"Enough for him to survive on his own? On his own? In the past twenty years, he didn't really survive. He was just your tool, a tool for you to kill people and take revenge. In addition to killing people cold-bloodedly and ruthlessly, what else did you teach him?
It really opened my eyes to cultivate my own son like a tool. I have the nerve to say that he should be grateful to you. Bah!" Gu Yanxin said fiercely in one breath, "What kind of survival is he? He is just living.
I live for you, I have never seen you such a selfish mother, forcing your own hatred on your son, with that attitude, you can't wait to ruin your son's life."
"Pa", Xiao Hongyi slapped Gu Yanxin on the face hard, her voice trembling slightly, "What qualifications do you have to teach me a lesson? Who are you? The way I raise my son has nothing to do with you.
Come give me some advice."
"Yes, originally it wasn't my turn to point fingers, but I love Xiao Li, and I see the pain Xiao Li endured. I won't say I'm unhappy. I'm going to die anyway, so I want to tell what I saw.
Come out, and I will make you realize clearly that you are not qualified to call yourself mother." Gu Yanxin said loudly, her cheeks were burning and there seemed to be blood spilling from the corners of her mouth, but she could ignore it. At this time
, as if there was a surge of blood in his forehead, "Huh, why, you have been doing this for decades, and you still don't dare to let others say it? You are really stupid."
"You...if you dare to say anything again, believe it or not, I will kill you right away?" Xiao Hongyi said almost extremely corruptly.
"It's up to you, you can kill me if you want. I should say it. Even if I'm about to die, I will still continue to say it." Gu Yanxin's tone became faster, like a barrage of fire. She was really scared, really
I'm afraid I won't be able to finish, but now it's not just a strategy to survive, but I really want to say it. I really want Xiao Hongyi to understand, "Not only do you not treat Xiao Li as a son, you don't treat Xiao Li as a human being at all."
.Take your conscience and think about it, have you given him anything that a mother should give him over the years?"
"I...taught him how to survive..." This time, Xiao Hongyi's voice was not so sure, as if she didn't know whether what she said was correct, "This should be what a mother should give him.
Right? I gave him a goal, but you destroyed this goal."
When she said the last sentence, Xiao Hongyi's voice seemed to have strength again, and the murderous intention that had just disappeared emerged. She continued: "So, I am here to clean you up now, so that Li'er can
Get back on the right track."
"I have already said that that goal is just your goal, not Xiao Li's. Yes, Xiao Li is the meat that fell from your belly. He can be counted as the continuation of your life, but it is not you. He should
He has his own complete life, a life that he chooses and determines by himself. You should not control it, let alone decide it." Gu Yanxin said, refuting Xiao Hongyi speechlessly, "For example, Fanfan is me
My son doesn’t like to go to school. Although I really want him to go to school, but since he has decided not to go, then I respect his decision and let him do what he likes to do at home.”
"Things that she likes to do..." Xiao Hongyi repeated the last sentence, and suddenly realized that she didn't know what her son liked to do. She knew that he only liked Gu Yanxin, so... if she pressed
Considering what Yan Xin said, shouldn't she kill the woman her son likes in front of her?
"Yes, I like it." Gu Yanxin gushed and continued, "Can you tell whether Xiao Li likes to eat vegetarian dishes or meat? Do you know whether Xiao Li prefers red or blue? Do you know whether Xiao Li likes reading or eating meat?
Love watching TV? Xiao Hongyi, you don’t know anything about it, because you haven’t cared about it at all. And these are things that every mother cares about. In this case, do you still have the nerve to continue to say that you are Xiao Li’s mother? "
Confused, Xiao Hongyi was so confused for the first time, and was very confused about the way she educates her children. The familiar Li'er suddenly became very strange, because she really knew nothing
, she couldn't answer every question Gu Yanxin asked.
"Look, you don't know. Because as a mother, you haven't given him the most important thing, which is... maternal love." Gu Yanxin said softly and looked at Xiao Hongyi seriously, "He
There is no more fatherly love, not even maternal love."
"I...I don't know maternal love because I don't have a mother." Xiao Hongyi spoke in a very helpless tone, "The person who gave me Kung Fu said that the best way to treat a person is to give him a goal.
, and then give him the means of survival.”
Gu Yan's heart was stunned. Sympathy suddenly arose, and she suddenly understood Xiao Hongyi. Maybe Xiao Hongyi had never received love in her life, whether it was from her parents, lover, or children. She
She has no friends or brothers, and she has no idea about the love between friends and brothers.
How can she give something that she has never experienced or received?
"My goal is just to kill people and make money. I find it monotonous and boring. There is no emotion in life." Xiao Hongyi said in a flat voice, "Later, I fell in love with Ye Jue, and then, I fell in love with Ye Jue.
I hated him and vowed to take revenge. When Li'er was born, I hated him and I have always hated him. All my thoughts were devoted to Ye Jue's hatred."
"So, you treat Xiao Li as a tool, not a son." Gu Yanxin said it, and she seemed very excited herself, excited about the unfair treatment Xiao Li had received over the years, "Don't talk about love, you
You didn't even give him the most basic respect, you never asked him what he wanted to do!"
After roaring this sentence, Gu Yanxin gasped for air, but Xiao Hongyi suddenly fell silent. He did not slap Gu Yanxin or kill her, but just stood silently in front of her.
His face was still expressionless, his head slightly lowered, as if he was thinking about something.
"What exactly does he want to do?" Xiao Hongyi finally spoke, still looking at the ground, with a strange feeling in his voice, like a person who didn't know where he was.
"What does he want to do, you should ask him, not me." Gu Yanxin said, her breath was gone. The Xiao Hongyi in front of her just reminded her of a sentence, poor people must have their hateful qualities.
, "If you still have the slightest feeling that this is your son and you still have some feelings for him, then ask him."
Xiao Hongyi continued not to speak, still standing like a sculpture.
"Now if you want to kill me, just kill me. I've finished my words." Gu Yanxin sat down gently, "It's best that you don't let Xiao Li see me die in his arms. It's best that you can destroy the body and eliminate all traces.
If you don’t see the body, at least let him have hope in his heart. Then he won’t have time to hate you. This is my last advice to you as a mother."
Xiao Hongyi didn't move, and Gu Yanxin's heart was pounding. Does this mean Xiao Hongyi was convinced? Fortunately, he had been bickering with Xiao Li all day long, and his tongue skills had improved a lot. In addition, Xiao Hongyi
You rarely communicate with others, so you should be easily confused by language, right?
"I have one more request. I hope... it can be a happy one. It's best to die immediately." Gu Yanxin continued, her voice slowed down a lot and very softly, so as not to disturb Xiao Hong, who was really deep in thought.
Yi, these words only need to slowly penetrate into her ears and play a certain role in promoting it. "For the sake of my sincere love for Xiao Li, in this real society, can I give my sincere love?"
There aren’t many people left.”
"No wonder Li'er likes you, you are different from others." Xiao Hongyi said softly, finally raising her eyes to look at Gu Yanxin, "Few people are not afraid of death, and few people can speak clearly before death.
With so many words, I, Xiao Hongyi, have killed countless people, and you are the first one."
Gu Yanxin just smiled, but he was cursing in his heart. Of course you rarely hear others say so many words, because you never give them a chance to say it.
"Sincerely... yes, if Ye Jue and I were sincere back then, maybe everything would be different." Xiao Hongyi continued, "Gu Yanxin, do you hate me?"
"Honestly, I hated you ten minutes ago, but I don't hate you now." Gu Yanxin said softly, "I know you have never been loved either."
"It's okay that I've never been loved. The worst I can do is live a life of ruthlessness and desire." Xiao Hongyi chuckled, still in the same light tone, "The most ridiculous thing is that I have never been loved, but I think I am loved, so this
Empty love turned into hate."
"Ye Jue is a scumbag. He doesn't deserve anyone's love." Gu Yanxin said firmly, then softened his tone and said, "Anyway, you have experienced it."
"I have experienced it, and as you said, it brought more than twenty years of pain to Li'er." Xiao Hongyi said, looking at Xiao Li lying on the bed, "I fell in love with the wrong person, so I missed it.
My life has also harmed Li'er for half of his life, I have paid so much for a scumbag."
"You..." Gu Yanxin was a little confused about Xiao Hongyi's attitude. Such a change seemed too sudden and too easy. "Are my words really so convincing? I wonder if the person standing in front of me is someone else."
Alone."
"Do you think I'm really that stupid? It's just that there are some things that I have been obsessed with for a lifetime and can't let go; some people have hated me for a lifetime and can't get rid of them." Xiao Hongyi sighed, with a bit of sadness, "I think, maybe
I have long understood that there are some things, but I don’t want to see or think about them. And no one will expose these things bloody in front of me like you."
Gu Yanxin didn't know what to say, and after a while he said: "Now you have to face and admit it, you don't need to let go of your hatred for Ye Jue, sooner or later we will take action against Ye Jue, even if we don't, Ye Jue will do it.
. He is afraid of you and us. He is afraid more than anyone else, because he also has demonic obstacles in his heart that torment him. Moreover, this hatred is not only yours, but also mine and ours. But don’t be anxious and don’t need to
As the first priority, you should also enjoy what you should enjoy in life, and laugh when you should laugh."