"Why is it impossible between us? I have your baby, I have your child, can't we do this? Lu Chengfeng, how long are you going to make trouble? Is Xue'er the person you like?
Can you like her? When you said you loved her, I thought it was ridiculous. You can never be together in this life. Why don't you give up on this idea early? You said that I am willing to get married. Let me tell you, I have been
Waiting for you to say no, waiting for you to object, but you don’t feel useless at all, how can you do it? I am your woman, but you ask me to marry your brother, I can’t do it. If it weren’t for this baby, maybe
I don't have that much courage, but with this baby, I must fight for everything he has, which is you, my daddy, Lu Chengfeng. I will not back down anymore, I want to be with you." Xue Ru.
He took Lu Chengfeng's hand and spoke word by word. Xue Ru no longer looked like she used to, and she was just like a domineering shrew.
Lu Chengfeng threw away Xue Ru's hand in displeasure and walked outside. However, when he reached the door, a cold voice sounded: "It is impossible for me to want this child."
Xue Ru clenched her fists, looked at Lu Chengfeng's back, and said with a sneer: "You don't want your child. Some people do. As long as my aunt agrees, will you not want it? Huh, if you want to get rid of me, that's
Impossible."
Xue Ru brewed her emotions for a while, then slowly asked Qianfeng to go to her room, "Lu Chengfeng, if you don't want me, of course someone will want me. I won't let you abandon me. In this world, no one can
Leave me, no one can leave me anymore.
"Brother, don't be like this. I'm sorry. I, I'm sorry, I concealed these things, but we concealed it for your own good? I don't know what your reaction will be after you know about this matter? But I really
I was very scared, so I kept hiding it, brother, can you stop and listen to me say a few words?" Xueer followed Lu Chengqing all the way.
He walked so fast that Xueer couldn't follow him at all. He was running and talking all the way. He was really tired and exhausted.
Lu Chengqing suddenly stopped, and Xueer accidentally bumped into her. Lu Chengqing's voice came: "Xueer, you really disappoint me? You really disappoint me."
Lu Chengqing really felt like a fool who was deceived by everyone. In this abnormal love, four people and three parties knew about it, but he was stupid and didn't know at all. He thought that everyone
People loved him, and he thought that all feelings and all things were happy, but only then did he realize that everything was a lie to him.
He didn't know what hatred meant. But he knew what discomfort meant. He also knew what betrayal meant. His heart was filled with fire, and he was so angry that he really wanted to kill someone.
Xueer looked at Lu Chengqing and saw his excited look. After calming down for a while, she asked: "Disappointed? Are you disappointed in me? What about me? You say I am useless, you say I can't control my husband? You
Come and tell me, how can I take care of my husband? How can I be useful? Tell me, what can I do? So that my husband will not have an affair with your woman. If I have a way, I won’t do it today.
Will I stand here and tell you this?"
Xueer is also very helpless and innocent. Her hatred and discomfort are nothing to do with Lu Chengqing. She is useless. She is useless in the first place. Sometimes she doesn’t understand why she, who is so useless, can live.
In this world, sometimes I feel like I might as well just die.
Lu Chengqing didn't speak, he just looked at Xue'er quietly. The atmosphere changed for a moment. It was so quiet that the only sound of the two people's breathing could be heard.
"I love Lu Chengfeng, to my bones, to my blood, to the point where I have no self-esteem, no relatives, and no everything. All I have is blind love for him. I love him so much that it breaks my heart.
My life is gone. How could I be willing to have a man I love like this? Why would I want him to cheat on me? But what use am I? In fact, you are right, I am of no use at all. Lu Chengfeng just married me.
In order to take revenge on me, I was a pawn in his revenge from beginning to end. He decided all my actions and I had no say in anything. I thought Xue Ru was just a sister-in-law, but that was what I thought. Do you know? When I
When I saw them having sex, I was more excited than you, and I was crazier than you. What you know now is just the result. I watched the process together. I saw the most disgusting and filthy thing in the world.
Can you understand me? Qing, your injury now is not as cruel as mine at that time, not even one ten thousandth." Xueer thought of that scene, and the blood in her body stopped flowing.
It turns out that in this world, there are some pains that will never be forgotten in a lifetime, and some hatreds that will be remembered forever in the mind. It turns out that some hurts and tortures may have passed, but it does not mean that everything has been forgotten.
, Xueer still remembers it clearly. Even if the memory is blurred, the feeling from that year still exists.
Just now when she talked about this incident, her heart was still shaking. Her hatred and her feelings at that time were still there.
Lu Chengfeng, I once loved you so much that I had no self-esteem and was willing to follow you to heaven and earth. But at that time, you hated me so much that you gritted your teeth and wanted to watch me go to hell. In fact, you missed it from the beginning.
, then it is impossible to look back in this life, just like we are now.
"Some things I can forget, some things I want to forget, but some things I will never forget in my life, just like the scene between Lu Chengfeng and Xue Ru, I will never forget it in my life, I don't know how to
What should I say to you? In fact, I wanted to tell you several times, but seeing your happy look and your smile, I couldn’t bear to tell you. Sometimes, some words, some things, it’s better not to know than to know.
, I can't tell you all this, it's my fault, because I want to see your smile. In this cold world, there are very few smiles, and your smile can make me warm, so I want to see you for that little bit.
The warmth I concealed again and again warmed me, but made you cold." Xueer said apologetically.
However, since Leng Xuan left, her world has once again fallen into a cold helplessness. Lu Chengqing's warmth made him feel a little bit of warmth, so she selfishly wanted to keep warm, but she hurt Lu Chengqing. She didn't do enough.
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