Yin Haoze was discharged from the hospital in a hurry, and Ruoxuan was fine. The doctor said that she should just rest for two days and try not to give her any more psychological stimulation.
But when Ruoxuan returned to Yin's house, she was unwilling to speak for several days. Asked her anything, she just sat there blankly, brought the food, and just pointed at what she wanted to eat, as if she never knew how to eat.
Talk the same.
Yin Haoze was helpless and begged: "Ruoxuan, can you please speak? I know I was wrong."
Ruoxuan's face remained expressionless.
"What do you want? Do you want me to die?" Yin Haoze rarely said such hateful words, and he really had no choice.
Ruoxuan's eyes finally moved, and her lips trembled: "You still want to force me like this?"
She was finally willing to speak, and the stone in Yin Haoze's heart fell to the ground: "I was wrong. You can hit me or scold me, but just don't keep silent, okay?"
"Haoze..." Ruoxuan's dry eyes finally shed tears, "Do you not love me anymore?"
How could she be willing to do so? She took off her clothes and lay in front of him, but he pushed her away. But Lin Anxin, he would rather endure the pain on her body and mess around with him in the hospital! When she saw them with her own eyes
When we were struggling in the ward, it felt like I was being slapped several times! What kind of humiliation was that!
Yin Haoze quickly hugged her into his arms: "Don't be stupid, how could I not love you."
"You love me, but you are willing to sleep with other women..."
Yin Haoze felt that he was quite shameless, but what could he do? Everything was his fault.
"I'm sorry, Ruoxuan, it's all my fault..."
"You pushed me away, but you stayed with her. Haoze, do I disgust you that much?" Ruoxuan still asked softly, but it hit Yin Haoze's heart hard.
Yes, what kind of feelings does he have for Ruoxuan? He is willing to protect her and stay with her forever, but until now, he is not even willing to touch her. In his heart, she is like
A goddess that he loved and admired, but not one that could be blasphemed. Of course, there was also a trace of one that he couldn't bear to hurt.
Because Ruoxuan is so weak, she might lose her life if she is hurt even slightly.
But love without love is incomplete love. Yin Haoze understands this, and Ruoxuan certainly understands this too. Is it luck or misfortune for Ruoxuan to be a lover like Yin Haoze?
Yin Haoze did not dare to answer Ruoxuan. He felt that if he answered honestly, it would hurt Ruoxuan again.
He just held her in his arms, tightly, without saying anything. He let Ruoxuan cry and wet her chest.
That night, Yin Haoze took the initiative to find Lan Shen. For some men, it would be more appropriate to talk to him.
He told Lan Shenyi about his and Ruoxuan's situation, but even Lan Shen found it incredible.
"What! You and her still have nothing?" Lan Shen was so surprised that she almost shouted.
Yin Haoze glanced at him fiercely and looked around: "Will you die if you keep your voice down?"
"I can't believe it. It's been more than a month for you, right? It's only a few days away from two months, right? Thank you for enduring it, buddy!" Lan Shen said, looking at Yin Haoze's face ambiguously, "Don't
Tell me something is wrong..."
"Dong" Yin Haoze put down the cup. He knew that talking to Lan Shen about this matter was simply humiliating himself. It would be strange for a man who claims to do it seven times a night not to take the opportunity to laugh at him in order to gain a psychological advantage.
"Okay, okay, don't be angry. I'm just joking." Lan Shen quickly begged for mercy, "I know you have a lot of things going on recently and it's inevitable that you're not in the mood, but it won't last this long... right?"
"The problem is that I didn't have that intention at all when I saw her..." Yin Haoze finally said what was in his heart, "I admit that I had that impulse when I saw Ruoxuan at first, but later I saw her expression changed accidentally.
He is pale and seems to be dying in front of me soon. I am really scared and dare not take action easily."
Yin Haoze drank a glass of wine, a hot and spicy feeling lingered on the tip of his tongue, and his tongue was numb from the stimulation.
"I feel that if I do anything to Ruoxuan, I will be like an animal, trying to push her to death. With this kind of psychological pressure, there is no way..."
Lan Shen expressed deep sympathy: "That's right. Ruoxuan looks like Lin Daiyu, so it's a little more difficult to deal with." After thinking about it, he said, "Haven't you tried it? In a gentler way? Brother, what you are good at...
…”
Thinking of that time, another layer of unspeakable emotions appeared on Yin Haoze's face, and he sighed and said: "I tried..."
Lan Shen: "Still not working?"
Yin Haoze said: "All I can think about is Lin Anxin. Any action I make towards her will be compared with Anxin. I'm afraid I won't be able to control myself from calling Anxin's name..."
Yin Haoze felt that he had never been so embarrassed in front of Lan Shen.
After saying that, he suddenly grabbed Lan Shen's collar: "If you dare to tell this to Xiao Shuang, believe it or not, I will destroy you!"
Lan Shen almost choked to death, blushing and trying not to laugh out loud: "Okay, okay, I will never betray you, okay?"
Seeing Yin Haoze let go, Lan Shen said: "Then this situation means that you still can't forget Lin Anxin. How should I put it? You treat Lin Anxin as a woman and Ruoxuan as a child. You said that if you attack a child, you will
You feel like a pervert! But Lin Anxin is different. She is a mature woman in your eyes, so you will have thoughts and desires, and even go to the hospital..."
"Ahem..." Yin Haoze warned him.
Lan Zhen had no choice but to stop: "Right. In the final analysis, you have not corrected your attitude. No matter how weak Ruoxuan is, she is already a mature woman. She is mentally eager for you to love her and take care of her. You have done this, but your body
There is a need to have sex with her, but you haven't done this. Don't treat her as a patient all the time. Think more about the happy times you had together in the past. When you were in college, when you two were together, treat her right.
No ideas?"
Yin Haoze said: "Of course she did at that time. She was healthy and lively at that time, and she was completely different from now. To be honest, if she hadn't told me personally, and it wasn't for this face, I really doubt whether Ruoxuan is the same now.
The original Ruoxuan."
"Excuse! An excuse to eat Guoguo, brother! When Lin Anxin didn't show up, when Ruoxuan didn't show up, you were still galloping around the world, including all kinds of beauties. Now you are also picky, even
Ruoxuan has already chosen her. Here’s a tip for you. At night, turn off the lights and don’t worry about anything. Rush to Ruoxuan’s bed and say to her: I want you today! I’ll do it in a few minutes.
Take care of her and she won’t have any complaints!”
Yin Haoze didn't speak for a long time. He only drank a glass of wine slowly and spit out two words: "Beast!"
Although Yin Haoze felt that Lan Shen's suggestion was indeed quite beastly, he still objectively and impartially felt that it was somewhat feasible. That night, Yin Haoze got into Ruoxuan's room.
Ruoxuan: "Haoze, what are you doing here?"
Under the cold moonlight, Yin Haoze did not dare to think too much. He wanted to give an explanation to Ruoxuan, but in fact he was also giving an explanation to himself.
He got into Ruoxuan's bed.
Ruoxuan was already afraid of the cold, so Yin Haoze's tossing and tossing about the quilt that was finally keeping her warm became a bit colder, and she couldn't help but tremble.
When Yin Haoze saw this, he quickly hugged her in his arms: "Are you cold? Don't be afraid, as long as I'm here, you'll be warm in no time."
He reached for the remote control and turned up the air conditioner temperature.
"What's the matter?" Ruoxuan asked calmly.
Yin Haoze felt guilty again. He felt like a perverted uncle who tried to molest his little sister, so he had to repeatedly hypnotize himself in his mind: Ruoxuan is already thirty years old! Ruoxuan is already an adult woman! We love each other!
Ruoxuan wanted to turn on the light, but Yin Haoze stopped him: "Don't turn it on..." He was afraid that he would lose courage when facing Ruoxuan's pale face.
As expected, Ruoxuan didn't open the door and let his hand be held by him. Yin Haoze's palm was really warm.
"Ruoxuan, I want you..." Yin Haoze risked his life and said affectionately.
"Ah?" Ruoxuan couldn't believe her ears.
"Yes, I want you!" Yin Haoze said, without any explanation, he pushed Ruoxuan down on the bed, started from her forehead, and kissed her in the most gentle way.
"But... Haoze..." Ruoxuan was a little nervous.
"Don't be afraid, I will be very gentle..." Yin Haoze comforted her. He knew that Ruoxuan's rejection by him last time left a shadow on her heart, and she was not mentally prepared for it. But like Lan Shen said, this kind of thing should not be thought of.
If you think too much, you won't be able to do anything.
Ruoxuan wanted to say something else, but Yin Haoze blocked her mouth. His tongue penetrated her mouth, taking in her fragrance. Ruoxuan's body was a little stiff, she was still an untouched woman.
She grabbed Yin Haoze's clothes tightly, making some resisting movements. Yin Haoze's hands were not idle, and he stroked the spring light on Ruoxuan's chest with just the right amount of force, and he was satisfied to hear the excited guttural sounds she made.
He felt that a certain part of himself was rising. Nothing should be rushed, Ruoxuan would be afraid.
The only thing was that he didn't dare to close his eyes and tried to look at Ruoxuan's face through the dim light of the moonlight filtering through the screen window. He was afraid that once he closed his eyes, all he could think about was Lin Anxin, the man who had deliberately planned for him tonight.
It was a disaster to prepare for.
Ruoxuan's breathing became faster and faster, and her face flushed with excitement. Her plump peaks became hard under her own training, trying hard to cater to herself.
Yin Haoze left Ruoxuan's lips and began to attack her shuangfeng. His skillful skills made Ruoxuan almost unable to control it. She gasped and shouted: "Haoze... don't..."
He had heard too many such objections against her will, it was just because she was afraid. Yin Haoze did not stop the movement of his hands, and while lingering on the peaks, he reached out to Ruoxuan's secret jungle...
Then, all movement stopped.
Ruoxuan's face was so red that she looked at Yin Haoze resentfully: "I told you not to...today...today I'm here to visit my aunt..."
Yin Haoze's feverish body suddenly cooled down. When Ruoxuan got up from the bed, he was slightly disappointed, but he was also a little relieved?