That time when Si Hua attempted suicide, Ruan Mo stayed by her side to take care of her. She was in a very depressed mood. At first, she resisted Ruan Mo. As soon as Ruan Mo approached, she yelled and drove him away.
When she was alone, she stared out the window blankly, her eyes filled with hollow pain that could not be concealed.
When she thought about that day, when Shi Hua was caught by Xue Shao in a dark warehouse and asked about Ru Ge's whereabouts, and Junzhe pulled out Xue Shao's pistol to save her, and almost killed Xue Shao, and what happened to Junzhe, she felt pain.
Heartbreaking.
It's all her fault. She originally only wanted Junzhe to be good, as long as Junzhe was good, but she still hurt Junzhe. That kind of hurt lasts a lifetime. Junzhe should resent her very much and will never forgive her.
, she is a sinner and has made Junzhe so miserable. How can she have the dignity to live? Without Junzhe, she really can't live.
What makes her even more upset is that she is actually pregnant with a child! A child who is not Junzhe! She does not care about this child at all, she even hates this child.
After thinking about it, she felt more and more that her life was a shame, so she returned to the home she had maintained for a while, where she had her short-term happiness. At that time, she was still very simple, her thoughts were simple, and so was her body.
Purely, she enjoyed the painful and happy feeling of silently missing Junzhe, and built a family with Ruge and the others. There was warmth, laughter, and deep family affection here. Although she was not satisfied, she was very happy.
She couldn't remember what took her away from her initial innocence. She only knew that since Junzhe appeared, all her thoughts had been poured into her. Her love for Junzhe became even stronger. She could hardly live without him. For him
, she can do anything and don’t want anything.
But Junzhe didn't love her and didn't want her. Junzhe said that the only person he loved in his life was Ruge and Lan Ruge. She was just Junzhe's sister. How could she bear it?
She fell in love with her sister Lan Ruge, and she became crazy jealous, crazy heartache, and numb with heartache.
Then that night, the intact body she had reserved for Junzhe was broken. She could feel that the distance between Junzhe and her was once again being stretched away. She went crazy with panic and fear...
But she really couldn't live without Junzhe. When she was at her most confused and painful, she met Huo Zhenghui, who told her that as long as Lan Ruge never appeared in front of Junzhe, then Junzhe would be her lover.
.At that moment, her heart moved, so under Huo Zhenghui’s guidance, she hurt her sister...
Huahua's fingers slowly traced across the back of the sofa in the room, recalling bits and pieces of the past, tears bursting down the bank. For her, those past events became more and more a heartache torture. At the lowest moment,
She picked up the fruit knife on the coffee table and cut her wrist... Maybe her life was over like this. In the next life, she would meet Junzhe earlier than Lan Ruge, love him well, and let him love her...
And it seems that God really wants to punish her, not letting her understand herself like this, and letting her meet the person she least wants to see. Maybe even God thinks that her sin is unforgivable, and it is slow to torture her in this way.
Slowly, she began to accept her fate and mechanically accepted all Ruan Mo's care.
…
The dark clouds in the sky were constantly turning, and they were so gloomy that they seemed to be pressing down on the entire sky. The air was so thin that it made people feel dull.
In the quiet corridor of the hospital, there were constant sounds of anxious pacing back and forth. Ruan Mo was so worried that he couldn't sit or stand. He grabbed his hair with tangled hands, grinning and roaring like a crazy beast.
With.
"Brother Ruan Mo, don't be like this. Sister Xihua will be fine, she will be fine..." Wanwan looked at Ruan Mo's extremely painful look, and she felt extremely distressed.
In her impression, her eldest brother Ruan Mo has always been optimistic and cheerful, with a naughty smile on his face, giving people a cynical look, but he is the most caring and gentle man.
In her eyes, no man in the world was as good as Ruan Mo. It wasn't until she met Xue Ting later that she discovered that there was a man in the world who could not be compared to him.
The cold and powerful look shocked her heart. (Of course, this is just a later story.) Ruan Mo took away the hand holding her hair, took a deep breath, raised his eyes that were red with worry, and looked at him randomly.
He glanced at Wanwan, wanting to comfort Wanwan, but he couldn't stop the muffled sound in his throat, and said, "It's okay, don't worry about me."
His slightly green tone scratched Wanwan's heart. Seeing Ruan Mo's pale face because of Shi Hua, Wan Wan finally understood that during her absence, Ruan Mo and Shi Hua were no longer the same person.
In a normal friendship, they have become each other's possessions. Ruan Mo, whom she had always had a crush on in the past, has really found a home, and she really has no hope.
Wanwan pouted, sour tears flowed from her eyes, and she quickly wiped them away. Why cry? Brother Ruan Mo is the best man in the world. You should be happy for him and bless him when he finds his own destiny.
When he loves someone, doesn't he not care whether he has it or not, as long as he is happy?
Now Ruan Mo and Shi Hua have a child. It is the fruit of love. They will definitely be very happy. Shi Hua will definitely get through the difficulties. The child will be fine. They will live a happy life as a family of three. Never again
Like Sister Ruge, she is alone with her children and misses the man she loves the most.
Thinking of this, Wanwan's tears overflowed from her eyes even more, and she couldn't stop it. She suddenly felt that Sister Ruge was so pitiful. She wondered how she was doing now, and whether that big bad guy Xue Shao continued to bully her...
Just when Ruan Mo and Wanwan were extremely worried, the lights in the operating room went out, and then the door was opened.
Ruan Mo rushed forward almost reflexively, grabbed the doctor and asked, "How is it?"
The doctor who was grabbed by Ruan Mo was stunned, "The mother and baby are safe. Although the baby is only seven months old, he can still survive..."
Ruan Mo's heart finally dropped. Then, a nurse came out of the operating room, holding a baby wrapped in a white cloth. Ruan Mo stepped forward and took it carefully, holding it carefully.
The baby's little face was red and wrinkled, and there was still unwiped blood from the mother's body. The little mouth pouted slightly, breathing a little, closing its eyes, enjoying the feeling of entering the world for the first time.
A moment of joy.
Ruan Mo looked at it, and his mind suddenly expanded. A sacred feeling overflowed in his heart, which was very warm. This is the sacredness of new life.
He suddenly remembered something, lifted up the baby's sheet and looked down, then a smile appeared at the corner of his mouth, "Daughter, this is my Ruan Mo's first daughter." He lowered his head and placed a kiss on the baby's forehead, "Daughter
,Dad loves you..."
Under the white light, Ruan Mo's smiling expression was particularly warm, as if shining with light, which touched Wanwan's heart.