Lin Anxin has not come to work at Yin's for three days because Zhuo Xi contacted Yin Haoze last time, and Yin Haoze was angry and did not contact Lin Anxin again.
The Human Resources Department asked several times whether Lin Anxin should be fired for absenteeism, but Yin Haoze didn't give any instructions. Because Lin Anxin was specially recruited by Yin Haoze at the beginning, and he didn't dare to follow the procedures, so he just kept going.
Early that morning, Yin Haoze put aside all official duties and went to his usual bar to drink alone.
Today is Ruoxuan's birthday.
Yin Haoze remembered that the only time he celebrated Ruoxuan's birthday was when he was in college. At that time, Xu Ou secretly told him about Ruoxuan's birthday, and he was so happy that he spent several days planning and preparing.
He took Ruoxuan to the beach and released his hand covering her eyes. More than a dozen cruise ships were lined up on the sea, setting off fireworks together. He and Ruoxuan stood on the huge hot air balloon, overlooking the most gorgeous scenery at night.
Ruoxuan was so happy that she shed tears. On the hot air balloon, they hugged each other and made a promise to be together for the rest of their lives.
"Ruoxuan, should I let her go?" Yin Haoze drank another glass of strong wine and muttered to himself.
On this special day, besides Ruoxuan, there was only one person in his mind.
I remember what Ruoxuan said before: Even if there are countless reasons in this world for us to separate, there is only one reason, and I will always be with you. That reason is: I love you.
Now, Lin Anxin loves Zhuo Xi in her heart, and she doesn't need to rely on the job she gave her. It seems that she should let go for various reasons. However, because of one reason, he can't do it.
He likes her and Lin Anxin.
Xu Ou opened the door and saw Yin Haoze drinking alone at the bar.
"You are indeed here..." Xu Ou sat next to him, "Aze, go back and stop drinking."
Every time on Ruoxuan's birthday or memorial day, Yin Haoze always likes to close herself up and leave Ruoxuan alone. She has become accustomed to going to the places where Yin Haoze often goes to find him on these two days every year. Because she is free, she is aware of his loneliness.
Yin Haoze did not respond to her, but asked the waiter to pour Xu Ou a glass of wine.
"Here, have a drink."
"Aze, after this drink, can we go back? I have recently taken a fancy to the work of a wedding dress designer. I also talked to her two days ago and said that we would discuss the details in the next two days..." Xu
Ou tried to divert Yin Haoze's attention so that he would no longer indulge in his feelings.
Yin Haoze waved his hand vigorously: "Wedding dress, whose wedding dress is it, who is getting married? She doesn't want to marry me at all..."
Xu Ou's heart twitched. She was afraid that Yin Haoze would say something that frightened her, so she quickly said: "Okay, okay, let's not talk about the wedding dress now. Aze, you really should stop drinking."
Yin Haoze didn't listen to her, and his emotions could no longer be controlled. He looked at Xu Ou in front of him in confusion. Among the overlapping shadows, Ruoxuan's shadow appeared, Lin Anxin's shadow appeared, and then Lin Anxin's shadow appeared.
Xu Ou's shadow.
He couldn't tell who was who, and suddenly he hugged Xu Ou tightly in his arms.
"I'm sorry... I didn't mean to make you angry. In fact, I want to talk to you nicely like him every time. But I don't know why, I just open my mouth like that. I'm sorry..."
Xu Ou was very moved, patted Yin Haoze on the back and said: "It doesn't matter, Aze, I know you have me in your heart. If you can't forget Ruoxuan, I won't force you to forget, as long as you still have me in your eyes, that's enough
."
"How could I not be without you? I like you. I have liked you inexplicably since the first time I saw you. At first, I thought it was because you and Ruoxuan had something in common. I tried hard to find those similarities.
, so that I could convince myself that I was just looking for Ruoxuan's shadow. But later I realized that you are you, and Ruoxuan is Ruoxuan. I never thought that besides Ruoxuan, I could fall in love with another woman..."
Yin Haoze hugged Xu Ou tighter.
Xu Ou felt that he could hardly breathe. Even the waiter couldn't look past him. He quietly came over and said, "Miss, we have a hotel upstairs. Do you want me to book a room for you?"
Xu Ou glared at him: "No need, we want to go home. He is my husband."
"Oh. I'm sorry." The waiter said apologetically, and then muttered to himself incomprehensibly, "I've never seen a couple go to a bar and get drunk."
Yin Haoze's drunkenness became even stronger, pressing on Xu Ou's shoulders like a huge mountain.
Xu Ou supported him with difficulty: "Aze, let's talk about it when we go home. You will get hurt if you drink like this."
"Injury? What injury can be worse than the injury in my heart? You are going to marry him. Lin Anxin, am I that bad? In what way am I inferior to Zhuo Xi? You only have eyes for him, you see everything
Don’t you see how good I am to you?” Yin Haoze said painfully.
Xu Ou's full of affection suddenly fell to the bottom. She silently let go of Yin Haoze's hand and looked at him in shock. She was angry and sad.
She wanted to step forward and slap him awake, asking him how he could do this to her. She repeatedly regarded herself as an ostrich, burying herself in the sand, trying to ignore the drama of flirting with women, but he repeatedly challenged his limits.
.
"Look clearly, I am Xu Ou, and I am your fiancée!" Xu Ou lost her composure. In front of Yin Haoze, who was drunk and also lost her temper, she could no longer bear it and stood in the noisy bar.
Crying like a shrew in front of the stunned waiter.
Xu Ou cried stupidly, letting the people around her keep looking at her.
It took her a long time to realize that she was in a bar. Fortunately, everyone in the bar was in a variety of ways, and everyone was used to it. After a while, she saw that there was nothing more exciting, so no one paid attention to it anymore.
The waiter couldn't help but look at Xu Ou, a beautiful woman with a beautiful face, so he cautiously came over and said, "Miss, do you need my help?"
Xu Ou was tired of crying and saw that Yin Haoze was drunk and unconscious, lying there and falling asleep. He simply didn't leave and raised his hand: "No, bring me a bottle of wine."
"good."
Xu Ou drank one cup after another, and the strong foreign wine burned from the mouth to the stomach and made her feel happy. Only at this time could she anesthetize herself and forget the harm Yin Haoze had done to her.
Gradually, she became drunk and chatted with the waiter in a daze.
She pointed at Yin Haoze and said: "This man is my fiancé. I have loved him for eleven years. Eleven years, do you think I am stupid? I know clearly that he has another woman in his heart, but I still love him without hesitation."
Love him."
The waiter was also relatively free this time. When he saw a beauty talking to him, he naturally did not refuse.
He had seen many stories of prostitutes and their respective breakups at dawn. He was quite puzzled by such an infatuated woman as Xu Ou, but he also found it very rare.
"Miss, given your conditions, it shouldn't be difficult to find a decent man. If he doesn't like you, why would he hang himself from a tree?"
Xu Ou shook his head: "What do you know? I have been waiting for him for eleven years, and I have given him the best years. Now, I am thirty years old. It is so easy to wait for him to tell me personally that he wants me to marry him."
Give it to him. Do you think I would give up so easily?"
"So, he has fallen in love with you now? Then you can count on seeing the moonlight when the clouds clear."
Xu Ou cried again when he heard this: "It would be great if he fell in love with me. He loved my best sister before, and they loved each other. I didn't care, I felt that there was no chance. But then my sister died.
He has been dead for eleven years. No matter how sad or sad he is, he should forget it after so long, right? I will wait and wait, wait until he forgets the pain, wait until he finds out that I have been standing there without any regrets.
When he's around, he'll fall in love with me."
"Oh, there are not many girls like you nowadays. However, there are also not many men like him. He has been dead for eleven years and he still misses her. Even the gods have forgotten." The waiter laughed.
"Yes, we are all fools, that's why we keep waiting like this. Do you know? Today is my good sister's birthday. Every year on her birthday, my fiancé would get very drunk. In the past, he always did it for my sister.
I took him home. If he had always loved a dead person, then I would forget it. Why bother with a dead person, right? I thought he would never fall in love with another woman again, but
…”
After saying this, Xu Ou cried again, and when she thought of Lin Anxin, she gritted her teeth and hated her.
"I hate it. I waited for him for so long, and he was obsessed with a woman I only knew for two months. Do you think I am stupid or he is stupid? The key is that the woman doesn't like him at all?"
It was rare for Xu Ou to say so many words, and every word was heartbreaking.
After drinking one glass after another, Xu Ou's consciousness became even more blurred, and the strong alcohol turned into tears and she shed desperately. In front of others, she always maintained a generous and dignified air. Only at this time did she reveal her little woman's nature.
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People say that no matter how strong a woman is, there is a shadow of a little woman inside her. This is absolutely true, such as Xu Ou.
It's a pity that all this fragility, soft-heartedness, and sadness. The person she wanted to see the most did not see her, but slept drunkenly in front of her, shouting "Lin Anxin" in her mouth.
Xu Ou was completely disappointed. Even if he was awake, even if he saw his frustration, he wouldn't care.
The waiter opened another bottle of wine for her. She came here just to get drunk. If she didn't sell wine, what would she sell?
"Miss, it seems to me that you are actually unwilling to give in. Because you have sacrificed a lot, you are not willing to accept such a reward. Although I am a few years younger than you, I have been in this industry for a long time, and I have seen some things clearly.
. People live their lives for themselves. Because of today's unwillingness, you force yourself to marry someone who doesn't love you. Then you spend your whole life proving that your decision is wrong. Why bother? Not all men can do it.
Wait until he changes his mind. In this world, there are a lot of things that are just for fun. If you want to be successful in life, you must have all the fun, so why should you fall in love with a flower unrequitedly, don’t you think?"
Xu Ou felt dizzy, and the waiter's words hit her mind like a dream.