In a blink of an eye, the day of Ruoxuan's memorial day came. Yin Haoze refused to work as usual and got up early in the morning. Today he decided to take Lin Anxin to the old locust tree where he used to go. He wanted to tell Ruoxuan that he
He has found someone who can replace Ruoxuan and accompany him throughout his life. He hopes that Ruoxuan can bless them in heaven.
Although Lin Anxin felt a little strange, she still agreed. Ruoxuan was what Yin Haoze was thinking about, and she couldn't argue with a dead person, let alone what happened before her.
Just as she was getting ready to go out, Lin Anxin was watching the morning news as usual. Suddenly, a piece of news suddenly made her mood fall to the bottom.
"Zhuoxi forgot his old love and made a new love, and the new love is the new intellectual host of the TV station." The news host was reporting in standard Mandarin with gusto, the new love. Zhuo Xi made a new love so quickly? Lin Anxin felt as uncomfortable as a cat scratching her.
The following reports made Lin Anxin even more uncomfortable. There were photos of Zhuo Xi and Qin Manli dancing together. Although the light was dim and the photos were a bit blurry, Lin Anxin could still identify the person at a glance as Zhuo Xi. He and Qin Manli exchanged affectionate eyes.
So tacitly integrated.
Someone dug up the past of Qin Manli and Zhuo Xi, pointing out that they once studied in the same university and dated. They also pointed out that Qin Manli has a good family background, a high degree of education, and was well-known in the United States. In a word, everything about them is very good.
Check in.
Yin Haoze was ready to ask Lin Anxin to go with him. He looked up and saw Lin Anxin looking abnormal and glanced at the TV in confusion.
It didn't matter. He saw that Zhuo Xi had a new girlfriend so soon. He was really happy and angry. He was happy because Zhuo Xi had a new girlfriend, so he wouldn't bother Lin Anxin. He was angry because Lin Anxin saw the news.
The sad look at the end made him very uncomfortable.
With a "pop" sound, Yin Haoze turned off the power directly: "Anxin, it's getting late, let's go."
Lin Anxin was not in the mood at all. They were all about new and old loves. Zhuo Xi and herself, Zhuo Xi and Qin Manli, Yin Haoze and Ruoxuan. Lin Anxin even thought, if Ruoxuan came back from the dead, would Yin Haoze also abandon herself and return to the world?
into Ruoxuan's arms? Yin Haoze told himself bit by bit about the good times he had with Ruoxuan. Did Zhuo Xi also tell Qin Manli bit by bit about the good things he had with him? So now, will he?
Will he talk about his bad feelings in front of her again? How he deceived his feelings and how he hurt his heart.
The more Lin Anxin thought about it, the more uncomfortable she became. She tried to convince herself that she actually no longer had the right to interfere with Zhuo Xi's affairs. She wanted to marry Yin Haoze and already lived together, so she should not interfere with other people's affairs. But reason could not convince her.
Emotionally, Lin Anxin still felt very uncomfortable.
"I'm sorry, I'm very tired and don't want to go..." Lin Anxin whispered.
Yin Haoze knew why she felt very uncomfortable: "An Xin, is it because of Zhuo Xi?"
Lin Anxin did not shake his head or nod.
"I don't care what happened to you in the past, you and him are already in the past tense. Now that you are with me, can you stop meddling in his affairs?" Yin Haoze said very unhappy.
Lin Anxin slowly raised her head: "I also tried hard, but I couldn't do it all of a sudden. Ruoxuan has been gone for so many years, don't you still remember her memorial day?"
Yin Haoze was blocked by Lin Anxin and was speechless.
After a long time, Yin Haoze said: "Are you women like this? You have clearly broken up with someone, and you are angry with them, but you want others to wait for you where you are for the rest of your life? No one will wait for someone where you are for the rest of your life! You have to think clearly.
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"I know, I understand everything, can't I just feel a little uncomfortable in my heart? Even if my relationship with Zhuo Xi is dead, don't I even have the right to remember you? Your Ruoxuan has been dead for so many years, but she is still with you
She still occupies an important place in her heart. On every special day that belongs to her, you can pay homage in a grand manner, why can't you give me some space!" Lin Anxin said, running upstairs with tears in her eyes, and shut herself in the room.
Yin Haoze was so angry that he punched the wall.
Okay, you want space, I will give you space!
Yin Haoze went to the old locust tree alone and poured Ruoxuan two cups of her favorite chrysanthemum tea as usual. He opened a bottle of wine and drank it slowly.
"Ruoxuan, I originally wanted to bring someone to see you today. But she didn't want to come, so I had to come alone." Yin Haoze said.
The old locust tree only responded to him with a rustling sound, as if Ruoxuan was talking softly to him.
"Ruoxuan, I want to get married. There is one thing I didn't tell you because I was afraid you would be angry. Six years ago, my father was seriously ill and wanted to see me get married and have children, so I found a woman to help me give birth to a child. But
Unexpectedly, she is peaceful. I like her very much, I really like her." Yin Haoze said and took another sip of wine.
"Eleven years, you have been away from me for so long. I wonder if you are doing well there and have you ever met a man like me again? Ruoxuan, originally I wanted to bring An Xin to visit today, but she
I don’t want to. Although I’m very sad, what she said makes sense. We all need to give each other some space.”
Some leaves fell quietly. I wonder if they were Ruoxuan's sad tears.
"Ruoxuan, maybe I will see you less in the future. Because I can't always live in my memory. Even if I miss you forever, I can't force An Xin to accompany me to miss you. You and I have to start a new life.
life.”
"Can you really do it?" A woman's soft voice sounded from behind.
It's Xu Ou.
"Why are you here?" Yin Haoze said.
"Why don't I come? I come with you every year. You didn't call me this year, but I remember that Ruoxuan was my best friend. How could I not remember her memorial day?" Xu Ou said
She sat down next to him, "Haoze, are you really going to forget Ruoxuan? She will be very sad."
Yin Haoze said nothing.
"It was Lin Anxin who forced you, right? Everyone is selfish in love. No one in this world has to wait for someone all his life. It is understandable that you should choose to forget Ruoxuan, so you can come here to accompany her in the future
The only one left is me." There was a touch of sadness in Xu Ou's words.
Yin Haoze looked at Xu Ou: "You should also start your life again. We don't want to live in the memory of the past."
His words were addressed not only to Xu Ou, but also to himself.
Xu Ou smiled faintly: "People have to look forward, but some people and things are engraved in my heart and will never be forgotten. I never force myself to forget, because everyone and everything are
The wealth of life.”
Yin Haoze was already in a bad mood, and he didn't want to say more now: "I'm going to leave first. If you still want to stay for a while, just sit down by yourself."
"Haoze..." Xu Ou quickly stopped him.
Yin Haoze stopped.
"Haoze, you are so cruel. You can tell her that you want to forget her in front of Ruoxuan's most important memorial place. She will be so sad if she hears it. You once promised her that you would love her for the rest of your life, and now
How long has it been? Because the other woman doesn't like or want to, are you going to forget Ruoxuan?" Xu Ou's tone was a little serious.
Yin Haoze turned around and shouted uncomfortably: "Then what can I do! Ruoxuan is gone and has become a thing of the past. Do I have to live in her shadow forever and never be able to get out?"
As he spoke, he suddenly punched the tree, and fine blood seeped out from the scars on his hand.
He felt bitter in his heart, and he also knew that forgetting was very difficult, but when he thought about Lin Anxin, she also couldn't forget Zhuo Xi, and he became very angry. Lin Anxin's unforgettable attitude towards Zhuo Xi was like looking into a mirror.
In her own heart, Lin Anxin couldn't forget Zhuo Xi. She felt so uncomfortable. Then, she couldn't forget Ruoxuan, so she felt uncomfortable too.
They use the past that cannot be forgotten to punish the other person they love now. Some emotions cannot be controlled, and he can only choose to hide them on the surface.
Xu Ou hugged him from behind and looked at his injured hand distressedly.
"You can't forget her, right? You touch your heart and think about it, you can't forget Ruoxuan. I know why you feel uncomfortable. Lin Anxin didn't come, not because she was jealous of Ruoxuan, but because she was afraid of Ruoxuan.
It's because she was sad about Zhuo Xi. I also saw the morning news, and I can imagine how Lin Anxin would react after seeing it. Haoze, you have to think clearly, Lin Anxin can't forget Zhuo Xi, just like you
It's the same as I can't forget Ruoxuan. The difference is that Ruoxuan is dead, but Zhuoxi is not dead. As long as they still have a trace of feelings for each other, it is possible to get back together."
Every word of Xu Ou's words fell accurately into Yin Haoze's heart.
Ruoxuan is dead, so no matter how much he misses Ruoxuan, he can never stay with Ruoxuan forever.
But Zhuo Xi is still alive, and as long as they are willing to each other, it is possible to get back together.
The crux of Yin Haoze's uncomfortable mood is actually here.
Once a person is told something central, there is no room for rebuttal. Yin Haoze slumped down. He sat down painfully, looked at the dense locust trees, and said helplessly: "What do you think I should do? She reacted so strongly today, you know
At that time, how much did I want to catch that person on TV and beat him up?"
Xu Ou hugged him tenderly: "Haoze, I know you are sad. As long as you are willing, I can stay with you at any time. I don't mind sharing all the memories about Ruoxuan with you. I don't force you to
No matter what I do, as long as you treat me as your best friend like before, it will be fine."
Xu Ou shed tears as he spoke: "As long as I do this, that's enough. Do you still want to reject me?"
With that said, she picked up Yin Haoze's wine and took a few sips quickly.
When you are sad and empty, you need spiritual comfort most. Yin Haoze is grateful. At this time, only Xu Ou understands him best. He took her hand and said: "Let's go drink! You are right, even if the whole world