Chapter 254 There Is a Kind of Love Buried in My Heart
There is a kind of hope called waiting.
There is a kind of pain that is unimaginable and unseen.
There is a kind of longing called letting go and forgetting.
There is a kind of forgetfulness that makes love grow stronger.
There is a kind of love that has always been buried in my heart.
What is love? It comes quietly and catches people off guard, but it refuses to leave, cannot be driven away, and cannot be erased by time...
For five years, Ru Ge tried his best to forget.
Because I know that love hurts endlessly.
However, love never left.
There is a kind of love in this world, it is like a black datura poison, you will become addicted if you get it, and it will make you yearn for it, and you can’t help it...
Ru Ge has always been consciously aware that the man she loves is as dark as a black mandala, full of poison, and once her heart falls into it, her life will be riddled with holes and will be doomed.
However, there is another thing in this world called love, which cannot be controlled by oneself. If you are not careful, you will fall into it and you will not be able to escape unscathed.
She was cautious, but still fell in love. Such a timidly hidden love was so overwhelming that she was already scarred...
For three days, Ruge has been trying every possible means to see Xue Shao and Xiaoxuan.
However, Xue Shao seemed to be avoiding Ruge intentionally. No matter where she looked for him, she was still told, "I'm sorry, the president is not here."
For three days, the community where Ruge and the others lived was once a big family with just a few people gathered together, and it was a lively big family.
Because of Xiaoxuan's absence, Nuo Da's house was deserted, without the slightest trace of human nature.
Ruan Mo has always known that the reason why their big family can be harmonious and lasting is all because of Xiaoxuan's connection. He is like a stick connected with sugar-coated haws, connecting several unrelated people.
Together, once the wooden stick is gone, the fruits will fall apart without clapping.
It turned out to be true. Ever since the night of lovemaking with Ruan Mo that day, the portrait seemed to have disappeared and has been nowhere to be seen.
The Canadian company urgently urged them to go back to the head office, so Wanwan went back to Canada first to deal with the emergency.
There are only a few people left in the family.
However, now there is an awkward atmosphere between Ru Ge and Ruan Mo. It seems inappropriate for the two of them to be in the same room.
Ruan Mo has always respected Ruge, and this time was no exception. He took the initiative to go back to his original home in Liuli City.
There used to be a harmonious, cheerful and lively big family, but now only Ruge is left.
The spring sunshine shines through the pink curtains, spreading soft warmth.
However, the room in Nuo Da was deserted, desolate and desolate.
Just like the songful heart now, empty and cold.
It turns out that this is really the case. Without Xiaoxuan, she is alone, so lonely and frightening.
If her parents hadn't passed away.
What if she hadn't met a man named Xue Shao.
If only, her life was still as simple as water.
If only, the poplar flowers in March were still brilliant.
…
However, if is always if, the reality remains the same, and it continues to be staged bit by bit.
Just as Ru Ge was looking helplessly at the falling leaves outside the window, someone rang the doorbell.
It's like singing and waking up from a dream.
"Young Madam, I'm here to lend you a loan back."
As soon as the door opened, Zhang Ma's kind face jumped into Ru Ge's eyes. Before Ru Ge could be stunned, Zhang Ma spoke.
Ru Ge was even more stunned, "Zhang Ma, I am not a young lady."
Zhang Ma covered her mouth and smiled fondly, "Young madam, the young master wants me to take you back to take care of the young master." The young master has already been born, but he still doesn't admit that he is Xue Shao's wife, which is really shy.
Ruge was pleasantly surprised. All identities were thrown out of the window. She only knew that one identity of hers was deeply rooted in her bones. There was no doubt that she was Xiaoxuan's mother, authentic and aboveboard.
"Okay, I'll go back with you."
She didn't know what Xue Shao was paying attention to or what tricks he was playing.
But, so what, as long as she could see Xiaoxuan, as long as she could stay with Xiaoxuan, she would have nothing to fear, even if she was riddled with wounds.
Xue Family Courtyard.
The towering majesty remains the same, familiar yet strange, and she has lost too many memories here.
Memories are not about suddenly remembering, but about not wanting to forget.
It turned out that in her subconscious, she had always remembered that man's face. It was not that she suddenly remembered it, but that it had already been engraved in her heart.
"Oh, the child's mother is back. This old woman like me is really lucky~"
Grandma suddenly came forward and interrupted Ruge's thoughts.
Ruge added a warm smile, "Grandma..."
At least, Ruge respects her grandma and treats her as a relative in her heart. Unlike when she meets Xue Shao, there is always an unspoken panic and fear that makes people afraid to approach her.
"Hurry up, my great-grandson is waiting for his mother to come." Grandma helped Ruge in enthusiastically.
The white decoration tone of the hall and the elegant and warm layout are still there, just like the decorations five years ago, without any change. In an instant, Ruge felt a thread of gossamer floating in his heart...
"Mom, you're here, I miss you so much!" Xiaoxuan suddenly jumped out, came over and hugged Ruge's legs, clinging to her.
"Xiao Xuan is good, mom misses you too." Ru Ge was moved for a moment and quickly picked up Xiao Xuan.
The separation of three days was like a heartbreak. Seeing Xiaoxuan again made Ruge feel sore.
"Mom, don't cry, that bad guy didn't bully me, Xiaoxuan is fine." Xiaoxuan felt sorry for Ruge, and raised his little hand sensibly to wipe away the tears that fell from the corners of Ruge's eyes.
Ru Ge suppressed her mood, controlled her tears, and touched Xiao Xuan's face lovingly, "Xiao Xuan feels any pain. If you feel uncomfortable, you must tell your mother. Don't hold on." Ru Ge's expression was very serious.
worry.
She has always taken care of Xiaoxuan step by step, and she also knows his habits and illness very well. Xiaoxuan can't live without her, and she can't live without Xiaoxuan.
"Hey, Xiaoxuan, I've been clamoring for you, little kid, you are really my mother's caring little cotton-padded jacket. My little great-grandson, grandma likes her very much." Grandma was smiling all over her face, and the wrinkles at the corners of her eyes wrinkled up with laughter.
It's as deep as the circling tree roots, protruding into ridges.
Xiaoxuan pouted, looked at grandma with clear eyes, and then lay on Ruge's body with attachment, "I never want to be separated from my mother again. As long as I don't separate from my mother, I won't feel pain anywhere, and I won't be able to see my mother."
I feel pain everywhere..." Heartache, brain pain, foot pain, this guy's typical Oedipus complex.
Xiaoxuan lay on Ruge's body and acted coquettishly.
Ru Ge's heart warmed, and a smile appeared from the corner of her mouth. She looked at her kind grandmother, hugged Xiaoxuan, and touched his head.
At this time, the sound of steady and translucent footsteps came from the stairs.
"Xiao Xuan, get down!" Then, a gorgeous, cold, and sharp voice issued an irresistible order...