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We were together and didn't say anything. The atmosphere seemed a bit awkward. Gao Zijian said nervously, "Well, look, I have a few words to say to you. Let's find a place to chat first, okay?"
Xia Xinran stopped, turned to look at him and said, "What's wrong? Is there something you can't talk about here?"
Gao Zijian thought to himself, 'How can we talk in this place? There are so many people coming and going on the road, and this is not a place to talk.' He looked around and said, 'Well, let's go not far ahead.
It’s a park and it won’t take you too long, just a few minutes.”
As he spoke, he took the lead and walked to the park. He deliberately did not give her time to think about it, so Xia Xinran had no choice but to follow him.
The two of them walked to the park and found a stone bench to sit down on. Xia Xinran sat down and said, "Now we can tell you, what is going on? It's still so mysterious."
She seemed to be able to guess a little bit, but she was just pretending to be stupid.
Gao Zijian decided to say it in the shortest, most direct and effective way. He sorted out his thoughts a little, coughed and said, "Ahem, um, Xinran, actually I...I...I want to tell you that I like
you."
He was a little trembling at first, but then he thought about it and just said it in one breath with his eyes closed. After saying this, he felt a lot more relaxed. The nervousness just now was gone. Instead,
He was relaxed, but he didn't know what kind of expression Xia Xinran would have after hearing this. He didn't dare to look at her, and his own eyes seemed a little erratic.
But Xia Xinran didn't answer him, so he had to continue, "Actually... I've fallen in love with you since the first day of high school. Really, I couldn't help myself. If it hadn't been for this incident, I would have fallen in love with you."
I thought I would never say it, after all, you never gave me a chance, I even had the idea of giving up, but now I really can't control this feeling, I know, I have nothing outstanding, and
It's very ordinary, but I just want to protect you. It's just like this. I don't have too many extravagances. Seeing you happy makes me happy. Seeing you unhappy makes me feel bad. Yesterday you said I was brave.
At that time, I was really happy because I didn’t know how to say anything.”
When Gao Zijian said this, he slowly held Xia Xinran's hand tightly, looked at her firmly and said, "Xinran, I just want you to give me a chance, okay? I will value you more than mine.
Life still matters."
Xia Xinran slowly retracted her hand at this time, her expression still unchanged.
She looked forward and said in a calm tone, "What should I tell you? Actually... you are actually a pretty good person, but we..." She hadn't finished the rest of her words.
Gao Zijian quickly interrupted her and said, "Okay, you don't have to say anything. I already know what you want to say."
He knew what the girl meant when she said this. In fact, you are a pretty good person, but it was just that we were not suitable or used some other excuse to refuse.
Even though Gao Zikey has never experienced this kind of thing, he can still see it. Isn't it often shown on TV?
He felt that this confession was much more difficult than the first time he confessed to Wang Xue. At that time, he was young and ignorant, and maybe the girls didn't think that much. In addition, because of his anger with Chen Chao, he was anxious
Just said it directly.
But it's different now. As we grow older, people will inevitably have some concerns, but Gao Zijian doesn't blame her.
Although he helped her, he knew that this gratitude could never replace love. If he really forced her to date him, it would be unfair to her and him.
Xia Xinran saw that he suddenly interrupted her words and asked him quickly, "What's wrong with you?"
Gao Zijian stood up at this time. He suddenly felt that his chest was congested and he felt very uncomfortable.
You know, when the person you like doesn't like you, this feeling is the most uncomfortable. Even the air you breathe can even make you feel suffocated.
Although this is not her fault, there is nothing she can do about it. As long as you are a normal person, your heart will be somewhat affected.
Gao Zijian took a deep breath to adjust his mood. He said calmly, "It's okay. I'm leaving first. I'm sorry for disturbing you."
After saying that, he turned around and left. He was a person who could take things and let them go. Since she had no interest in him, even if he begged her, it would be of no use.
Reluctant love will not bear fruit, but there are few people who can understand his deep feeling.
Before leaving, Gao Zijian did not look back at her. He thought she could stop him and tell him that she liked him too.
But all this was just Gao Zijian's fantasy. He left just like that, and Xia Xinran didn't make any effort to stay...
Gao Zijian didn't know where to go. In short, he just didn't want to go home. He was afraid that he would miss her when he returned home, and he felt very confused, so he simply walked around.
There is no purpose, I just wander around according to my mood, wherever I go.
When he noticed, the person had already reached the back door of the school. Gao Zijian sighed, wondering why he was back here again.
Just when he turned around to leave, he happened to bump into the person on the opposite side. Gao Zijian had no place to vent his pent-up anger.
He opened his mouth and cursed, "Are you fucking blind? How can you walk?" But then he thought, 'My bad mood has nothing to do with others, so forget it, stop causing trouble, and leave.'
He had just taken a few steps when a hand was placed on his shoulder behind him, and then an unpleasant voice came from behind, "Brother, do you want to leave after you scold me?"
Gao Zijian turned around and looked at the man, and said in a stiff tone, "What's the matter? So what do you mean, you still want to invite me to dinner."
The man sneered and said, "Fuck, are you pretending to be confused with me? You don't recognize me anymore?"
After listening to what he said, Gao Zijian took a closer look. It didn't matter. He thought, 'Oh no, we are really enemies. Isn't this the follower next to Lu Hai yesterday?' He was punched several times by the army, and his face looked like this.
It was still green and purple, and since it was dusk now and there was insufficient light, you really couldn't recognize it unless you looked carefully.
Gao Zijian deliberately smiled evilly and said, "Holy shit, who the hell did I think it was? I've been messing around, isn't this the follower next to our Brother Hai? What's the matter? You still want to be beaten?"
Gao Zijian said the word 'follower' very hard. He despised the kind of 'horse boy' who followed others around all day long. To put it harshly, this grandson was just a bully.