When Ru Ge came back to the ward dressed neatly, Xue Shao happened to have time to open his eyes and half lean on the bedside, staring at her as she walked in with a pair of deep black eyes.
"I've given you a week, don't you have anything to say?" Xue Shao's gorgeous voice sounded leisurely in the white space.
His eyes stayed on Ruge's face. That completely unfamiliar face prevented him from seeing the shadow of the other person or his own guilt.
For so many years, he has been living in self-blame, unable to forget or let go of the fact that a woman who once loved him so much, a woman who he once loved so much, died tragically for him in the end, and died silently, with no bones left.
The unspeakable pain and yearning have always been the pain point and self-abuse deep in his soul. He paid all the guilt to Huo Zhengjun's sister Huo Zhenghui. Because of his love, he couldn't see the facts clearly, which made him unable to see Huo Zhenghui's bad temper.
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In the past, Lan Ruge flashed before his eyes all the time, always making him remember his guilt, always making him wrapped in hatred, too much hatred, too much hatred, making him lose consciousness in his mind.
Violent, crazy in reason.
He could not forget Jia Jin's insult to Huo Zhengjun, nor could he forget the death of his mother, so his hatred extended boundlessly. He took revenge at all costs, and finally Jia Jin got the retribution he deserved, but at the same time, he also let Jia Jin get what he deserved.
The woman he didn't know whether he loved or hated left his world for 5 years.
Five years, a long time, he thought he would not miss him and could let go, but the face of that woman always appeared in his mind, was it Huo Zhengjun or Lan Ruge, was it love or hate or indelible guilt? Why,
Thinking of that face, his heart feels empty?
He never found an answer.
Ru Ge sat down, not looking at Xue Shao's face, and took a breath, releasing the same pain in his heart, "What do you want me to explain? Explain whether I am Hao Sixuan or Lan Ru Ge, or why I took Xiaoxuan away."
?" Ru Ge said in a deep voice, and it was not difficult to hear the unconcealed heaviness in his tone.
"Whatever, I explained everything you can." Xue Shao's words were very easy-going, but the authority contained in them made Ru Ge unable to refute.
Ruge frowned, feeling very depressed. She believed that Xue Shao already knew everything. He just wanted to see how hurried she was in front of him. "I have nothing to explain." What she did was not forced.
, is voluntary.
Because she had decided not to love him anymore. She was too tired. She spent all her energy and strength in loving him, but in the end she had nothing left. She just wanted to return to Xiaoxuan, to return her last love.
s life.
"Really? Then let me tell you." Xue Shao's eyes turned cold, "You don't want to be Huo Zhengjun's shadow anymore, so when Huo Zhenghui wanted to ruin your appearance, you could have avoided it, but you didn't.
Taboo! Huo Zhenghui didn’t know you had a child at all. You knew you had a child in your belly, but you desperately fought against Huo Zhenghui and lost my child. Do you want to blame Huo Zhenghui for all your faults? "
Ru Ge immediately changed the subject and looked at Xue Shao in disbelief. What did he mean? He said she did it on purpose, deliberately killing his child?
"Yes, Huo Zhenghui is at fault. Her methods are despicable, but if you don't mess with her and avoid her, will all this happen? Have you never thought about your own fault?" Xue Shao's eyes darkened,
Although it is a plain statement, the blame contained in the language is self-evident.
Ru Ge swallowed hard, wanting to refute but couldn't say a word, staring at Xue Shao's stern face in surprise.
"You hate me, so you went to Xia Qing and asked her to help you change your appearance, get close to me, and take revenge on me. But I didn't expect that in order to take revenge on me, you would even use your own son." Xue Shao's words overflowed with emotion.
Pain.
When did he know that she was Lan Ruge? The first time they met, they were suspicious. Until the second time they met at a wine bar and she poured wine all over Huo Zhenghui, Xue Shao was already sure that she was Lan Ruge and he also knew her.
Purpose.
At that moment, his heart ached. He didn't expose her, not to give her a chance to retaliate against him, but to let her son's love make her forget her hatred and live a simple life. She was once so simple.
A pure and uncontested woman should not be surrounded by hatred, nor should she bear the pain of hatred...
But Xue Shao didn't expect that she would not even let her son go!
Is this what Xue Shao said? In his heart, is she such a person? Her heart ached so hard, her eyes were blurred by tears, and his face gradually became hazy before her eyes, making it difficult for her to see whether he was real or not.
Existence or illusion...
Ruge swallowed hard, trying not to cry, and chuckled bitterly, "In your eyes, Huo Zhenghui is the person you cherish most. Do you think it is necessary for me to hate you?" I couldn't stay any longer.
, looking at his face, she couldn't control herself, and endless discomfort filled her heart. She was really afraid of crying without dignity in front of him.
After saying that, Ruge tilted her head and stood up to leave.
But he grabbed her hand from behind and said, "Lan Ruge, you said you love me, is it true?" His deep and gorgeous voice came out with a hint of bitterness.
Suddenly, a pain spread from the bottom of my heart to my throat, it ached, and my eyes were sore.
Ruge still raised her head slightly, letting tears slip back into her eyes.
With the other hand, he took away his hand that grabbed her wrist and walked out hurriedly.
He used his bandaged right hand to grab her, but when she took it away, she couldn't help but moan in pain.
Ruge felt sad, her steps paused slightly, tears fell in a stream, she bit her lip and walked out quickly...
If I could, I would rather I had never loved you, so I wouldn't be in such pain now.
Xue Shao's face also darkened, a trace of sadness cast under his eyelids, and he felt irritable.
Ignoring the pain in his hands and all over his body, he turned over on the table and took a slender white cigarette, lit it, and inhaled hard. The smoke filled the air and hid his face.
The moonlight is still bright, but it turns love into a faint sad halo. The moon knows that it has caused trouble again. Alas... why is it all the moon's fault?
In the early morning, a large group of people came to see Xue Shao, which surprised him.
"Brother, how are you? You can still rely on your lower body, don't you need to use your fourth leg?" Xue Xue jumped over and sat next to Xue Shao, lifted the quilt and took a look at Xue Shao's legs.
"Silly boy, you actually said stupid things. Your brother will be fine. He is the leader of his life..." Grandma gave Xue Xue an angry look.
Xiaoxuan looked at his father and giggled.
"Shaoer, eat, grandma brought you breakfast..." Grandma opened the breakfast box, which contained three sausages, a poached egg, and a sandwich.
Ru Ge, who was standing aside, glanced at the sausage and immediately felt her stomach turning and making her feel sick. She immediately covered her mouth and ran to the bathroom.
At this time, Xue Shao, who had been staring at Ru Ge since a large group of people entered the door, had a wicked smile on his lips. Woman, you really know how to think, she must have not eaten enough last night.