Everything seems to be back to the starting point. Back to a few years ago, when Lin Anxin took Xixi to meet Yin Haoze for the first time, she was his secretary and he was his boss. The difference is that Lin Anxin lacks the original feeling.
There was an unfamiliar trepidation, but there was a hint of caution after experiencing setbacks.
Xixi and Zhou Xiaoshuang, who were originally eager to get them back together, now dare not push for it. They are afraid that they will backfire and ruin the normal development between them.
Xixi said: "Auntie Xiaoshuang, we don't have to be afraid of anything. As long as we cut off all the branches and leaves around them, they will naturally be together." Her words were like a lake of love that has been in love for many years.
Zhou Xiaoshuang said: "You are so scary. If your little girlfriend breaks up with you in the future, I don't know what tricks she will play."
"Love is a game. It's impossible not to be scheming at all!"
Zhou Xiaoshuang had a look of shock on his face: "Where did you see this mess?"
"That's what Queen Mother Guo said!"
"Queen Mother Guo? Aren't you that low-class romance novel author?" Zhou Xiaoshuang said disdainfully, "When did you degenerate to read romance novels?"
"I can't help it. I don't like to watch it originally, but Guoguo loves to watch it. In order to have a common language with her, I have to... This is the spirit of sacrifice in the law of love!"
Zhou Xiaoshuang shuddered and silently hugged the baby in her arms: "Baby, you must never imitate your brother Xixi in the future..."
Xixi disagreed: "He doesn't need to learn from me, he inherited it from his father."
Just as he was talking, Lan Shen walked in. Hearing Xixi talk about himself, he hurriedly asked: "What are you talking about me?"
Zhou Xiaoshuang was aroused and felt sad. She rolled her eyes at him and refused to let him touch the child. She hugged the child and went back to the room angrily, leaving Lan Shen alone and messy in the wind.
"Xixi, did I do something wrong?" Lan Shen asked innocently.
Xixi spread her hands and said, "Women are so fickle, you have to get used to it." After saying that, she quickly ran away.
On this day, Lin Anxin got off work as usual and was about to go back. Normally, Yin Haoze would go home with her, completely ignoring the comments of her colleagues in the company. In view of the ambiguous relationship between Lin Anxin and Yin Haoze, and Shao Tianze's intentional or unintentional spreading of their relationship,
And Yin Haoze pretended to be deaf and conniving. Everyone in the company already regarded Lin Anxin as the boss's wife.
"Secretary Lin, are you off work? Why didn't you go back with the president today?" Someone greeted Lin Anxin.
Lin Anxin said subconsciously: "Oh, he and a few clients are still discussing, let me go back first." After saying that, he was stunned for a moment, something seemed wrong?
Did she acquiesce to the company's rumors when she answered so naturally: They already live together...
The conscience of heaven and earth, they live together, not that kind of living together. Although they used to live together that kind of way, but now they don't live together that kind of way.
But no one listened to her explanation, who would care? The colleague just smiled ambiguously and left, leaving Lin Anxin like an idiot: "Hey, you misunderstood..."
She felt that even if she jumped into the Yellow River, she would not be able to escape.
While waiting for a taxi at the entrance of the company, a familiar car suddenly stopped in front of me.
Lin Anxin looked at the familiar face that appeared after the car window rolled down, turned around and left without thinking.
Zhuo Xi quickly got out of the car and caught up: "Peace of mind!"
He looked a lot haggard, hadn't been seen for a long time, and had lost weight. In the past, Lin Anxin would have been extremely heartbroken, but now, she knew very well that he no longer needed her heartache.
"What are you doing here?" Lin Anxin didn't stop.
"An Xin, listen to me!" Zhuo Xi took Lin An Xin's hand.
"Let me go!" Lin Anxin struggled to break away from Zhuo Xi, "There is nothing left to say between us."
Zhuo Xi looked at her sadly: "They said you came back to work here again, but I still don't believe it. I didn't expect it to be true. An Xin, after that incident, you didn't even give me a chance to defend yourself, right?
Because of him? Everything I worry about is all true. You can leave me without any regrets, just because of his existence, right?"
Zhuo Xi's words made Lin Anxin's anger that had subsided resurface. She suddenly felt that the man in front of her was so boring to her. It turned out that their boredom was really mutual. She used to be so afraid that he would be suspicious.
She was always eager to explain and prove to him. But now, she felt that it was really unnecessary.
"Yes, you are right. I just treat him as a spare tire. I am just preparing to get rid of you one day! I will fall into his arms again! I just have no feelings for you anymore! Are you satisfied?" Lin
After An Xin said this, he turned around and left.
Zhuo Xi's heart felt like it was stabbed hard by a knife, and he was in pain.
Although he had doubted this possibility countless times, it still hurt people to say it from Lin Anxin's mouth.
"An Xin, you lied to me! You have me in your heart!" Zhuo Xi didn't believe it.
Lin Anxin laughed angrily: "You are really weird. You never believed me when I said no, and you destroyed our mutual trust with your suspicions again and again. Now that I admit it, you still don't believe it. What do you want from me?
how?"
"I was wrong, and I admit that I was wrong. He has made mistakes so many times, and you can forgive him. Why can't you forgive me when I make a mistake once?"
Lin Anxin said: "Don't ask me to forgive, I have no obligation to forgive anyone. I am not the Virgin! Zhuo Xi, the problem between us is no longer as simple as your simple cheating. We have accumulated too many problems.
Even so much time can’t solve it.”
"As long as I have you in my heart and you have me in your heart, no problem will be a problem! Don't worry, can you give me another chance? Just once, I will prove to you that I am serious!" Zhuo Xi pleaded.
Lin Anxin was speechless for a moment. To be honest, she was really tired, but when she saw Zhuo Xi like this, she felt nothing in her heart. After that incident, the two of them had been calm for so long, and Yin Haoze had also been in a relationship with her.
She had been with Xu Ou; Lan Shi had also secretly eaten while Zhou Xiaoshuang was pregnant. In this world, no relationship or marriage is absolutely error-free. Shouldn't you give Zhuo Xi a chance to admit his mistakes and correct them?
But ask yourself in your heart, apart from these rational factors, how much love do you still have for Zhuo Xi? All forgiveness and correction must be based on emotion. If the feelings between each other no longer exist, there is no meaning in forgiveness.
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An arm was put on Lin Anxin's shoulder, and Yin Haoze's cold voice sounded in his ears: "I just had a meeting, and someone came to trouble me." After saying that, he turned to Lin Anxin to straighten his head, which was blown by the wind.
hair, "It's so late, why don't you go home? Yesterday you thought the air conditioner was not warm enough, so I asked the nanny to buy an electric blanket. Your health is getting worse and worse. I was enough before, but now you need an extra bed."
Electric blanket…”
Yin Haoze and Lin Anxin showed off their intimacy in front of Zhuo Xi, revealing their ambiguous relationship in their words.
Lin Anxin stared at Yin Haoze dumbfounded, thinking: When did I ask for an electric blanket? And what he meant was as if he lived in the same room with him.
She wanted to say something, but suddenly realized that Yin Haoze wanted to force Zhuo Xi away in this way. So she chose to remain silent.
Zhuo Xi was left aside like air, smiled bitterly, and then slowly, slowly backed away.
His lonely figure is like a wounded... dog.
Lin Anxin watched his car disappear from her sight, and her eyes suddenly felt warm.
If there is a person who always likes you and chases you, but you never like him. Suddenly one day, you hear that he has found a girlfriend, will you feel a little lonely in your heart? Because you are used to him.
Being nice to you means getting used to having someone taking you as the center and getting used to the feeling of being cared for by him.
And Zhuo Xi was not only a person who once liked Lin Anxin very much, but also a person who once spent time with Lin Anxin and fell in love with each other. Even though they hated and complained about each other, when they ended their relationship and missed each other, their inner feelings
Loss is inevitable.
Lin Anxin felt like a duplicitous person. She clearly pushed him away, but she couldn't help crying when he left.
Yin Haoze said nothing and took out a tissue to wipe her tears.
"Am I stupid?" Lin Anxin said while sitting in Yin Haoze's car.
"If you were smart, you wouldn't be Lin Anxin." Yin Haoze said.
Lin Anxin rolled her eyes at him: "Yes, if I were smart, I wouldn't be fooled by you again and again."
Yin Haoze said: "If I said that sometimes deception in actions does not come from the heart, would you believe it?"
Lin Anxin was immersed in sadness and did not hear Yin Haoze's low-pitched answer, almost to herself. Although she was curious, she couldn't ask more questions because she was crying. She stopped midway to ask what they said, which seemed very awkward.
Gossip and lack of momentum.
"An Xin, why did you reject him? Don't give him another chance? Give yourself another chance?"
Lin Anxin was speechless when asked, how could she explain?
It's hard to explain, so just...just keep crying.
Yin Haoze threw her another tissue helplessly: "Are you... because of me?"
Lin Anxin's cries were a bit out of sync.
because of him?
Could it be that I was subconsciously waiting for Yin Haoze? He was very kind to me and had no scruples in showing his ambiguous relationship with him in front of his colleagues, but he never formally asked her to be his girlfriend.
"You think too much..." Lin Anxin said hastily.
Yin Haoze said seriously: "Didn't I show up just now and act out the show to make him angry? If I didn't show up, would you have agreed to him?"
What? Wait! He said that because he meant this because of him?
Lin Anxin felt that the person who thought too much was obviously herself...