Xixi looked at Lin Anxin sadly. He had been worried about such a day since she took on too many responsibilities, but he didn't know that Zhuo Xi's betrayal was the last straw that crushed Lin Anxin.
Now, Lin Ping, Lin Anxin and Zhuo's mother are all in the hospital. Zhou Xiaoshuang took time out to take care of Lin Anxin after taking care of the children. Even Xu Ou came to help. In such a difficult time, fortunately, there are friends.
When Lin Anxin woke up, she saw Zhuo Xi sitting beside her bed. She looked at him intently, saw the guilt and apology in his eyes, and asked lightly: "Where is aunt?"
"She is fine and has gone home to rest. I hired a nanny to take care of her," Zhuo Xi said.
Zhou Xiaoshuang chirped at the side: "An Xin, Zhuo Xi has been taking care of you for the past two days. You see, he hasn't slept for two days..."
Xixi was silent at the side. He felt strange that the way Lin Anxin looked at Zhuo Xi was not the same as today. If it had been before, Lin Anxin would have looked at him very tenderly when she heard Zhou Xiaoshuang say this about Zhuo Xi.
Then she smiled shyly. But today, her eyes were full of disappointment and sadness.
And Zhuo Xi is also different from usual.
When Xixi told Yin Haoze, Yin Haoze was shocked and angry, wishing to escape from prison on the spot. But Zhuo Xi did not dare to look directly into Lin Anxin's eyes.
Could it be that Lin Anxin's fainting has something to do with Zhuo Xi?
Xixi just guessed, it was hard for him to ask anything, and even if he asked, they wouldn't tell him.
Sure enough, Lin Anxin said: "You guys go out, I want to talk to Zhuo Xi alone."
Zhou Xiaoshuang thought she just wanted to chat intimately with Zhuo Xi, so she quickly pulled Xixi: "Come on, handsome boy, let's go!"
Xixi looked at Lin Anxin and then at Zhuo Xi suspiciously: "Mom, don't be too excited."
Only Zhuo Xi and Lin Anxin were left in the ward. This night, Lin Anxin slept very deeply. She seemed to have had a long, long dream, dreaming everything she had experienced in the first half of her life. In the dream
, she cried, struggled, and wanted to resist. After everything was over, she woke up and told herself that it was time to wake up from the dream.
"Zhuoxi, I've thought about it. There are too many life trajectories between us that cannot be synchronized. As you said, we are tired of each other when we are together."
"An Xin, it's my fault. I know I said nonsense that day and did something sorry for you, but believe me, I still have you in my heart!" Zhuo Xi said.
"I believe that you and I have truly loved each other. But our love has been slowly worn away in life and setbacks. Some setbacks will make people closer and closer, and some will destroy people's passion, because
Those setbacks cannot keep us in sync. In the past, I felt that Haoze and I were not on the same page, but you. Only today did I realize that you and I are actually more different," Lin Anxin said.
"So, do you think Yin Haoze is the one who belongs to you now?"
Lin Anxin was no longer as angry as before because of his words. She looked at him helplessly: "Look, you are always so sensitive and always feel that it is you or him. It seems that as long as we quarrel, I will definitely reply.
When I come to Haoze, it seems that if I don't choose you, I will definitely turn around and choose him. You always have such suspicion, so there will always be a gap between us."
Zhuo Xi lowered his head silently: "I admit, I am very jealous of him and afraid of every moment he appears around you. Because I know very well that he has never given up on you. An Xin, do you know that I am very afraid?
In my entire life, I have never been as afraid of someone as I am of Yin Haoze, whether in career or relationship. Why? Because I care about you, and I am afraid that he will easily take away the person I care about."
He sighed and added: "Back then, he easily crushed my dreams and took you away from me. When I found out a few years later, how much I hated him! He had Xixi with you, so
How jealous is a perfect child? If we had been together back then, I believe our child would not be worse than Xixi! Just because he got there first and used despicable means to get you, you will always have him in your life.
exists."
"So I am always worried that one day you will come back to him because of the child and suddenly disappear after playing with me. Just like back then, I can't find you no matter how hard I look for you." Zhuo Xi said, "Do you think I want this?
I regret it every time I lose my temper and quarrel with you because of my suspicion. I am afraid that you will leave me in a fit of anger. Just like a parent who beats his child, he feels distressed and regrets after the beating. Do you understand this feeling?
"
Lin Anxin smiled bitterly and said: "Why don't I understand? So I always forgive your suspicion and always convince myself that you are like this just because you have me in your heart and care about me. And neither of us wants to really lose each other.
So I can tolerate your mother not liking me, Zhuo Xi, everything you do is because you are worried about losing me, and everything I tolerate is just because I still love you. This is the bottom line between us. But now? There is no bottom line
Now, do we still have a reason to be patient and give in to each other?"
"I'm still worried about losing you. Do you have no feelings for me anymore?" Zhuo Xi said, "You want to leave me just because of my temporary mistake? You won't give me a chance?"
"Is it really a temporary mistake? Ask yourself, do you have no feelings for Miss Qin at all? If you really didn't, how could you call her name affectionately while holding me?" Lin Anxin thought of that scene,
Tears couldn't help but burst out, "I won't blame you. It's me who neglected you. Because of the affairs, we are no longer as close as before. You are lonely, and you also feel how good she is to you. She
More suitable for you than me..."
"I'm a man, you know...sometimes men are inevitably lonely..."
Lin Anxin sneered: "Zhuoxi, don't lie to yourself anymore. I believe you still have some feelings for me now. But it's no longer enough to support us in our future lives. We have changed and we are no longer the same."
I'm my old self. I'm really tired now. I can't ignore Lin Ping and Haoze, no matter what you think. As for us... let's do this..."
"An Xin... I love you!" Zhuo Xi said seriously.
Lin Anxin looked away: "Ask yourself, do you want to be more willing to give in, or do you want to love more... Zhuoxi, let's calm down."
Zhuo Xi did not give up, he tried to kiss Lin Anxin, Lin Anxin did not refuse, but the coldness at the corners of her lips made Zhuo Xi stop his movements for an instant. Such indifference was a silent rejection, and Zhuo Xi did not have the courage to continue to entangle.
It was as if something bloody was being ripped away from his heart. Zhuo Xi knew that there was something getting further and further away from him. It seemed that it was still in front of him, but he couldn't catch it no matter what.
He once tried hard to hold something in his hand, but because he held it too tightly, it was like quicksand that he couldn't hold and slowly slipped from his fingers.
God is really capable of mocking people. Just before, Zhuo's mother said to him: "Zhuo Xi, if you really love her so much and are unwilling to be separated from her no matter what, then, this time, I will really help you... An Xin
In fact, she is a good girl, but I was too harsh on her. I am also old, and I don’t want to see you running around like this. If I can have a happy family, it will be good for you, me, and her..."
At that time, Zhuo Xi was grateful, but he was no longer as happy as before, because he didn't know whether he could say this to Lin Anxin, let alone whether Lin Anxin would still care about Zhuo's mother's approval. He knew that Lin Anxin
He already knows the secret in his heart. If she is still ignorant, he will be very happy to see her happy and happy because of her happiness.
After all, he still couldn't say it out loud. There was no chance anymore. He had lost her.
After walking out of the ward, Zhou Xiaoshuang and Xixi were sitting at the door. Seeing him coming out in despair, Zhou Xiaoshuang wanted to joke with him: "It's so fast. I thought you guys were going to have sex with me for a while. I even discussed with Xixi to go get something to eat."
"
Zhuo Xi smiled bitterly, squatted in front of Xixi, and touched his little head: "Listen to your mother and don't make your mother angry."
Xixi nodded obediently.
In the past, Zhuo Xi loved and hated Xixi. She loved him because he was really smart and cute, but hated him because his face was exactly the same as Yin Haoze's, which always reminded him of Lin Anxin and
Yin Haoze’s past.
Only now did he feel that Xixi was so cute. Only when his face was in front of him did he remind himself that Lin Anxin was his.
He kissed Xixi's forehead, then stood up and left without looking back.
Zhou Xiaoshuang was stunned: "Xixi, why did he kiss you just now?"
Xixi said: "Could it be... that heroes cherish heroes?"
"I'm sorry for your size. What heroic deeds have you done to make him pity you?"
"Then... maybe it's because I'm better-looking." Xixi said.
"Narcissist...why don't you follow your mother at all?"
"I follow my dad..." Xixi said unceremoniously.
Then, when they saw Lin Anmeng crying heartbrokenly behind her back, they realized that something was wrong, and one of them, one of them, came over quickly to find out what was going on.
Lin Anxin just cried. She needed a deep vent. She was too depressed, too tired, and needed a shoulder to rely on. But at this time, there was no shoulder or anyone to rely on. What she could do
All he did was hide in bed and let his tears flow freely.
That's all.
After crying, she still had to get up and face everything, and solve the unresolved problems with the pain of broken love. She didn't know how long she could hold on, and she didn't know what the ending would be, but she had no choice unless she was like today
, fainted, and fell unconscious, so that you could get a moment of relaxation.