Qin Manli heard the noise outside, and when Zhuo Xi came back, she asked him, "Who was it just now?"
Zhuo Xi breathed out weakly: "An Xin..."
Qin Manli's heart sank and she felt a little uncomfortable. Then she let out a bitter smile: "She is angry? Yes, she has the right to be angry. Who am I? I left you in the hospital in the middle of the night."
Zhuo Xi was in a panic, but no one could relieve her. Qin Manli used to be a caring person, but now she is in jail herself, so it's hard to argue with her.
The next day, Qin Manli was fine and Zhuo Xi sent her back to her home.
Lin Anxin, on the other hand, waited at home for a whole night. She coaxed Xixi to sleep, and then sat in the living room and waited. She wanted to wait for Zhuo Xi to explain. But he didn't come until dawn.
It has come to a time when explanations are unnecessary between them? Is it gratifying or sad? Some people say that if you trust each other enough, you don't need to explain, but has he trusted her? Never. Lin Anxin knows that there is another unnecessary need
The explanation is that it doesn't matter anymore and doesn't care anymore.
There was a chill in her heart.
Last night, after Yin Haoze sent her back, he was reluctant to leave for a long time. He said that he would leave only after seeing that Xixi was fine, for fear that Xixi would have a fever again. Lin Anxin was worried that Zhuo Xi would go home in a hurry, and did not dare to let Yin Haoze for a moment.
Stay more.
Yin Haoze said: "An Xin, I see fear and caution in your eyes. Don't you feel tired when you are with him?"
She didn't say anything. When she turned around, she felt weak all over, but her back was extremely determined, so determined that Yin Haoze didn't have the courage to stay any longer.
He was right. Lin Anxin now felt more and more tired from the bottom of her heart. When she was with Zhuo Xi, she thought she could get peace of mind, but she didn't expect that it would bring her another kind of overwhelming fatigue.
.It would be better if it was purely Zhuo Xi's mother's obstruction, but Zhuo Xi was becoming more and more suspicious of herself, as if her insistence on siding with Zhuo Xi was actually a mistake.
At noon, Zhuo Xi finally returned home. When the two met, they obviously had a lot to say, but neither of them spoke first.
After all, Lin Anxin couldn't hold it anymore: "Don't you want to explain something to me?"
Zhuo Xi said: "Okay, we have to talk carefully."
The two of them sat on the sofa, keeping a distance apart. Lin Anxin stayed up all night and looked haggard, and Zhuo Xi was the same.
Zhuo Xi: "After I received your call yesterday, I rushed over immediately, but I received a call from Manli on the way. She and Xu Jinghao had something going on. She was very emotionally unstable and wanted to commit suicide... At that time,
You said that if I didn't go over, my life would be lost after all."
Lin Anxin was slightly relieved, but still said sadly: "She needs you, and Xixi needs you too. If you really can't spare time, don't you even have time to call? I haven't answered your call.
While I'm worried about Xixi, I'm also worried about whether something will happen to you..."
"Okay, I'm sorry for what happened yesterday. I left my phone at Manli's house. Then I thought about it and I didn't have time to get it." As he said that, Zhuo Xi felt a trace of unhappiness in his heart, "Later, didn't you still call Yin Haoze over?
Is it done?”
Lin Anxin raised her head suddenly: "Because I called Haoze, you feel very uncomfortable, don't you?"
"I didn't say that..." Zhuo Xi's eyes wandered, unwilling to look at her.
"But that's what you meant! Because I called Haoze, you felt that you owed me less, so you didn't come back all night, without even an explanation, and made me wait on the sofa all night!
"
"Don't be so unreasonable. How did I know you would drive him back? I was afraid that when I came back yesterday, I happened to see your family of three having fun together! Besides, Manli had just committed suicide and was rescued, so I just left.
What if something happens to her again?!"
"Manli Manli! Is she that important in your heart? There is a problem with her relationship with Xu Jinghao. Can you finally take advantage of it?"
Zhuo Xi was so choked that he couldn't say a word as if he wanted to be stabbed. After a long time, his face turned pale and he said: "How could you become like this!"
"You have changed too! We have all changed! You have been with me for so long, how could you not spend a day in suspicion and suspicion? You always suspected that I would fall into Haoze's arms again! You were not like this before
, you believe in me, because of your trust, I will trust you unconditionally. But now, every time we quarrel is because of your suspicion! If I were willing to be with him, I would not choose you in the first place!
"
Zhuo Xi sneered: "You finally regret it? Don't you? Being with me is different from what you imagined? Have you been disappointed? Now you can finally leave me openly and throw yourself into his arms!"
"Zhuo Xi! You've gone too far!" Lin Anxin was so angry that his face was distorted. He always hurt himself again and again. Why didn't he see the efforts he made?
"Am I too much? I spoke to your heart! To tell you the truth, I am also very tired. I want to reconcile the relationship between you and my mother because you refuse to obey her and you feel uncomfortable being with her.
Grieved. She is old and in menopause, so she is inevitably a little willful, but what about you? Why can't you think about me? Can't you make some concessions so that I don't always have to worry about the relationship between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law? But you didn't
, my mother will hurt you if she says a harsh word or does something. You have a glass heart and can't stand any setback!"
He continued: "I'm already working hard enough. I have to keep an eye on you 24 hours a day, letting other men interfere with our relationship if I'm not careful, and I also have to please Xixi. When have I ever pleased a woman like this?
Even to please everyone around her? Do you understand my heart?"
Lin Anxin was extremely shocked. This was the first time she heard Zhuo Xi express her true inner thoughts so frankly. It turned out that this was what he thought.
They have all worked hard for each other, but they have never satisfied each other. What went wrong? Why do both of them feel so hard, but neither can get the other's understanding?
Lin Anxin could no longer argue. After so long, she finally understood the problem between her and Zhuo Xi: "Zhuo Xi, in the final analysis, it is our inappropriateness..."
Yes, some people love each other but cannot be together because they are not suitable. It only takes two people to love each other, but getting along has many objective factors. They have never really lived together, and they always have beautiful imaginations about each other.
, until we really get together, life is so cruel, so cruel that every detail can defeat all feelings.
Zhuo Xi was shocked by Lin Anxin's words. Although she spoke so quietly, such a summary was based on their long relationship with each other.
"You're right, we need to calm down." Zhuo Xi stood up and left.
Xixi walked over to the wall with a pale face, stood beside the crying Lin Anxin, and silently handed her a tissue.
"Mom, don't be sad. Anyone can quarrel. It will be fine in two days."
Lin Anxin hugged Xixi. Xixi's fever had gone away, but her complexion was still not good. She cried and said: "This time, it's different from before. Xixi, mother and your Uncle Zhuo can't go back to the past."
…”
Xixi's heart sank. He knew best the efforts and forbearance Lin Anxin had made in order to be with Zhuo Xi. As a child, even though he was more mature than other children of the same age, he did not interfere much in the affairs between adults. However, he did not
I couldn't bear to see my mother crying so sadly, so I had to comfort her lightly: "It's okay, even if Uncle Zhuo doesn't want you, there is still dad. Even if dad doesn't want you, there is no grass anywhere in the world. There will always be someone who is suitable for you!"
Xixi is unique among children for being able to take a dim view of her fate, right?
Lin Anxin said helplessly: "Xixi, you can't say that you still have a father in the future. Your father already has Aunt Xiaowen, and he has his own life."
"I know, if my mother... my father would not have been with Aunt Xiaowen..." Xixi said disappointedly.
Lin Anxin was silent. At the beginning, at the beginning, she was afraid that she would be involved in his struggle again when she was with Yin Haoze again. Kang Jieming had always been eyeing Yin Haoze. She had almost lost Xixi. She was afraid enough and did not want to make the same mistake again.
.So she chose Zhuo Xi, whose life was relatively stable, but things were unpredictable, and no matter who she was with, there would always be obstacles that she couldn't overcome.
She and Yin Haoze were repulsed vigorously; she and Zhuo Xi were defeated trivially.
Lin Anxin felt that her indecisiveness destined her to be a loser in love.
Zhuo Xi didn't contact Lin Anxin for several days, but Yin Haoze made several calls to inquire about Xixi's condition. Lin Anxin was just perfunctory and politely declined his request to see Xixi. Yin Haoze knew what she was taboo about, and he didn't
Force.
After a few days of stalemate, Zhuo Xi also gave in. He wanted to come and see Lin Anxin. However, before he came, he received another call from Qin Manli.
She said: "Zhuoxi, I want to meet you."
The last incident left a deep impression on Zhuo Xi. He was afraid that if Lin Anxin found out about his meeting with Qin Manli, there would be another incident, so he declined politely.
Qin Manli said: "I know that what happened last time caused a misunderstanding between you and An Xin. Actually, I have no other intention this time. I resigned. I just want to hand over my resignation letter to you, and have a meal with you to say goodbye.
.”
"Resign? Why do you want to resign?"
"I thought there would be better development after returning to China. You know, people like us are actually very embarrassed. We retain the Chinese mentality and temperament in our bones, but after living abroad for so many years, we have become impure on both sides. I prefer
China, so I returned to China for development. Unfortunately, the harm done to me here outweighs the gains. I want to leave for a while and be quiet."
Zhuo Xi thought about it and understood. Everyone knew that Qin Manli was getting married, but in the end it came out that she had been cheated. For a girl, rumors are really hard to hear. Although her departure is a big loss to the TV station