Three years later, "Mommy, it's been three years. It's been a long time. I feel like it's been centuries. Why don't you feel like you've woken up yet? Doctor Chen has said that your current situation is very good in all aspects. It stands to reason that
You say you should wake up, but why are you still asleep? Mommy, the same is true for big brother. In the past three years, there has been no sign of waking up, and so are you. Xue'er also left me. If you weren't still alive, I wouldn't have the strength to live.
"Hey, Mommy, I'm so tired, really tired." Lu Chengfeng said tiredly, rubbing his hands under the sun.
Lu Chengfeng used to think that the saddest time was when his father and mommy had a car accident. At that time, he felt that the world had collapsed, there was no sunshine, and it would always be dark. At that time, he and his eldest brother depended on each other and finally walked out of the car accident.
solve the difficulties in life.
But now Xue'er has left, and both mommy and eldest brother are unconscious. Lu Chengfeng feels that the whole world has abandoned him, and he has never been lonely before. He doesn't want such a result, and he doesn't want such a feeling.
So he worked hard, but no matter how much he worked, in the dead of night, he still missed him terribly.
He used his strength to search for Xue'er, but after three years of searching, there was no news. For three years, Lu Chengfeng was looking for someone, but there was no news. What does this mean?
Xue'er either disappeared, or there was someone more powerful than him who hid Xue'er, otherwise there would be no news at all.
Three years ago, Xueer left with hatred, and the child in her belly. Thinking of Xueer's hatred when she left, and the pitiful puddle of blood, Lu Chengfeng's heart ached even more. He told countless dark nights, and told
My love for Xue'er, and I'm sorry for Xue'er.
He said sorry countless times and wanted everything to go back to the original starting point. He regretted it. He didn't want to treat Xueer like this. He wanted to start from scratch with Xueer, but Xueer left and wouldn't give him anything.
Any chance.
At this time, Lu Chengfeng completely believed that tit for tat, in this world, if you hurt the one you love, one day, the one you love will treat you ten times, a hundred times, a thousand times, a thousand times.
She tortured you with pain, tortured you all over with bruises, tortured you to the point of death, and you were willing to be tortured by her. This is the so-called wrong love. Lu Chengfeng said a lot, but the person on the bed did not react at all. Lu Chengfeng
Feng stood up dejectedly, walked to the window, looked at the night outside, looked at the moon, and whispered: "Xue'er, how have you been these years? Where have you been hiding? I regretted it three years ago.
, I shouldn’t let you go for the so-called love. My heart is broken without you. Xueer, I will never think about such a life again. Can you come back to me? I swear, as long as you come back
Come to me, I promise to love you well and for the rest of my life, Xueer, I know I was wrong, please give me a chance, once is enough."
Lu Chengfeng has been saying this almost every day for three years, but Xueer can no longer hear it. Of course, if Xueer hears it, she will not give any answer, because she has changed, she is no longer
The former Xueer.
Xue Ru looked at Lu Chengfeng's back, then at Qianfeng on the bed, she shook her head helplessly, and after a long time, she opened the door, walked in, and said softly: "Today, you can go back tonight, I will take care of your aunt.
"
Three years have passed, and Xue Ru has really changed a lot. She no longer has the vigor and domineering spirit of before. She has changed a lot at this time.
In the past three years, she had lived in the Lu family, and she had never spoken more than ten sentences to Lu Chengfeng. She tried very hard to talk, but it was really impossible.
But Lu Chengfeng was always cold and spoke very little. Xue Ru tried her best, but there was nothing she could do every time. Lu Chengfeng really changed a lot. Sometimes Xue Ru was quiet when she was sitting at home.
She looked at Lu Chengfeng, while Lu Chengfeng looked at Xueer's photos quietly. Sometimes this time would last for an entire night. At the beginning, Xue Ru would be very angry and very concerned, but after a few times
, she stopped talking and just accompanied Lu Chengfeng without saying a word, feeling all the feelings of Lu Chengfeng.
Three years is really not long, but it is not short either. Looking at the man she loves missing a woman so much, the pain in her heart is left unexpressed. She really wants to go back to the way she was before and likes to see her domineering self, but in person
When facing Lu Chengfeng, all the domineering power was gone. Lu Chengfeng had indeed changed, and she had also changed.
Lu Chengfeng changed for Xueer, and she changed for Lu Chengfeng and became unlike her former self. The two of them could never go back to the past, and nothing could be changed.
Lu Chengfeng didn't speak, he just looked out the window quietly, missing Xue'er in his heart. I wonder how Xue'er is now? It's been three years. I wonder if Xue'er has a family? Does she already have children? No.
Do you know how things are progressing with Leng Xuan?
Every time he thinks about these problems, Lu Chengfeng gets very angry, and the anger in his heart rises involuntarily, because he is angry, because he is jealous, Xueer is his woman, her heart and body belong to him, and no man is allowed to point her at her.
However, in three years, Xueer's life will undergo a series of changes, and what he is jealous of and what he is angry about may happen, and at this time, he has no power except being angry.
But now that Xue'er is gone, he doesn't even have the right to be angry. Sometimes there are times when qualifications and power are not rich. This is the most pathetic time for a person, and Lu Chengfeng is the most pathetic at this time.
The look in Xue Ru's eyes when she looked at Lu Chengfeng, yes, this look has never changed in three years. It was the look in her eyes that she missed Xueer, and Xue Ru's heart started to bleed again.
Lu Chengfeng, it's been three years. I never knew you were such a persistent person. I thought it was enough for you to pass the time limit for being sad, but now it seems that you still can't forget Xue'er? I don't understand why we
We have been together for 7 years, and you easily forgot about me, but Xueer has not been with you for three years. Why are you so obsessed with me? I don’t understand what you call love. I don’t understand.
Xue Ru didn't want to care about it, she really didn't want to care about it, but when she saw Lu Chengfeng's eyes like this, her heart was broken. Three years later, all her youth was gone and she spent it on this man.
Thinking of a man who didn't love her at all, the anger still appeared in her heart.
Why are people always like this? What is the best if you can never see or touch what is around you?
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