Zhuo Xi agreed to meet Qin Manli. They gathered in a coffee shop with an elegant atmosphere. The coffee shop is the most suitable place for people to fall in love and say goodbye.
Qin Manli today seems to be a different person than the one she saw that night. Her gaffe that night was still in his mind, especially the scene of her naked body lying in a sea of red water, which Zhuo Xi couldn't get rid of.
Qin Manli's body is elastic and graceful, while Lin Anxin, even though she has a good figure, has a faint pregnancy line in the center of her belly because of childbirth. Although it is extremely weak, it always reminds Zhuo Xi that she once had a relationship with Yin Haoze.
child.
If he were the child's father, how much he would cherish that tiny trace.
But, Zhuo Xi is not.
After seeing Qin Manli's body, he had a very subtle feeling in his heart. Although he tried hard not to think about it, a thought always came to him inadvertently: If Qin Manli also gave birth to a life one day, what would happen to him?
Wouldn't it be the same as Lin Anxin?
What if she is pregnant with her own child...
This thought made him stunned for a long time, and then he felt a sense of guilt, as if he had blasphemed Qin Manli and hurt Lin Anxin.
Qin Manli was at her most depressed that day, and today, with the right amount of makeup, Qin Manli looked energetic. But the scar on her wrist was still clearly visible. Qin Manli wore a bracelet deliberately, but Zhuo Xi deliberately observed,
Still looming.
Zhuo Xi said: "Seeing your mental state makes me relieved."
Qin Manli smiled knowingly: "I was confused that day and made you laugh, right?"
"where……"
"Zhuoxi, I understand a lot of things. I know that not all good people can be together. I know that most of them are good people. I know that I can barely be considered a good person. Of course you are too. But I still can't understand why you were so determined in the first place.
Reject me? In your eyes, am I really that much worse than An Xin?"
Qin Manli said and poured herself a glass of wine.
She invited Zhuoxi to the coffee shop, but she ordered wine.
Zhuo Xi said: "How can you be worse than her? You are better than her in many ways. But as you said, liking someone is not about how good she is, but whether she is the person you want to find.
"
Qin Manli flashed a wry smile: "If I ask you at this time, it must make you feel very uncomfortable. I feel that I came back to you after being abandoned. But do you know? I think about Xu Jinghao every day when I am together.
You, if he leaves me, I will commit suicide. It’s not how much I love him, but my unwillingness. You can reject me, but why should he? Being abandoned by a man you don’t love is sometimes worse than being rejected by a man you love.
It’s unacceptable, do you understand this feeling?”
Zhuo Xi thought about it, and although he couldn't empathize with it, he could understand it.
"I did something stupid, but fortunately you saved me. If it weren't for you, maybe I would regret it now. No matter how much I feel unwilling to do so, in the end, he is not worth it. There is a woman who died for him, and in his heart
I don’t know how happy I am, and what have I gained?”
Zhuo Xi said: "It's best if you can think it through. There are some things that you can be more open-minded about. There are no obstacles that you can't overcome."
"Yeah, if he was as considerate as you, I wouldn't have such a hard life. I'm so happy to have peace of mind..."
Qin Manli picked up the wine glass and drank with Zhuo Xi.
Zhuo Xi was hurt by Qin Manli. Yes, in front of others, he could calmly talk a lot of truths, but when it came to himself, he had many uncontrollable emotions. Lin Anxin really felt happy being with him.
Yet?
He changed the wine glass and poured himself a glass of wine. He drank it bitterly without saying anything.
"Everyone can tell the truth, but those who can tell the truth may not always be the winners in love." Zhuo Xi said with emotion.
Qin Manli was a little surprised that Zhuo Xi would sigh like this: "What's wrong? You actually feel like this?"
"It's hard to describe in words..."
Zhuo Xi told Qin Manli one by one about the conflicts between himself and Lin Anxin.
"I used to think that as long as I had peace of mind, I would have the most beautiful things in the world, and my life would become extremely perfect. However, after getting in touch with me, I realized that life is far more cruel than imagined. These seemingly trivial things
It can actually make two people who originally loved each other go further and further apart." Zhuo Xi had drank several glasses of wine in succession and was already slightly tipsy.
Qin Manli looked at him sympathetically: "I really can't tell. I thought you should be very happy. At least you love each other. But you are living in such pain, and she is also in pain."
"Yes, I don't even have anyone to complain to. I think she is the same...I know she has tried hard, but every time I see her and Yin Haoze together I can't help but get angry. Why is there so much conflict between me and her?
Must an irrelevant person come into life?"
"He is not an unrelated person, he is Xixi's father."
"Yes, because An Xin's past requires me to pay the bill. I thought that when two people are together, these are not problems. Only now have I discovered that if it was just Xixi, I could bear it, but because of Xixi, Yin Haoze has always been haunted.
, I am not generous enough to accept two men, one big and one small."
"Maybe you need to understand her better, she's not easy either."
"I understand her, can she understand me? It's not difficult to find someone to love, but it's really difficult to find someone who understands you..."
Qin Manli understands this deeply. After working hard all his life, how many people can find someone who loves and understands them?
"Come on, stop talking and drink!"
The two of them drank more and more, and in the end they were hugging each other like buddies, singing and drinking at the same time.
They didn't remember how they got home. They seemed to have hailed a taxi. People's common sense memory is really amazing. She was already so drunk. Qin Manli still remembered the address of her home and could accurately find the floor and open the door.
They couldn't remember when they started to get entangled, asking for each other so crazily, shouting each other's names with drunkenness, and possessing each other again and again.
They remember nothing, it seems like it was just a long dream.
There are only traces of them after waking up and telling each other frankly what happened last night.
Zhuo Xi stood up and put on her clothes in panic, and saw Qin Manli's calm eyes, as if she didn't care at all.
His mind was in chaos, with only some broken fragments, the passionate tongue kiss, his greedy and almost predatory attack, and Qin Manli's screams from the bottom of her heart one after another.
Those fragments were like images, deeply imprinted in his mind, crowding out all other fragments to remind him of what had happened.
After a long time, he uttered a few words: "I'm sorry..."
His words hurt Qin Manli.
"I thought you were awake and willing, because you called my name yesterday." Qin Manli said, "I didn't expect that I was overthinking everything."
She slowly put on her clothes in front of Zhuo Xi. Her graceful body was no different from that day in the water, with a touch of softness.
Zhuo Xi turned his head away and swallowed involuntarily.
Qin Manli smiled bitterly and said: "I didn't expect that my body would be so hard for people to look at directly. I have always been proud of my body."
"No, you're fine..." After saying these words, Zhuo Xi wanted to bite off his tongue. Wasn't it obvious that he had read it carefully?
"Really? How about peace of mind?"
"Manli, don't be like this..." Mentioning Lin Anxin, Zhuo Xi felt a little guilty in his heart. After all, he had done something sorry for her.
"Then what do I want? Zhuoxi, I love you and give myself to you willingly. I wanted to give myself to you a long time ago, but you pushed me away. After so long, you finally accepted me,
Do you know how happy I am? Even if it is only this time, it is enough for me. I will have no regrets in this life."
She walked up to him and took off all the restraints on her body. The dazzling whiteness made Zhuo Xi's heart surge.
He wanted to run away, but his feet felt like they were filled with lead and he couldn't move away.
Qin Manli's hands wandered around his body, skillfully helping him take off his clothes, exuding a unique scent, and falling a little bit of warmth on Zhuo Xi's body, still carrying the smell of last night's drunkenness.
Zhuo Xi only felt that his throat was dry. He must have drank too much wine yesterday. It must be...
"Manli... don't be like this... you are drunk..."
"I woke up a long time ago..." Qin Manli whispered in his ear, bringing a tingling sensation and making Zhuo Xi tremble all over.
Lin Anxin would never tease him so charmingly. She was always so passive and lacked a bit of interest.
Then, Qin Manli's lips moved around Zhuo Xi's body, like a small snake, leaving her mark wherever it passed.
As her movements gradually moved downward, Zhuo Xi's breathing became more and more rapid. He felt that there was a vigorous erection somewhere on his body, which made his underwear tight. He subconsciously held Qin Manli's head and used all his own strength to hold Qin Manli's head.
The suppressed voice said in disbelief: "Don't be like this...Manli, please wake up..."
Qin Manli gently let go of his hand: "We have been sober too many times, so what if we get drunk once in a while? Zhuo Xi, as long as this time, I will not disturb your life again from now on... Just let me
How about getting drunk once?"
Life is tiring enough, maybe the occasional intoxication can really release the stress of the past few days.
At this moment, Zhuo Xi forgot about Lin Anxin, who was having a cold war with him, and forgot about his own identity.
He had never experienced such exciting teasing before, and in fact, he did not reject the woman in front of him in his heart...
The wet heat in Qin Manli's mouth covered his hardness, and his whole body felt like he was electrocuted. He suddenly let out an uncontrollable moan. All consciousness was confused, the world was chaotic, and his mind went blank. Zhuo Xi gently pulled Qin Manli up, and his eyes
Full of fiery desire, with Qin Manli's soft moans, he picked her up by the waist and rushed towards the soft big bed...