"I mean, even if we don't travel, we can live our own life alone. An Xin, I don't want to force you to do anything, I just want you to make a little concession for the sake of our relationship? Let me feel that you also
Are you willing to sacrifice something for me?" Zhuo Xi said carefully.
"Are the concessions and sacrifices you are talking about asking me to sacrifice my own child? I'm sorry, Zhuo Xi, I can't do this!" Lin An refused him without thinking.
Zhuo Xi's heart was filled with panic: "I don't dislike Xixi, on the contrary, I like him very much. It's just that sometimes when he's around, he talks and does many things that it's not convenient for me to say or do to you. Why can't you understand me?
?And Yin Haoze also hopes that Xixi can stay with him, so it is normal for you to let him take care of her for a period of time."
"In the past, I hoped that I would never know who Xixi's biological father was, but then I found out. Now that I know, I can't deprive him of his right to see Xixi occasionally. But Xixi has grown up beside me since childhood.
, he has always followed me. The occasional meeting with Yin Haoze is short-lived, that is, we occasionally go out to travel during our lives, and eventually return to peace. Now you have to make this kind of travel a normal thing, and let Xixi live with Yin Haoze for a long time.
What will he think when we are together? He will feel that I don't want him anymore."
"You are so stubborn. Xixi is not such a mentally fragile child."
"Really, I know better than you. Zhuo Xi, you still dislike Xixi. In fact, you have always been jealous in your heart! You just don't want to say it out loud! If it were your biological child, would you think he hindered our lives?
?Would you leave him to someone else for a few months just to live in the so-called world of two?" Lin Anxin said, unable to help but shed tears.
"Look, you wanted me to say it, but now that I have said it, you are angry again." Zhuo Xi panicked when he saw Lin Anxin crying, "Okay, okay, I won't say anything anymore."
"Just because you don't say it doesn't mean you can accept it, Zhuo Xi, we need to reconsider our future path!"
Zhuo Xi couldn't help it anymore: "What do you want? I didn't want to say it at first, but you asked me to say it. Do you think I feel better? It's my mother on one side, and you on the other. My mother is doing it for me too.
Think about it, even if she has some negative and extreme thoughts, her starting point is good. I think what she said is very reasonable: in a marriage between two people, one party cannot always give endlessly, the contribution is mutual!"
"Do you think you are at a loss? You have always been giving to me without asking for anything in return, but I don't know how to reciprocate, and I don't hesitate to put my child aside to repay you?" Lin Anxin said.
"I didn't say that... I waited for you, loved you, tolerated you, and was willing to do anything for you. But as for you, you left me, fell in love with someone else, and had children. There have been countless wonderful things in your life, but only
You have not done anything for me. I have not completely asked you to abandon the child, but since it is his child, he has the responsibility and obligation to shoulder half of the child's upbringing."
"Let me tell you, no matter who owns Xixi, he is mine, and I have absolute control! I will not let Xixi leave me for half a step. If you can't accept it, we will break up now!" Lin Anxin said loudly.
shouted.
"You are so unreasonable! It's you who keeps blaming the child."
"It's not enough to talk about it, Zhuo Xi, there is no need for us to continue talking!" Lin Anxin went upstairs crying.
"Are you leaving again and moving to Yin Haoze's house again?!" Zhuo Xi said angrily.
Lin Anxin stopped suddenly and looked at him in shock: "What did you say?"
"Don't think I don't know anything! Last time you stayed at Yin Haoze's house for a few days. Later, you deliberately asked for leave secretly while you were at work just to move your luggage to Yin Haoze's house! You always prepare a spare tire for yourself. After all,
Have you ever thought about how I feel!"
Lin Anxin felt as if she had been slapped: "Zhuoxi...are you following me?"
"It's not that I want to follow you, it's that you went too far! You thought you would always have a way out, so you hurt me again and again. Unfortunately, now you have seen that Yin Haoze has found a new love, and he is no longer willing to be yours.
I have a spare tire! Do you still want to go to him and humiliate yourself?" Zhuo Xi was so angry that he started to speak indiscriminately.
"Zhuoxi, you've gone too far!" Lin Anxin was so angry that she couldn't speak. She covered her face and cried while returning to the room and locked herself up.
Zhuo Xi angrily hit the coffee table with his palm. Because of the excessive force, cracks appeared on the coffee table, which made his hand painful.
But compared to the pain in my heart, what is it?
The problems between him and Lin Anxin always revolved around Lin Anxin's past and the children. Zhuo Xi's unconditional tolerance and trust in Lin Anxin changed from the beginning to the present, and even he himself didn't know why.
He slowly calmed down and thought about what he had said. He suddenly felt how hurtful those words were to Lin Anxin. He regretted it, but he didn't want to comfort her at this time because he was also angry. He didn't want to do it every time.
It was all on his own initiative to admit his mistake and coax Lin Anxin back.
Zhuo Xi went out directly.
Lin Anxin, on the other hand, was locked in a dark room alone without even turning on the lights, letting her tears flow. She didn't understand why Zhuo Xi, who had always been gentle and tolerant, was like this. It turned out that this was what he really thought in his heart.
.
Maybe he was speaking out of anger, but who can guarantee that these are not his true thoughts?
Zhuo's mother once talked about Lin Anxin, saying that her residence was given by Zhuo Xi, her job was given by Zhuo Xi, and her love was given by Zhuo Xi. Lin Anxin used to feel that as long as her love is there, her people will be there.
Wherever, other rumors are nothing. But now, she suddenly feels that she and Zhuo Xi are so unequal. Just like Zhuo Xi said, he has done a lot of things for her, but she seems to have done nothing for her.
He made every sacrifice.
Sacrifice... The thought of sacrificing Xixi made Lin Anxin extremely painful.
Zhuo Xi's several illnesses were all due to a breakup in love. At that time, Lin Anxin did not stay by his side to take care of him; Zhuo Xi's career was going smoothly and she didn't need anything from Lin Anxin. Lin Anxin tried hard to do something for him but seemed to be unable to do it.
In the past, she thought that when two people love each other, it is only natural for one of them to give something to the other. But now she understands that once love is measured, some things will change.
Can she and Zhuo Xi still go on?
Lin Anxin called Zhou Xiaoshuang. Zhou Xiaoshuang was just about to snooze when he was woken up by Lin Anxin's call, murmuring: "Hey..."
"Xiao Shuang..." Lin Anxin started crying as soon as she called out Zhou Xiaoshuang's name.
She cried so repressed and painfully that it completely wiped out Zhou Xiaoshuang's sleepiness, and kept asking: "An Xin, what's wrong with you, what's wrong with you?"
Lin Anxin said: "Zhuo Xi... I'm afraid Zhuo Xi and I are doomed..."
Zhou Xiaoshuang was shocked: "No, why? You are so model and loving, even lightning can't split it apart, how could it be over?"
Lin Anxin briefly told Zhou Xiaoshuang what happened that night, and then said: "He is jealous of Xixi in his heart. It's okay if he dislikes others, but what should I do if he dislikes Xixi? I don't want to leave him.
.”
Zhou Xiaoshuang had nothing to say. If a man who has never been married is still such an outstanding man, it is only natural for him to mind if the woman has a child. She always thought that Zhuo Xi was the best man in the world.
For the sake of love, he will risk everything and tolerate everything. But even now, Zhuo Xi is still unable to escape the mundanity.
"Actually, I don't think Zhuo Xi thinks that way about this matter. He liked Xixi so much in the past, and the two of them got along very harmoniously. We all see his feelings for you, so logically he won't do it because of
I'm quarreling with you about this matter. In the final analysis, it's Li Huiyi. She didn't know what unpleasant things she said in front of Zhuo Xi. Some things she won't take to heart if she says them once, but if she says them again and again over time, it will inevitably hit her ears.
Already." Zhou Xiaoshuang sighed.
"Yeah, what should I do now?"
"Do you love him?" Zhou Xiaoshuang asked.
Do you love him? How could you not love him? They have spent so many wonderful times, and the relationship for so many years cannot be easily erased: "I love him, and I love Xixi. I always thought that my love for them was not
It's contradictory. But now..."
Zhou Xiaoshuang thought for a while. She was thinking about the child now, so she said: "How about this, An Xin, you and Zhuo Xi are pregnant with a child now. No matter what happens to Li Huiyi, for the sake of the child in your belly,
Maybe I’ll accept you.”
"I don't want to tie up a man's heart with a child...Besides, if I really do that, Xixi will feel pressured. He will be afraid that I will neglect him if I have a child with Zhuoxi, even if I don't
Yes, Zhuo Xi will definitely do it. Xixi is so young now, and the burden on her heart is so heavy. I can't add insult to injury at this time."
"But if you and Zhuo Xi are together, sooner or later you will have children of your own?"
"Let's talk about it later. I want to wait until Xixi is older and the relationship between him and Zhuo Xi will be better."
"Classmate, the older you get, the older you will be. You have to think about your own health. It's not like Zhuo Xi didn't know about your situation when he chased you. If he doesn't care about your situation until now, I don't mean to say it harshly.
...He is really not worthy of being entrusted with him for the rest of his life."
Zhou Xiaoshuang's words are straightforward and go straight to the heart. This is the first time Zhou Xiaoshuang has concluded that Zhuo Xi is not worth entrusting him with for life.
Lin Anxin was silent for a moment.
"An Xin? Are you listening?" Seeing that there was no movement on the other side, Zhou Xiaoshuang asked in a low voice.
"Listen." Lin Anxin said weakly.
"Anyway, you guys should deal with it coldly first. I guess he is being pushed too hard by Li Huiyi. His career is so smooth, but he didn't expect such twists and turns in love. It's easy for you to fall in love, but a mother comes out to stop it. It's simply
This is the old society. Now it depends on your fate. If you can survive this test, you will gain happiness, otherwise..." Zhou Xiaoshuang sighed again.
Fortune plays tricks on people, Lin Anxin thought sadly, it turns out that not everything can be controlled by oneself, everything must be left to fate.