"Let me go!" Lin Anxin shouted and finally broke away from Zhuo Xi's hand.
Her shouting attracted the side glances of several classmates passing by, and they quickly turned away, fearing that they would be recognized.
After both of them calmed down, Zhuo Xi felt that he seemed to have pushed too hard just now, so he quickly sorted out his emotions and returned to his usual gentle state.
"Sorry, An Xin, I was too anxious just now."
"It's none of your business, it's my own fault." Lin Anxin felt that after this incident, she and Zhuo Xi had gone far away. The huge stone in her heart made her breathless. Maybe, everything
Confessing everything is the best relief for him and for myself.
"What's your reason? You mean, those rumors...are all true?" Zhuo Xi asked in disbelief.
Lin Anxin shook his head: "Those are false, but there is one thing that I have never dared to tell you. I was afraid that you would look down on me, so I hid the whole thing from the first time I met you."
Zhuo Xi felt vaguely uneasy, but he still listened carefully. He wanted to see what kind of things Lin Anxin was hiding from him. He was even mentally prepared for the worst, that is, Lin Anxin might get married.
Overmarried.
"Xixi, I was not born after I was raped." Lin Anxin spoke with difficulty. Talking about that memory, her heart was extremely painful, but some things would be harmful to anyone if they were not made clear, such as
Xixi, he will always be considered to have the blood of bad people flowing through him.
Zhuo Xi's heart suddenly went cold.
Sure enough, my father's guess was correct. So, what is the reality?
Lin Anxin sat under the camphor tree, looking ahead, with the pain of memories on his face: "Six years ago, my uncle told me that he was seriously ill and that if he wanted to survive, he would need an operation fee of 500,000 yuan. But uncle
I couldn't afford half a million. When I was desperate, I saw a notice looking for a surrogate mother... So, I went voluntarily."
"Xixi, this is the child I voluntarily conceived and gave birth to!" Lin Anxin emphasized, and then smiled bitterly, "But I didn't expect that everything was a scam designed by my uncle and aunt. They were not sick at all, because uncle owed
I had a lot of gambling debts and couldn't repay them, so they teamed up to defraud me. When I found out it was too late, I was already pregnant with Xixi. Originally, I could have aborted the child at all costs, but the other party was powerful and monitored all my relatives and friends.
Friends, including Xiaoshuang, and you. If I choose to leave at that time, they will deal with you if they can't find me. Because they have already signed a contract with me and paid half a million in advance. That half a million,
All were taken away by my uncle."
At this point, Lin Anxin could hardly speak anymore: "I had no choice but to suspend my studies and hide in the villa arranged by the other party to wait for the birth. It was not until later that I found out that Xiaoshuang went for an internship, and you went to study abroad. The child
I grew up day by day in my belly. Maybe you can't understand the feelings of a mother. By that time, I really didn't have the courage to give up this child. I didn't want him to leave me as soon as he was born, without even seeing me.
I chose to run away, and crawled out in the early morning with a big belly."
"When I left, my stomach hurt because I was about to give birth. I walked to an overpass and couldn't walk anymore. I didn't have a penny on me, and I couldn't even go to the hospital. At that time, it happened
There was a big car accident. I was frightened and fainted on the spot. The hospital regarded me as an indirect victim of the car accident and sent me to deliver the baby. I gave birth to the baby in the hospital. After I was discharged, I pawned the necklace my mother gave me.
, bought a plane ticket and left here."
"What makes me happy is that no one from the other party came to see me. At first, I was scared, afraid of being recognized by them. But then there was no movement, and I gradually felt relieved. The most difficult time,
I lived on the street with my child in my arms and almost froze to death. But I didn’t dare to contact anyone. I was afraid that the other party’s people were spying on my relatives and friends, and that they would snatch my child away. Just like that, I was in another city.
It took six years, six whole years."
After saying that, Lin Anxin finally slowly turned around, looked at Zhuo Xi and said: "You understand now, no one has hurt me at all. It was me who was willing to sell myself for money. I gave birth to a man I didn't know at all.
Child! I am just such a person. In fact, my uncle and aunt's worries are very reasonable. A complicated woman like me is not qualified to be the Zhuo family's wife."
Lin Anxin stood up, not daring to look at Zhuo Xi's expression. Listening to the whole process that Lin Anxin told, Zhuo Xi was shocked and unbelievable, and then mixed with a hint of pain.
The scar was revealed again. Lin Anxin was in pain, but also relieved. She breathed a sigh of relief and said, "I said it. I finally don't have to feel guilty for deceiving you anymore. Zhuoxi, let's break up." Lin Anxin left.
When I walked, my steps were a little staggering, but I firmly did not look back.
"Peace of mind!" Zhuo Xi called her from behind.
Lin An paused for a moment, and finally moved forward resolutely.
She didn't dare to look back because she didn't want him to see the tears flowing freely.
She didn't dare to look back because she didn't dare to look directly into his disappointed eyes.
Zhuo Xi, when we missed each other due to a misunderstanding, there is really no room to look back.
Lin Anxin walked quickly, walking on this campus that had given her countless beautiful memories. Later, she walked faster and faster, gradually turning into a trot and then a gallop.
The few classmates passing by saw a woman in a beige skirt running down the tree-lined path with tears in her eyes. They didn't know what her story was like, and they were still whispering whether a teacher had a fight with her boyfriend.
Zhuo Xi sat under the camphor tree alone for a long, long time.
His heart was empty.
He hasn't thought about Lin Anxin's words yet. He feels uncomfortable, but he can't help but hate her. She is also a victim, isn't she? The only thing he did wrong was that he hid everything from himself and would rather bear it alone. If
At the beginning, she was willing to confess everything to herself honestly, but maybe today's outcome would not be like this.
But he didn't catch up. Lin Anxin had just told her secret, and she definitely couldn't face Zhuo Xi. Moreover, Zhuo Xi hugged her at this time, wouldn't let her go, and said he would forgive her for everything.
Do you want to be with her as you wish?
Zhuo Xi is not without taboos in his heart. If the man Lin Anxin is talking about is not a criminal, but a person with money and power who spends a high price to find someone to be a surrogate mother, this person is most likely Yin Haoze. Because, Xixi's picture
The face says it all.
The real reason why Zhuo Xi didn't catch up was because of his worries. He could forgive Lin Anxin for everything, but he couldn't let go of one problem, that is, Xixi might be Yin Haoze's child! But there was one thing he didn't understand.
If Yin Haoze was really the man who originally traded with Lin Anxin, he would understand if he tried to get close to Lin Anxin and pursued her at all costs. But why didn't he just want Xixi back?
There were countless questions in his mind, and Zhuo Xi felt that there were many things that he wanted to understand, but they became even more blurry.
Yin Haoze received a call from home saying that Lin Anxin was missing. He was so frightened that he rushed back from the company without saying anything.
Angry, he couldn't help but slap the bodyguard twice: "You guys can't even look down on a woman! What did I hire you for? If anything happens to An Xin, I want you to be buried with him! Why don't you go and find her!"
"
The bodyguard lowered his head and never dared to argue.
Xixi shamelessly followed Yin Haoze and took the initiative to explain: "I don't blame the uncles. It was my mother who said she had to go out for something, so she asked me to distract my uncles."
Yin Haoze was speechless for a moment. He had experienced Xixi's quirks. If he really wanted to distract the bodyguards, he would most likely succeed.
But now that Lin Anxin leaves home, she may be in danger.
What on earth was she going to do and choose to leave home rashly at this time? Yin Haoze was angry and confused, so he had to angrily ask his men to find her.
Just when the Yin family was in a mess, Lin Anxin came back safely.
"Mom!" Xixi had sharp eyes and was the first to see it, so she rushed over. He was still regretting that he had helped Lin Anxin so quickly. If something happened to Lin Anxin, he would definitely be the first to feel sad.
It was him. Now that he saw Lin Anxin back safely, he felt relieved.
Yin Haoze relaxed for a while, then couldn't help but turn cold, grabbed Lin Anxin's hand and walked into the house.
"What are you doing! Let me go!" Lin Anxin tried her best to break free, but Yin Haoze's strength was so strong that she could not free herself. Seeing that her efforts were in vain, she hurriedly turned around and called Xixi for help.
Xixi held her hands and shook her head: "Mom, if you don't obey, you will have to be punished. I can't help you."
"Turn your elbows outward!" Lin Anxin said angrily.
Yin Haoze turned around and said coolly: "Am I an outsider?"
Lin Anxin knew that Yin Haoze was willing to take the easy way rather than the hard way, so he had to lower his head and admit his mistake: "Okay, I won't dare to do it next time."
"It's too late..." Yin Haoze threw Lin Anxin into the room and quickly closed the door. Before Lin Anxin could react, he pushed her against the door and suddenly kissed her heavily.
The passionate kiss that was almost predatory left Lin Anxin with no room for resistance, and she even stopped breathing.
Lin Anxin didn't know where to place her hands. Yin Haoze felt that she was at a loss, and thoughtfully put her hands around his neck. The delicate kiss gradually slowed down, and the rhythm also slowed down, just like what he had just experienced
After the violent storm, it now turned into a drizzle, wet and gentle, falling on Lin Anxin's heart.
Lin Anxin suddenly cried.
Just now, she lost Zhuo Xi forever, and in the blink of an eye, she was now feeling his intimacy in the arms of another man.
Are they destined to miss each other from the beginning?