Xu Ou led Guo Guo and Shao Tianze as they walked together. When he saw this, he muttered in a low voice, "Didn't he give up An Xin with his own hands?"
Shao Tianze said: "Only when you lose something do you know how to cherish it."
Xu Ou smiled: "If he knew Qin Manli's current situation, he might be more worried about a woman."
Shao Tianze asked in confusion: "What do you mean?"
Xu Oofu whispered a few words in Shao Tianze's ear, and Shao Tianze exclaimed: "Isn't that right... It seems that we have to help him..."
Everyone gathered in various hot spring pools, big pool and small pool. There was a natural hot spring in Yin Haoze's room, so he didn't stay with them.
Lin Anxin couldn't take a bath in the hot springs, so she was helplessly taken to be Yin Haoze's "call girl".
"An Xin, please help me get the bath towel."
"An Xin, I want to eat. Bring it over and sit down and eat with me."
The hot spring was filled with smoke, and Yin Haoze's unobstructed view of the spring scenery was displayed in front of his eyes, which made Lin Anxin's head spin. This monster!
"What? Is there anything you haven't seen about me? I'm the mother of a child, and yet I'm so shy..."
"nerve!"
"If you keep talking, I'll drag you down!" Yin Haoze threatened.
"Don't tell me I'm leaving again!" Lin Anxin refused to be outdone.
"Where to go? Find Zhuo Xi?" Yin Haoze said coolly.
"You..." Lin Anxin turned around and left without saying a word.
Yin Haoze knew that he had said the wrong thing. The reason why Lin Anxin and Zhuo Xi were in such trouble was because of Zhuo Xi's suspicion. He quickly pretended to be relaxed and said, "Okay, I'm kidding you! Come back!"
Lin Anxin made up her mind not to come back and be bewitched by the monster. The atmosphere inside was just right, filled with smoke, and she was faced with a man's body. The man still seduced her from time to time. She was simply fed up.
But why can't the door be opened?
"You didn't listen when I told you to come back. I forgot to tell you that you need a room card to go out here." Yin Haoze's gloating voice sounded.
"What kind of weird hotel is this? It's clearly a perverted hell where others are imprisoned!" Lin Anxin said through gritted teeth. This was the first time she heard that you need to use a room card to open the door when you go out. "
Yin Haoze walked out completely clean, with water stains on his body that radiated heat.
Lin Anxin quickly turned away.
Yin Haoze looked at her. He couldn't tell whether it was the heat of the hot spring that was still there or the original heat in his eyes: "If you go, I won't stop you. No matter when you come back, I will wait for you."
He handed the room card to Lin Anxin, then turned back to the pool.
Lin Anxin held the room card and felt a burning sensation that she had never felt before.
She actually didn't want to meet Zhuo Xi. In fact, she was quite afraid of meeting Zhuo Xi. But when Yin Haoze said this, she couldn't help but feel a little unspeakable expectation in her heart. She didn't want to wander between the two people and actually acted.
But she has never left the two of them. Sometimes she doesn't understand herself very much, and will stand in front of a stranger herself and ask herself what she wants? When she was with Yin Haoze, she couldn't let go of Zhuo Xi's deep affection for her as always;
Later, when she got together with Zhuo Xi, she thought about spending her life with him, but their relationship was gradually erased by reality. When she was sad and disappointed, she thought of Yin Haoze's kindness to her.
Lin Anxin's indecisive and indecisive personality has affected Lin Anxin's life. She hates her personality and can't get rid of it because she is always afraid of hurting others. For example, when she decided to be a surrogate mother, she was afraid of losing her uncle. Later, she couldn't let go of Zhuo Xi because she was worried about hurting his heart.
, and later, she couldn't tell whether it was because she couldn't let go or because she was worried that the person who couldn't let go would not be able to let go.
Lin Anxin stood at the door, not going out for a long time.
Yin Haoze was half submerged in the water, but his thoughts were all on Lin Anxin. He said silently in his heart: "Don't leave!" But his face remained calm.
Finally, he heard the sound of the key card. Lin Anxin opened the door and walked out.
Yin Haoze hit the water angrily, and the water splashed wildly. He regretted it. He usually did whatever he wanted, so why did he pretend to be generous at this time? He also personally handed the room key to her hand and pushed her away.
Go to Zhuo Xi? Zhuo Xi must be stationed aside like a rogue now, just waiting for any opening.
He no longer wanted to soak in the hot springs, so he threw on a bathrobe and stood up.
Through the window, he indeed saw Zhuo Xi and Lin Anxin.
Although the room is warm and pleasant, Yin Haoze's heart is as cold as the outside.
Lin Anxin approached Zhuo Xi, and as she expected, Zhuo Xi really came.
Zhuo Xi said, "I knew you would come out." Without saying a word, he stepped forward and held Lin Anxin in his arms.
Lin Anxin broke away from him gently: "I'm sorry, Zhuo Xi, I'm not here to see you, I'm..."
What reason is she looking for?
"Haoze has a cold, I'm here to help him find some medicine..." Lin Anxin said.
Zhuo Xi's face changed and he regained his composure instantly: "There are emergency medicines in the presidential suite, and even if they are not available, just a phone call is enough. Why do you need to come out in person? An Xin, can you face your heart and stop escaping?
Really? You actually have feelings for me in your heart, right? I was wrong, please forgive me once, okay?"
He grabbed Lin Anxin's shoulders and said eagerly.
Lin Anxin pushed Zhuo Xi away silently: "To be honest, before I met you, I was also asking myself if I still had illusions about you. But after seeing you, I suddenly had no idea at all. I am now
I just think that if I am with you, those trivial suspicions that are enough to destroy the relationship between us will continue to happen, and we will cycle through getting back together and breaking up again and again. And my aunt, I am really scared. Zhuoxi,
I'm not a woman who will please the elderly. My uncle and aunt didn't like me before, and then my aunt didn't like me either..."
Zhuo Xi quickly interrupted her: "My mother has promised us to be together, really! I did something stupid that time, but you ignored the past and still took care of my mother in the hospital. She has approved you! Peace of mind.
, there are no external factors blocking us anymore."
Lin Anxin smiled bitterly: "But those external factors have become internal. Our problem is no longer between aunt and me, but between you and me. Zhuoxi, if Manli comes back, can you still be like this?"
Do you face it calmly? Do you really have no feelings for her? Or is it simply because she left and will never come back, so you still choose me? "
What Zhuo Xi was most afraid of mentioning was Qin Manli. He said with difficulty: "An Xin, the past is in the past, don't mention it anymore, okay?"
"What if...what if she is pregnant with a child like me?" Lin Anxin said suddenly.
Zhuo Xi was stunned on the spot: "What did you say?"
There was a strange, indescribable feeling in his heart. Shock, disbelief, fear, and...surprise.
"Do you know anything?" Zhuo Xi asked eagerly.
Lin Anxin understood Zhuo Xi's heart in an instant: "Look, I just assumed that you are so nervous. I have never contacted her, and I don't know how she is now or where she lives. It's just that
It's just a hypothesis. But you actually have some expectations in your heart, right? Zhuoxi, I believe that your feelings for me are true. I have known it for so many years. Even now, everything you said to me is true.
. However, your feelings for Qin Manli are also true. Feelings are not either/or. If you fall in love with this person, you must unconditionally reject the other person. If she and I stand in front of you at the same time now, you
No matter who you choose, you will feel disappointed with the other person, right?"
She smiled again: "To be honest, when I say this now, it's like looking in the mirror and seeing myself in you. I can't let go of you and Haoze. No matter who I choose, I will always feel guilty for the other person.
It's just that love is a one-way street, and you can't choose two people at the same time. Choosing a person who is worthy of your life, who is suitable for you, and loving him well is the wisest choice. You love me, and I have loved you, but we are
Together, there are too many things that don't fit together. The one that really suits you is actually her... Auntie was wrong..."
Zhuo Xi was a little frustrated. He listened to Lin Anxin's words in his heart. He also admitted that some of what she said was indeed right, but he was still unwilling to accept it: "So, he is the one who suits you? Isn't it because you said these things to me?
A high-sounding reason for wanting to be with him?"
Lin Anxin said: "Forget it. Zhuo Xi, you have wasted so many years of youth for me, I am very grateful to you..."
Zhuo Xi smiled bitterly: "I have spent so many years of youth in exchange for a word of thanks from you..."
Lin Anxin lowered his head: "I'm sorry."
"I don't want to hear this, An Xin, I just want to ask you, when you were with me, did you really want to spend your life with me, without caring about others at the same time? You didn't feel lost for others, you just wanted to be with me.
?”
Lin Anxin nodded: "Yes, I have thought about being with you forever."
Zhuo Xi's heart was as sharp as a knife. Those years when they could truly have each other finally ceased to exist and were completely gone.
"An Xin... you must be happy..." Zhuo Xi endured the sadness in his chest and said word by word.
I don’t know when it started to snow in the beautiful Yurong Villa.
This time, Zhuo Xi didn't bother anymore. He turned around and left lonely. In fact, from the very beginning when he knew they were coming here, he understood that he was a redundant person and this place never belonged to him. It was just that he had some obsessions in his heart.
It seems more difficult to stick to a habit than to give up a relationship.
But today, he knew that he had to give up some habits.
With heavy snow falling, Lin Anxin stood at the door of No. A888 of the presidential suite, looking at Zhuo Xi who was drifting away, looking at his staggering and lonely back, about youth, about first love, so those beautiful years came up one after another, thinking
Scenes of fleeting nothingness seem to have come before, but in the end they cannot last forever.
"You too, you must be happy..." She whispered, but unfortunately, he couldn't hear her.