read books at noon almost every day, and I have never seen you once. I dare say that you are here for the first time today?"
Xia Xinran was still surprised by the appearance of Gao Zijian. The boy who had been pestering her some time ago suddenly gave up because of her few words, and now he reappears in front of her. What does this mean?
Suddenly there was an indescribable feeling in her heart, like a small sense of expectation.
Gao Zijian smiled and said, "How can you be so sure that this is my first time here? Is there any basis for this?"
Xia Xinran nodded and said, "Of course there is evidence. First, no one comes to this place usually. Second, as I just said, I've been here every day and I haven't seen you."
Gao Zijian glanced at her and said with a smile, "Haha, okay, even if you are right, this is my first time here. Don't tell me, this place is really nice. I will come and hang out if I have nothing to do at noon.
Let's hang around." He meant something, what's so good about this place? Isn't it because Xia Xinran said that she comes here every day, that's why he said this.
Xia Xinran curled her lips and said, "What's the point of wandering around in this place? If you have more room, I wonder if you have something on your mind? If you want to speak out, I can be a free listener."
Gao Zijian looked at her and said, "Oh, it's not easy. This is the first time you have observed me in such detail. Why am I suddenly uncomfortable?"
Xia Xinran smiled and said, "Don't get me wrong, I'm just guessing. If you don't want to say it, it doesn't matter. I don't need to listen."
Gao Zijian frowned and said, "You said you are interesting, but you asked me, but then you said you didn't want to know? Aren't you kidding me? You think I am a Sunday?"
Xia Xinran looked at him and said, "Even if I wanted to know, I guess you wouldn't tell me. What I said should be right?"
Gao Zijian looked at her, nodded in agreement and said with a smile, "Haha, you are indeed smart. I have always wanted to ask you something, why do you love studying so much? I rarely see you playing with other girls.
It’s all about constant learning.”
Xia Xinran said helplessly, "There is no way. You think I am willing to learn? Who doesn't know that it is good to go out and have fun? But if I play all day long, I will suffer in the future. These are not for the future."
Do you plan to, it can be regarded as fulfilling my mother's expectations for me." After Xia Xinran finished speaking, she stood up and patted the dust on her body.
Gao Zijian looked up at her and asked, "What? Are you going back?"
Xia Xinran said, "Yeah, it's almost time for class. You sit slowly, I'll leave first." She waved to him and walked towards the teaching building.
Gao Zijian sat on the ground, looked at her back, chuckled, and his mood improved a lot. He also knew what he should do to Wang Xue. He leaned back and leaned against the big tree.
He closed his eyes and enjoyed this moment of peace. It wasn't until the bell rang in the afternoon that he slowly got up and left.