"Do you think I am willing to do this? I am also afraid that if you find out one day, you will hate me forever. But I can't help it, you know? You thought that if you find you again, you can be with you forever, but
You don’t even want to touch me! You don’t want to touch me because I am not in good health, but you are still having sex with Lin Anxin in the hospital even though you are burned! And Xu Ou, she is pregnant with your child,
So you feel guilty about her and take great care of her! Everyone can be cared for by you, only me..."
Ruoxuan said, almost too sad to say anything: "I'm the only one...I'm obviously by your side, so close to you, but so far away from you..."
"So you and Yin Haoyang joined forces to kill the child in Xu Ou's belly, put the blame on An Xin, and let Xu Ou take revenge on An Xin?"
"Yes! I didn't expect this to happen. Yin Haoyang said that he asked me to help him get something in your safe. As long as I give it to him, he will help me achieve what I want. He didn't follow me
Tell me exactly how to do it, I just want the result, and the result is satisfactory to me..."
Ruoxuan continued: "I tried the password of your safe several times, using my birthday, your birthday, the first day we met, and even my so-called memorial day! None of them succeeded. In the end,
I opened it after entering Lin Anxin's birthday! Do you know how much I hated her at that time? In your heart, she will always be more important than me. Why should she? Isn't it just because she has your child? "
Ruoxuan's face was distorted, and she gasped and said: "She, like Xu Ou, is not involved with you because she has a child. With them here, I will never be able to have you alone in my life."
.I can’t do it, Haoze, I can’t watch you flirting with them and caring so much! Every time I see them and their children, my heart feels like a knife!"
"It's all my fault that they have my child! Why don't you come and kill me!" Yin Haoze was also angry, pinching Ruoxuan's face and said.
Ruoxuan also stared at him: "Do you think I don't want to? But I love you, I can't do it. At the beginning, I can be like an ostrich. We have missed each other for so many years. You are lonely and empty and want to find a woman."
It's normal to convince myself, but I'm back and you are still entangled with them. I don't want to spend the rest of my life in this kind of worry!"
"You are so cruel!" Yin Haoze threw Ruoxuan to the ground, "How could I fall in love with a woman with a vicious heart?"
"Vicious? Yes, I am vicious! But why am I vicious? Who pushed me to this point step by step? I am also a woman. I don't want to be a decoration next to you, let alone that I have already taken off my clothes but you are in the middle.
Throw it away and rush out the door! You left me, but you went to find Lin Anxin, and even burned yourself for her! What role do I play in your eyes? Haoze, have you ever thought about me? "
"I really hate them. They all have your children, but there are still men who pay for them without regrets and can be there to comfort them and protect them when they need someone the most. As for me, I have nothing to do with it.
I have a nominal position, no, you didn’t even give me a position. I stayed by your side, but like a picture on the wall, I didn’t really enter your heart at all! Many times, I cried alone
At dawn, you will be next door to me, but I don’t have the courage to look for you.”
Ruoxuan sat on the ground, looking at the empty space and loneliness: "I thought that if you get rid of them, you can really focus on me. You are so sad and angry, I have been shaken, I think
Tell you who the real murderer is. Who knows, after Yin Haoyang learned that I was shaken, he found someone to kidnap me, and..."
Saying this, Ruoxuan's sad tears burst out of her eyes again: "I called the sky to be unyielding, and the earth and the earth were not working. At that time, you were by Xu Ou's side, and maybe by Lin Anxin's side, but not by my side. Yin Haoyang didn't stop.
He beat me and ravaged me, that beast, I wanted to kill him so much! But I didn't dare, because I was also the perpetrator, as he said, and one of the murderers, so what qualifications did I have to testify against him?"
Ruoxuan slowly turned her head and looked at Yin Haoze, her face began to show resentment again: "So I put all the blame on Lin Anxin! It was her who made me endure such pain. If I suffer any pain, I will
She must repay it ten times! I want her to sit in jail and endure the pain of losing her son!"
Yin Haoze was wrapped in huge anger and was so angry that he could not speak.
So that was it, this was what she really thought. He was wrong. He was wrong in not showing mercy at the beginning, let alone accepting a poisonous snake by his side regardless of the situation.
"It's too late to say anything now, Ruoxuan, I hope you will surrender yourself and strive for leniency. If I hand over today's recording and the last phone video to the police, the nature will be completely different. You can do it yourself."
Yin Haoze said.
Ruoxuan looked at him blankly, with a trace of mockery in her eyes: "Are you really going to hand me over to the police?"
"Everyone has to pay for their mistakes. Ruoxuan, I can't protect you, otherwise I will be sorry for the innocent An Xin." Yin Haoze had no room for negotiation.
"Very good. Haoze, you are indeed ruthless..." Ruoxuan stood up slowly, holding on to the edge of the bed and trying to stand upright.
Yin Haoze couldn't help but stretched out his hand to help her, but in the end he withdrew his hand.
Ruoxuan slowly walked to the table, opened the drawer and took out a cup.
It was exactly the same cup as the one she gave to Yin Haoze.
"Haoze, look, when I was shopping a few days ago, I saw this cup. It has been discontinued. But I still found it. It's not over between us yet. Haoze, you really have the heart to let me spend the rest of my life.
Are you spending all your time in that place with no freedom?" Ruoxuan looked at him expectantly.
Yin Haoze was filled with emotion and stretched out his hand to take the cup. As soon as Ruoxuan's hand loosened, the cup suddenly fell to the ground and broke into pieces instantly.
Yin Haoze withdrew his hand and did not catch it: "The past is past. The cup you gave me has been broken and can never be restored to its original state. Even if this cup looks like the previous one, it is not the original one.
."
Ruoxuan's heart was desolate to the bottom. She understood that there was a vast sea between her and Yin Haoze, and it would never be possible to return to the past.
"Okay. I promise you." She said numbly.
"I'll take you there..." Yin Haoze said.
Ruoxuan smiled sadly: "Are you afraid that I will run away?"
"I didn't mean that. Your current situation..."
"Don't worry, I won't die. I will do what you want and rescue the woman you care about. Let me, a woman you don't care about at all, be completely revealed in your sight, and I will no longer interfere with your life."
"Ruoxuan..." Yin Haoze felt very uncomfortable. He wanted to say something, but he couldn't.
No matter how much you say, it will be meaningless.
Ruoxuan staggered out of the room and walked downstairs. She was wearing very thin clothes, only wearing a suspender pajamas. Yin Haoze suddenly realized this and quickly took Ruoxuan's clothes and rushed downstairs.
It was already too late. Ruoxuan decided to commit suicide from the moment she promised to surrender at the police station.
When she went downstairs, she picked up the fruit knife on the table and stabbed herself hard.
Blood soaked her pajamas. She looked at Yin Haoze who was stunned on the stairs and smiled sweetly, like a red plum in the snow that was about to wither. It had stood enchantingly and proudly for a long time and finally withered in the wind.
"Miss!" the nanny shouted, pulling Yin Haoze back from his thoughts.
Yin Haoze also shouted: "Ruoxuan!" He rushed downstairs, picked up Ruoxuan and rushed to the hospital, "Driver! Hurry! Go to the hospital!"
Ruoxuan watched him hugging her anxiously, clinging tightly to his side, feeling his violent heartbeat, just like that year, when the spring was warm and the flowers were blooming, she and Yin Haoze hugged each other and talked to each other on the love bridge in school.
Make an eternal vow to stay together.
It's a pity that everything has passed, and there is no going back between him and her.
"Ruoxuan, you don't dare to die... don't die..." Yin Haoze put Ruoxuan's face against his own and sent his beloved woman to prison with his own hands. He was also in pain, but there were some mistakes that he had to bear, but he
I didn't expect Ruoxuan to be so decisive.
"I'm sorry... Haoze... I'm too selfish. I couldn't... watch you with another woman. Back then... I was able to survive. The only thing that supported me was... you... I
I'm very happy to see you again and be your woman...even if it's in name only..." Ruoxuan said with great difficulty, with a lot of blood pouring out of her mouth with every word she spoke.
"Stop talking, Ruoxuan, save some strength, the hospital is almost here! Hurry!" Yin Haoze urged the driver.
"Haoze, if... if I hadn't done so many bad things, would you marry me..." Ruoxuan struggled to hold on to her last bit of strength and looked at him expectantly.
Yin Haoze couldn't hold back his tears anymore. He hugged Ruoxuan tightly and said with choked sobs: "Yes! I will definitely do it. I love you Ruoxuan... don't want to die..."
"That's enough..." Ruoxuan smiled and slowly closed her eyes in his arms.
If I can't have you, it's better to just leave.
Haoze, I have never been a perfect and kind-hearted woman. In my love code, loving someone means possessing him unconditionally and without reason.
Fortunately, we once loved each other, so that my selfishness was not my wishful thinking.
The biggest regret I have in this life is that I can't truly be your woman for once.
It's a pity that you can't hear all this...
Yin Haoze hugged Ruoxuan tightly and cried loudly. He had never felt that the way to the hospital was so long. Ruoxuan had stopped breathing, and the love and hate she had given him disappeared at this time. Right and wrong
There is no point in commenting anymore.
He only knew that the woman he had loved throughout his youth could never come back. This time, she really couldn't come back.