"Pa!" Gu Yanxin raised her hand and slapped Xiao Li on the face. Her hand was numb and her heart was aching. She didn't understand that she was nothing in his heart, let alone what he meant to her.
Love is hate, but he shouldn't be like this. Cold words came out of her mouth, "Xiao Li, you are like a madman."
After saying that, she shook off Xiao Li's hand and looked at Ye Chenfei, feeling extremely apologetic: "I'm sorry, are you okay?"
"I'm fine. You..."
"Then let's go, let's go." Gu Yanxin pushed Ye Chenfei and lowered her head, not wanting others to see her uncontrollable emotions, "I'm going home too."
She said crazy? Xiao Li was stunned for several seconds before he realized what he was doing. He touched his cheek. She was very heavy and ruthless, showing no mercy. He looked at Gu Yanxin who was caring about another man at this time.
My heart is bleeding, I forget so quickly, and the speed of falling in love with someone else is amazing.
Where is the woman who kept saying that she would give him happiness and love? What has this woman done to him now? Yes, ha, the woman who said that she would give him happiness and love is gone. She was pushed away by himself.
I pushed him away, and he seemed to be unable to come back.
It's really heartless and cruel. She is really capable of torturing his heart like this. She doesn't understand his good intentions at all. She doesn't understand how much he wants to protect her and is afraid that she will be hurt in any way. So, this is
The result was that she was cruel to herself and worked hard with all her heart. That's it?
It is said that a man never sheds tears easily. Is Xiao Li going to cry for a woman today? Xiao Li just stood there stunned, with mixed feelings in his heart.
Gu Yanxin didn't look at Xiao Li's expression. She didn't dare. She hit Xiao Li. At this time, the palm of her hand went numb and started to hurt. Could it be that he was in pain... Ye Chenfei didn't leave either. He kept lowering his head.
I want to see her face, her expression.
She stood at a loss when she was suddenly squeezed out of the eaves by a passer-by who was passing by in a hurry. She was exposed to the rain. Tears streamed down her face and she couldn't stay any longer...
The heavy rain continued, so Gu Yanxin turned around and ran, squeezing into so many people holding umbrellas. She couldn't hear any sounds coming from behind. Anyway, no one caught up with her. That's good, she
She just needs to be alone, and it would be nice if the heavy rain is with her.
Just walking like this unconsciously, as if in the cold rain, her boiling feeling could be numbed and cooled down, and letting the heavy rain fall on his body would make it less painful. But even if it didn't hurt, she was still sad.
Wave after wave, such a heart-wrenching feeling is nothing.
"Would you please be careful when you walk?" It seemed that I bumped into someone, but I didn't feel anything. I was pushed by someone and fell to the ground. My palm was scratched and it seemed to be bleeding. It hurt. It seemed to be pain, but it was just my soul.
It seems to be separated from the body and not in the same realm.
With no one to help her, who would care about a dripping woman with hollow eyes and a distorted expression? Maybe everyone regarded her as a madman. Yes, just now she called Xiao Li a madman, would Xiao Li?
I will be sad, what exactly did he want to do with those excessive actions just now.
He clearly said that he didn't want her anymore. She knew that he said one was one and two was two. He was never the right person to repeat. He only did that because she and Ye Chenfei were close. Was it his revenge?
She was thinking wildly, Xiao Li, Xiao Li, Xiao Li... this person's name kept ringing in her mind, like a spell, and those pictures emerged one after another like a tide, as if they were testing how good her memory was.
"No, don't think about it..." Gu Yanxin held her head, not wanting to think about why he could torture her like this?
Bastard, bastard... Gu Yan cursed in her heart, but all she could think about was Xiao Li, how he was kind to her, and how domineering he was. The scenes were like a movie, sliding through her mind, and she couldn't control it at all.
I can't even think about him for a moment, but I want to see him so much...
His head hurt and he felt dizzy. Gu Yanxin held on to a big tree next to him and leaned against it with difficulty. Was he...sick? Has the disease in his heart spread to his body? It felt so uncomfortable...I felt uncomfortable with everything, God.
Do you just like to bully her?
Is she a bad guy who did something heinous and bad in her previous life? So she has to suffer such a punishment in this life, like a calamity? One calamity is enough, but why does this calamity keep repeating itself and torturing her?
"Gu Yanxin, you idiot, are you willing to torture me to death? Don't you know how much I love you?" Xiao Li's voice seemed to be heard in my ears, "You have to make me heartache.
You are willing to do something that I can’t even understand, right?"
"Xiao Li, you bastard." Gu Yan said bitterly, as if there were hands holding her up, and she grabbed the solid arms, "Why do you still linger when you have hallucinations? Why, you bastard
,I hate you!"
"I hate you too, I hate you." That extremely familiar voice said, seemingly choking, "But, I love you so much."
Love? Liar, love is happiness, not harm. Gu Yanxin had the last thought, and then he finally got his wish and passed out.
————————————————————————At eleven o’clock in the middle of the night, in Xiao Li’s bedroom, Gu Yanxin had been cleaned up by him and the wound on his palm was bandaged.
, lying quietly on the bed at this time, Xiao Li sat on the edge of the bed, turned sideways, looked at her face, stretched his hand gently across her skin, feeling extremely uncomfortable in his heart - this fool made himself sick.
, it’s not a scolding, it’s not a pity, he shouldn’t have let her go, he really shouldn’t have. As expected, he still has to protect his woman, why do you think it’s safer not to be by his side? Doesn’t he have the ability?
Xiao Li smiled bitterly, worrying about gains and losses, which made him lose his strongest self-confidence. He was so wrong.
"Xiao Li..." Just as he was thinking about it, Gu Yanxin seemed to make a sound, like talking in his sleep, and kept frowning, as if he was in pain, "Xiao Li..."
"I'm here, I'm here..." Xiao Li quickly replied, reaching out and holding her hand, "Don't be afraid, I will always guard you."
"I...hate you, Xiao Li, hate you..." Gu Yanxin's sleepy babble continued, with every word carrying a sting.
Xiao Li retracted his hand. He had done something to hurt her, but he was only doing it for her own good. He wanted her to be safe. Seeing her sleeping uneasily, he took a deep breath and stretched out his hand again.
He reached out, held Gu Yanxin's hand, and said softly: "Even if you hate me, I still love you. You will understand when everything passes."
After getting rid of Ye Jue and getting through the difficulties, nothing will stop him from being with her.
"Fanfan..." Gu Yanxin murmured, his voice full of pain, "Xiao Li... I miss you... Xiao Li... bastard..."
"I'm a bastard..." Xiao Li suddenly felt the urge to cry.
"Don't leave me." These words came out between her lips and teeth. They were the words she wanted to say the most, but she had always been so proud, and her self-esteem did not allow her to say such words. Don't say such words, even if
She seemed to be unwilling to see him.
What should he do, how should he choose... He lowered his head and kissed her hand. What should he do now? Suddenly I felt that Xiao Hongyi was right. Once a person is concerned about him, he will never care about her again.
He is a perfect strong man, no longer suitable for fighting on the battlefield.
He always thought that he was ruthless and decisive, but she made him know himself again, and he suddenly became so indecisive.
She didn't continue talking, moved her body, and continued in her dream. Xiao Li gently lay down beside her, still holding her hand, and opening his eyes from time to time to see if she was sleeping peacefully.
He fell asleep in a daze.
"Boom--" It was raining heavily tonight. When both of them were asleep, a thunder exploded, waking them both up. Xiao Li opened his eyes and watched Gu Yan's heart moving uneasily, and then
She also opened her eyes, suddenly sat up, and gasped for air.
"Are you having a nightmare?" Xiao Li sat up and soft words rang in Gu Yanxin's ears, "It's okay, I'm by your side, don't be afraid."
As he spoke, he put his arms around Gu Yanxin's body and hugged her into his arms, letting her feel him.
"Let go." Gu Yanxin quickly came back to her senses and her mind was clear. She was greedy for his taste. If she continued to stay by his side and feel how good he was to her, she wouldn't be able to bear it. "I want to go home.
Let me go."
"It's early morning, thunderstorm, how can I rest assured if you go out?" Xiao Li said, refusing to let go, "Have a good rest, okay? Just have a good night's rest, okay? You just got caught in the rain today, and you are not sick.
It's all a blessing, don't let me worry."
"Are you worried about me?" Gu Yanxin laughed dryly, "You said, you don't want me anymore, you won't love me anymore, you asked me to leave you, you...well."
Before she finished speaking, Xiao Li moved in front of her and kissed her lips, blocking all her words. He held her lips in his mouth, leaving her speechless and trying to pry them open with his tongue.
Her teeth, but she gritted her teeth tightly, not giving him a chance to enter.
"What are you doing?" Gu Yanxin finally broke away from Xiao Li's kiss and asked, "What do you think you are doing? I don't understand. Do you love me or not? Do you want me? Why do you keep doing it over and over again?
If I’m engaged to someone else, who am I?”
"Idiot, a fool who doesn't know anything." Xiao Li murmured, his heart ached, but he said everything clearly. Looking at her suppressed red face, he suddenly pushed her down on the bed and pressed his body directly on her.
"Gu Yanxin, I want you."
"You..." Gu Yanxin was slightly stunned, and suddenly understood what Xiao Li wanted at this moment, "No, I don't want you, go away."
"You want me." Xiao Li couldn't help but kissed her cheek, chin, neck, and breathed right next to her earlobe, "We will be together, but you have to wait for me, and you don't want to be with anyone else.
How about being together? When I saw you and that man today, I...you are right, I became a lunatic, crazy for you, you should understand how much I care about you."
Crazy for her, Gu Yanxin's brain turned stiffly, he loved him? But why did he tell her to go away before, and didn't care about her and Fanfan's life or death? Why, in the end, he...
"Don't think about it, just hide and wait for me to deal with Ye Jue." Xiao Li said again, and gently bit her earlobe.
"You...you want to face danger alone, you don't want me to be with you..." In the flash of lightning, this thought suddenly flashed through Gu Yan's mind, so was everything he did to protect her?
"Respond to me." Xiao Li didn't give Gu Yanxin too much chance to think about this problem, but said these words. After saying that, he kissed the rain outside, falling so densely and passionately, Gu Yanxin's body seemed to be
Melted and responded to him obediently.
If it was a doom, she accepted it. She couldn't refuse or doubt this man. He was so hot that it burned away her sanity.