"No, Zhuo Xi, because I want to be with you for a long time, so I don't want to be influenced by material things at the beginning. If I give up my current job, go to a TV station or directly accept your help, what will happen to me?
I feel as if I am your dependence. I don’t want to be anyone’s dependence, including yours, because my feelings for you are purely based on equality and do not involve any material things." After saying this, Lin Anxin thought of six years ago for
When I betrayed myself for money, I felt as uncomfortable as a cat scratching me. Every time I scratched my head, it felt like opening up the wounds from the past.
Her voice lowered obviously: "If...if one day, I really like a person's money and sell myself for money, will I be disliked by you?"
She was afraid of hearing Zhuo Xi's answer, but also longed to hear his understanding.
"You can't be that kind of person..." Zhuo Xi held her face and said, "In my heart, you are pure and innocent."
Lin Anxin felt a pain in her heart. Pure and innocent? If he knew what he had done, would he regret falling in love with him again?
"I respect you, okay, even if I'm jealous of you staying with another man, that's why I want you to come back to work with me." Zhuo Xi pretended to be relaxed and said, he wanted to ease the atmosphere, "If you had
I was present when I went to the TV station to apply for a job, maybe now there will be nothing wrong with Yin."
He felt regretful when he thought about it.
"It is destined that my career will be with the Yin family, and my love will be left to you." Lin Anxin said with a smile.
This answer made Zhuo Xi very satisfied.
Lin Ping had already gone to school, and Xixi followed the two of them out of the hospital together.
You will always find an excuse to have a dinner together. Zhuo Xi said that in order to celebrate Lin Anxin's safe discharge from the hospital, the three of them went to dinner together and then went to the amusement park. Lin Anxin promised Xixi before, and today he helped her fulfill her promise.
Hearing this, Xixi jumped three feet high with excitement: "Wow! That's great!"
Because Lin Anxin had just been discharged from the hospital, Zhuo Xi accompanied Xixi to complete all the dangerous entertainment projects. When it came to the roller coaster, Zhuo Xi shook his head desperately: "No, I'm afraid of heights!"
"Uncle, why don't you go with me... Mom is a coward and has never played with me!" Xixi begged, dragging Zhuo Xi's sleeves.
"This is really not good. How about we play something else?" Zhuo Xi was really scared. He was afraid that he would lose his temper in front of Xixi. It would be too ugly if he vomited later.
"Xixi, don't embarrass Uncle Zhuo!" Lin Anxin stopped him.
"I'm sorry, I'm really afraid of heights." Zhuo Xi said awkwardly, "Something happened when I went to study in the United States. Since then, I haven't dared to play all games at heights." Speaking of that past incident, Zhuo Xi
A flash of pain flashed across Xi's eyes.
Although Lin Anxin didn't know what happened to him back then, the look in his eyes made her feel distressed.
"Xixi, why don't we go to the underwater world to see fish? Didn't you say last time that you wanted to see tropical fish?" Lin Anxin suggested instead.
But Xixi looked at the screaming adults and children on the roller coaster with envy, and didn't notice Zhuo Xi's eyes or Lin Anxin's stop at all.
Only at this time is Xixi a complete child.
"Mom, I really want to play, how about I go up by myself."
"No, it said above that you must be accompanied by an adult." Although there is nothing that can be done even if an adult is accompanied by an adult, it seems that it is the default rule that children must be accompanied by an adult when they go up to play.
"Mom, then you go with me..." Xixi still begged.
Lin Anxin is even more afraid of heights. She has been afraid of heights since she was a child, and she doesn't know how Xixi can be so bold.
Probably, it's like his father, that father who doesn't know who he is.
"I won't go even if you beat me to death!" Lin Anxin said decisively.
Xixi turned her longing gaze to Zhuo Xi again. Suddenly, with a flash of her mind, she secretly ran to Zhuo Xi and said, "Uncle Zhuo Xi, if you come up to play with me, I will call you daddy!"
Zhuo Xi's expression changed: "Really?"
Lin Anxin quickly scolded: "Xixi! Don't do this!"
"Such an expensive gift really makes me unable to resist the temptation." Zhuo Xi hesitated and looked at the high and fast roller coaster, his voice a little ethereal.
Do you want to go up? The shadow from before is still in your heart; don’t you want to go? For Xixi’s sake, doesn’t what he longs for is for Xixi to call him “Dad”?
"I'll go!" Zhuo Xi clenched his fists and punched the fists together with the excited Xixi, took his little hand and went to the ticket office.
On the high roller coaster, Xixi opened his arms and shouted loudly. The thrilling game challenged his nerves to the highest level. He was like a little king, overlooking the earth.
As for Zhuo Xi, his face went from pale to livid. He tried his best not to open his eyes because of the words "Dad". But the moment he closed his eyes, his memory washed away his defenses like a flood.
The falling body, the feeling of weightlessness, the fear and despair of dying life, appeared in my mind one after another.
And the woman in the memory fragments.
When he opened his eyes, he was covered in cold sweat. The car had stopped. Xixi asked him with concern: "Uncle, are you okay?"
Zhuo Xi shook his head feebly and said with a pale face: "It's okay, but you must do what you promised me."
"Okay, a man does what he says. Well..." Xixi paused and whispered, "Dad."
The first time he was called this name, he was still not used to it.
There was a soft movement somewhere deep in Zhuo Xi's heart. All the fear just now was worth it, as long as he accepted himself.
"What did you say? I didn't hear clearly." He smiled ruthlessly.
"Dad, daddy!" Xixi shouted louder and louder.
Zhuo Xi hugged him excitedly: "Very good, it's worth it!"
Lin Anxin watched this scene with mixed emotions. She even thought, how great it would be if Zhuo Xi was really Xixi's father...
The surroundings were hazy, and there was no end in sight. There were only figures shaking in front of me, a silk nightgown, a timid figure, and the purple narcissus.
"Who are you? Why do you appear in my dreams again and again?" This time, Yin Haoze almost realized clearly that he was in a dream.
In the dark night, he couldn't see anything clearly, only the narcissus shone strangely under the dim light.
She slowly turned back, and Yin Haoze walked in quickly. But before he could see the girl's face clearly, a speeding car came straight towards her, shattering all his expectations.
"No!" Yin Haoze woke up from his dream again. Feeling the coolness on his body, he stretched out his hand and found sweat on his hands again.
It’s this dream again, I don’t know how many times it has been repeated.
Since he lost his memory, this dream has appeared repeatedly in the past six years. Every time, when the girl was about to turn around and look back at him, she was hit by a car and woke up. Just like the car accident that year, it knocked away his memory.
.
"Who are you anyway?"
Yin Haoze asked hoarsely, breathing heavily.
Suddenly, he stopped thinking and slowly raised his head, a look of determination appeared on his sweaty face.
Purple Narcissus!
Lin Anxin, she also has a purple narcissus tattoo on her ankle!
Could it be her?
And Xixi, the Xixi who is so similar to me!
He couldn't stand it anymore, he had to see her and ask her clearly whether she knew him before, or even whether she was the girl in the dream.
Walking into the office, Lin Anxin sat in the secretary's office waiting for him five minutes before he entered the office on time.
"Good morning, CEO." Lin Anxin greeted.
"Morning!" Yin Haoze responded lightly. Suddenly, the dream reminded him again. Standing at the door of the president's office, he paused and said, "Lin Anxin, please come in."
"Oh." Lin Anxin put down her work and followed him into the office.
"Close the door." Yin Haoze said casually.
Lin Anxin was very surprised. He hesitated for a moment and closed the door. Probably, he wanted to tell himself some business secrets.
Unexpectedly, Yin Haoze didn't say anything to her, he just looked at her steadily, as if he wanted to see through her. In fact, Yin Haoze tried hard to search for memories about Lin Anxin in his memory, even a little fragment. But.
, except for the purple daffodil that he was not sure was hers, he had no impression of Lin Anxin.
"President, what's the matter?" Lin Anxin was shocked by what he saw and couldn't help asking cautiously.
"Did we know each other before?" Yin Haoze asked.
Lin Anxin didn't know why Yin Haoze asked suddenly. He was a little confused: "President, I am your secretary, how come you don't recognize me?"
Yin Haoze was also defeated by his own question and sighed: "I mean before, for example...six or seven years ago..."
Lin Anxin's heart skipped a beat. Why did he suddenly ask about what happened six or seven years ago? And it's not clear whether we know him or not?
"No? I was studying before. Based on my age, the president should already be working; I went to another city six years ago. I didn't come back until recently, so I probably haven't seen him." Lin Anxin answered calmly, and Yin Haoze tried his best to
I tried to find some clues from her eye movements and words, but unfortunately I couldn't find any.
"Okay, maybe I got the wrong person." Yin Haoze said.
Lin Anxin was beating her head. He said he had identified the wrong person. Could it be that he was the mysterious man?
But if it was really him, how could he still allow himself to work here and take Xixi with him? The original agreement was very clear. After the child was born, the mother and child could never see each other, and the child must belong to the man!
It must not be him, it must not be him! Lin Anxin comforted herself silently.
"President, I'm going to work first..." Lin Anxin said.
"Go. By the way..." Yin Haoze stopped her, looked at the tattoo on her ankle, and said, "Your tattoo... is very special."
"Really? Thank you!" Lin Anxin responded politely.
She stood in silence for a while, and Yin Haoze didn't know what to ask her. He waved his hand to let her out, but his heart was full of disappointment.
Her expression is so sincere, does she really not know herself at all?