After saying the last words, Xueer smiled at Lu Chengqing, yes, last night, she felt a warm embrace, hugged her hard, and then gave her enough warmth, calling her again and again,
Let her not die, and let her not sleep.
She knew that in this world, no one would save her except Leng Xuan, but after Leng Xuan left, no one in this world would save her, but yesterday was a warm embrace, so she thought
She found Lu Chengqing, and her consciousness told her that that person was Lu Chengqing.
"So, you still knew it was me? I thought you would think of me as Leng Xuan?" Lu Chengqing said jokingly.
Xue'er smiled and said nothing for a while, which made the atmosphere very solemn. For a while, Lu Chengqing didn't know what to say. So the two of them stood quietly like this.
"Okay, let's not talk about this anymore. I'll be fine when I see you're okay. I can't hurt you by looking at the wind. Xue'er, I'm your big brother. I will protect you and won't let anyone hurt you.
, let’s go back.” Lu Chengqing took Xueer’s hand and walked outside.
Xueer held Lu Chengqing's hand and looked at him with a smile. Lu Chengqing was stunned and couldn't speak for a while. Xueer's smile was so beautiful, so beautiful that he couldn't move for a while. That's it.
Looking at Xueer blankly.
"In this world, no one will save me except Leng Xuan. I thought I would definitely die yesterday, but you appeared. Just like Leng Xuan, you would not let me die. I called Leng Xuan again and again yesterday.
Xuan, but he didn't show up. He once told me that as long as I call him, as long as I need him, he will appear in front of me. But yesterday, he lied to me, and you showed up. Thank you yesterday
Save my life, but I know you won't protect me. In this world, no one can protect me except myself. Thank you, brother." Xueer said with a smile, but her tone was full of desolation and helplessness.
Helped to the extreme.
Lu Chengqing gently touched Xue'er's brow, smoothed it slowly, and said with a smile: "Xue'er, I hope you will always smile. I can't protect you forever, but if you need it, I will really appear in your presence.
before."
Xue'er looked at Lu Chengqing and remembered Leng Xuan's words, tears flowed out unconsciously. As if seeing Leng Xuan, Xue'er sniffed and then said: "Let's go, I want to go back."
After saying that, he pretended to leave. He accidentally missed the steps and fell firmly to the ground, twisting his foot.
"Xue'er, are you okay? I was scared to death. Come on, I'll take you to the doctor." Lu Chengqing walked to Xue'er and wanted to pick up Xue'er and go to the doctor, but Xue'er stopped her.
"No, no need. I'm fine. I just sprained my ankle. If you don't mind, can you carry me back?" Xueer raised her head and looked at Lu Chengqing and said.
Lu Chengqing looked at Xue'er with a smile, then squatted in front of Xue'er and carried Xue'er on his back.
Xueer pressed Lu Chengqing's back, feeling that his back was so warm and comfortable. She suddenly remembered that Lu Chengfeng also used such a warm back to give her warmth when she was a child. It was because of those memories that she felt
It hurts so much that I don’t want to live.
"Don't take the car, okay? Can you carry me back and walk back? I want you to carry me on your back and feel like I was when I was a child, just this once." Xueer begged.
Her world has changed a lot since she grew up. After meeting Lu Chengfeng, earth-shaking changes have taken place. She has never experienced many things and roads. This is a rare opportunity, so she asked like this
Yes, and she knew very well that the distance between her home and the hospital was not very far, it only took 15 minutes to walk, so she continued to beg.
"Okay, I'll carry you." Lu Chengqing said with a smile, and carried Xue'er all the way back.
"Actually, Leng Xuan also turned his back on me like this. I don't know if he remembers the agreement between us, but I will remember it for the rest of my life. His sudden departure and marriage has become a pain that I can never forget in my heart.
It's so uncomfortable. The one I love most is Lu Chengfeng, and the one who hurts me the most is Lu Chengfeng. I couldn't live anymore. I was tortured by Lu Chengfeng. I thought I would die, but Leng Xuan appeared, that
At that time, I thought he was an angel, the angel who took me out of hell. However, he took me out of hell. I thought he would always be by my side to protect me, but I was wrong. After he took me away,
He left. He still threw me to Lu Chengfeng, or sent me to hell. How could I not hate him? How could I not blame him? But I can't blame him, he is not mine.
There is no need for anyone to do such a thing for me, but if possible, I really want to ask him why he did this to me? I have really been hurt over and over again." Xueer didn't want to say much else.
But what she wanted to know most was why Leng Xuan wanted to get married? Why didn't he keep his original promise? Why was she left to suffer here alone? She wanted to know very much, very much.
Lu Chengqing listened quietly without saying anything. He just waited for Xue'er to finish speaking. He sighed and kept quiet.
Finally, he said softly: "Men and women are different. Women will speak out when they encounter things, but men have too much baggage and too much helplessness. Many times, they cannot speak out. I think Leng Xuan also has his own reasons."
"Don't take it too seriously. It's better not to have an explanation for some things. After all, it's better not to know some things."
The difference between men and women is really big. Women will speak out some things without reservation, but men are always silent.
Xue'er smiled and shook her head and said nothing. In fact, no matter what the reason was, as long as Leng Xuan said it, she would not care so much. If she didn't say it, there was a knot in her heart, so she kept thinking about it and couldn't let it go.
"When I was a child, I met Lu Chengfeng when I was very young. At that time, I was very scared and nervous. It was the first time I was so scared. My father and mother were not by my side. It was Lu Chengfeng who gave me strength.
Give me warmth. At that time, he carried me like this. I will never forget it in my life. It is such an embrace that makes me never forget people. It makes me hurt and tortured by him again and again.
, I always say that it was others who hurt me, but in fact it was myself who hurt me. I couldn’t let go of Lu Chengfeng’s warmth. I couldn’t let go of the agreement that once belonged to us, so I was hurt.
I'm so tired, so tired. I've been really hurt by me in my life." After saying that, Xueer closed her eyes, stopped thinking about anything, and just fell asleep quietly.
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