Xu Ou drank sadly. She couldn't remember how many times she had drank alone like this.
Ever since she was estranged from Yin Haoze, she didn't dare to be alone, and her bones would hurt when she was quiet. And every time, when she was alone and drunk, the person who stayed with her was not Yin Haoze, but Shao Tianze.
"What a coincidence, I met you again." Shao Tianze sat beside her calmly.
"Is it a coincidence or intentional?" Xu Ou ignored him and took a sip. Because he drank so quickly, he choked a little.
Shao Tianze reached out and patted her on the back: "I know you feel uncomfortable. When you and him got the news of getting married before, you never saw him putting on such a big show. It's fine now. It's widely known.
The whole world knows that Yin Haoze is proposing to Lin Anxin."
"Don't tell me, you know better than me who he was targeting with that warning." Xu Ou sneered, not understanding him at all.
"I know, he came for me. Yes, I wanted to teach her a lesson at first, but then she didn't dare to go out and hid in Yin Haoze's house like a canary all day long. I just gave it up. Now
She actually has the guts to run away from home, do you think this is a great opportunity falling from the sky?"
Xu Ou was shocked when he heard this: "What exactly do you want?"
"I'm surprised. You should be very happy when I deal with her. Why do you come to disturb me every time? Yin Haoze doesn't know that you are helping that woman time and time again. Instead, he thinks that you and I are in the same group.
, Who are you doing this to show?" Shao Tianze asked puzzledly.
Xu Ou showed a bit of pain on his face: "I admit that I hate her, but you have to have a conscience. The one thing I have more than you is conscience. People who get it through their own conspiracy will not win their heart after all. Forget it.
, you don’t need to bother anymore, I have already figured it out, Haoze and I have no fate."
The corners of Shao Tianze's lips curved with a trace of satisfaction: "You can think of the best. Congratulations, you finally gave up on the crooked-neck tree and are ready to enter the big forest. Have you considered my new tree?"
Xu Ou rolled his eyes at him: "You should give up, I will not come out of the tiger's mouth and into the wolf's den. Since I can't find someone I like, I must find someone who likes me very, very much and treats me well. Absolutely
You won't let me down. You...are not like that."
Shao Tianze was dissatisfied: "Look, I have even done illegal things for you. What you said hurts my heart so much."
"Because of this, I dare not provoke you. You are too dangerous. No matter whether I don't want to admit it or I want to admit it, I am already thirty years old. A thirty-year-old woman cannot bear too much passion.
What I want is stability. You can’t give me that.” Xu Ou picked up the wine glass and said, “But you are a good friend, come and drink to our friendship.”
Shao Tianze forced a smile and also picked up the wine glass.
The way home was long. Xu Ou didn't drive because she was drunk, and the bar was not far from her home, so she walked all the way. Shao Tianze offered to see her off, but she refused.
Along the way, the roadside billboards and large videos were still scrolling with Yin Haoze's affectionate confession to Lin Anxin. Their happiness was like a knife, piercing Xu Ou's heart. It turns out that Yin Haoze also knows how to show off his happiness.
She always thought that he was deep, reserved, and low-key about emotional matters, so she always catered to him. If she had created a bigger public opinion, would the outcome today be different?
Xu Ou suddenly cried while squatting on the roadside. She said very frankly in front of Shao Tianze that letting go was just an easy thing. But she knew in her heart that if letting go of a relationship was so easy, she would not be let go by this.
This relationship lasted for more than ten years. For more than ten years, her best youth was devoted to this relationship.
"Yin Haoze, I will be happier than you, much happier than you..." Xu Ou said to the night sky. In fact, he was talking to himself.
Under the shade of a tree in the distance, Shao Tianze looked at Xu Ou silently, his distressed expression looming in the flickering fireworks.
Xu Ou started going on a blind date. She had so many connections. As long as she expressed her desire to make friends, it was not difficult to meet a successful man.
Several of her playmates had been afraid to talk to her about relationships because of Yin Haoze's incident. This time she took the initiative to go on a blind date. Everyone breathed a sigh of relief and was pleased that she could get out of that relationship so quickly, so
They introduced her to boyfriends one after another.
For a time, Xu Ou was busy with various banquets, including the vice president of a bank, a professor from a certain university, a business tycoon, an artist, etc. Xu Ou gradually became confused during the casual blind date. Most of them
Under the circumstances, the other party was still very satisfied with Xu Ou and actively asked her for her phone number. However, she was unable to date almost every person with good conditions for more than two times.
The last one is an engineer, well-known in the industry, and several famous buildings were built by him.
His name is Zhan Qin, and he showed obvious affection for Xu Ou when he met her. However, he is a sensitive person, and he can see the loneliness in Xu Ou's eyes that she cannot hide.
At the end of that date, he reached out and shook Xu Ou's hand and said, "Xu Ou, I like you very much, but I know you are not ready now."
Xu Ou was a little surprised.
"The eyes are the worst deceiver. I know you had some rumors before, but you haven't forgotten him yet, right?" Zhan Qin just smiled, without any expression of ridicule or anger.
Xu Ou felt a little guilty. Even if he was acting for a while, he still had to continue acting with others. Was he really so bad at hiding himself? Was he seen through so easily?
"sorry……"
Xu Ou's apology made Zhan Qin feel a little sad. He knew that Xu Ou could not forget Yin Haoze, but when Xu Ou said that he was sorry, he was still a little disappointed. This meant that Xu Ou admitted that he actually still loved Yin Haoze.
Yin Haoze, if Xu Ou said no, he would fall in love with her at all costs and use his time and love to make her forget that person completely.
Zhan Qin smiled gracefully: "It doesn't matter. Maybe these words are not appropriate for me to say, but I sincerely hope you can be happy. If you still love him, just try again bravely. If you really let go
Yes, you can contact me. I am not a saint, and I will not wait for you forever, but I will definitely wait for you for three years, okay?"
Xu Ou didn't expect that Zhan Qin would make such a promise to her. To be fair, he was indeed a good man, and all the conditions met the standards of a diamond king. The only thing missing was that feeling.
"Thank you, but really... you don't need to wait for me. I have loved that person for many, many years, and it has been too hard. Now I don't have the ability to love someone again. So... don't waste your time on me,
I'm really sorry..." Xu Ou said sincerely. It was also the first time that she told her true feelings to a blind date.
She really couldn't fall in love with someone again, at least not now.
Even if we break up peacefully, no one owes anyone anything. Walking on a busy crossroads, we part ways.
But Zhan Qin's words remained in Xu Ou's heart.
If you still love him, be brave and give him a try.
Do you really want to try again? Xu Ou is a little scared. She has tried too many times and failed too many times. She no longer has the courage to try again.
On the big screen in the square, Xixi's call to Lin Anxin was playing: "Mom, dad and I, together with you, will be a complete family."
Xixi is so smart, and there is Guoguo who comes to join in the fun. Guoguo, that is the child she once used to win Yin Haoze's heart, but now he has become a part of their family. But she has no memories left.
.
Xu Ou looked at the big screen blankly, and someone next to him said: "I didn't expect that Lin Anxin took the initiative and gave birth to a son for Yin Haoze. Now her position is secure."
Another person said: "Yes, this kind of wealthy marriage will be stronger if you have children. Sometimes you may not be able to marry into a wealthy family even if you have children, such as Liang Luoshi. Of course, she is an exception, most of them can get through
A child always has a greater chance. Otherwise, even if there is much use in being affectionate around him, he will still be kicked unceremoniously when it is time to kick him."
Their words deeply stimulated Xu Ou, as if they were clearly talking about himself. Yes, Lin Anxin's most stable and biggest bargaining chip is Lin Xi. Without him, even if they are in love, there is not much chance of winning. She is the only one who is better than herself.
The place is to have a child created together with Yin Haoze.
Thinking of this, Xu Ou subconsciously touched his belly.
If...if I could have a Yin Haoze child.
Thinking of this, she suddenly became excited. It was something she had dreamed of. In the past, she was afraid that having a child would make her look out of shape and delay her career. But now, she has never had the desire to have a child, a child that belongs to Yin Haoze and
Her biological child.
"Haoze, I don't want your marriage, can you give me a child?" Xu Ou murmured.
Her dark world suddenly became bright, like a lonely and directionless person who had found the goal of life again. Xu Ou was a little excited, and his mind was filled with one thought: I want a child, I want a child that belongs to me and Hao
Ze's biological child.
This idea quickly flooded her mind like a wild weed. She excitedly wanted to tell everyone, and subconsciously grabbed a child next to her and smiled motherly at him: "How about aunt giving birth to a little brother?
How about being as cute as you?"
The child was so frightened that the child's mother hurried over and took the child into her arms. She looked at Xu Ou in horror and left in a hurry, muttering: "Crazy!"
Xu Ou suddenly woke up.
What are you doing? A child is not something you can have just by wishful thinking. Her current gaffe will only make Yin Haoze farther and farther away from her. Only by calming down and thinking carefully about what to do can she achieve her wish.
Years of crisis literacy allowed Xu Ou to quickly calm down, and gradually, a smile appeared in his heart.