Leng Xuan, I know your thoughts, your kindness, and your love for me, but there are some things that I can’t give you answers so quickly. There are some things that I don’t know in my heart. I’m sorry.
When Xue'er was about to leave, Leng Xuan raised his head and saw Xue'er, so the two looked at each other and smiled.
"Why is our big star so free? Isn't that rare?" Leng Xuan walked to the door, took Xue'er's hand and said with a smile.
In the past three years, I have held Xueer's hand countless times, but every time, there is only the hand. Where has Xueer's heart gone?
Xueer smiled and then said: "Yes, this happens very rarely. It's a rare occasion. Why, are you still busy? Will I hinder you?"
Leng Xuan smiled, then pinched Xue'er's nose and said dotingly: "No matter how busy you are, you are the most important. Now that you are here, I am not busy anymore. You haven't told me yet? How can you rest today?"
Xueer has been really busy in the past three years. Although the two have been together, they haven't seen each other for ten months. There is really very little time to chat like this, and their hearts have become more and more distant.
"Leng Xuan, let me sit down. I have something to talk to you about today." Xueer said seriously.
Regarding going to China, I must talk to Leng Xuan. For some things, Leng Xuan means everything.
Xueer looked at Leng Xuan and said after a long time: "Leng Xuan, just because I don't say some things doesn't mean that I don't know. I know your kindness to me and your love for me.
I remember everything. I want to say thank you, but I know you will mind it because you don’t want me to treat you as an outsider. In fact, I really want to say thank you, but saying it doesn’t mean that I treat you as an outsider.
Outsider, Leng Xuan, if you hadn’t appeared three years ago, I wouldn’t be where I am now. If you hadn’t suddenly appeared three years ago, I would never remember some truths in my life. Thank you for everything you have done for me. Three
I am very happy over the years. You have taken good care of me. I am very grateful. Without you, there would be no me. Leng Xuan, I really want to be protected like this by you. I always want to be with you, but it doesn’t work. It’s been three years.
, the time has come, I can't go on like this anymore, Leng Xuan hopes you can support me."
Xue'er said word by word, her eyes unwavering, always looking at Leng Xuan.
Every word Xueer said is true. She is really grateful to Leng Xuan. In this life, the person she is most grateful to is Leng Xuan. If possible, she is willing to give everything to repay Leng Xuan.
Leng Xuan was a little confused and had a bad feeling that the peaceful life of the past three years was going to be broken. He didn't want to if he could.
Leng Xuan, I'm sorry, such a peaceful life really doesn't belong to me. Every time I fall asleep peacefully, every time I covet this peace, my heart becomes extremely sinful. There are some things I must do in order to live.
In peace, peace does not belong to her at this time.
"Xue'er, if you have something to say, say it directly. Since you don't treat me as an outsider, then tell the truth. What do you want to express?" Leng Xuan said with a smile.
Xueer, I have actually guessed what you are going to say, but I hope I am wrong.
"Okay, let me tell you, Leng Xuan, I plan to return to China. The company has done a promotion work for me, which is to develop internationally. The first step is China, and I also agreed to Xiao He, and I plan to return to China for development.
"Xue'er said softly, not daring to look up at Leng Xuan because she was full of guilt.
"Are you planning to return to China for development? Or are you going to take revenge on Lu Chengfeng? Tell me, do you want to work or Lu Chengfeng?" Leng Xuan didn't want to say too much, just the key points.
Xueer raised her head and looked at Leng Xuan. Yes, if you ask who knows her best in this world, yes, it is Leng Xuan.
Xueer nodded and said: "Yes, as you think, I went back for Lu Chengfeng. Three years is enough. I am enough to compete with him now. I can't wait forever. I can't wait another three years."
Come on, Leng Xuan, I must give an account for my past, my father, my mother, and the child who died in my belly, so I must go back."
Three years was enough. She wanted Lu Chengfeng to return all her pain and hurt to her.
Leng Xuan shook his head helplessly, walked to Xue'er, took Xue'er's hand, put it to his mouth and kissed it, and then said: "Xue'er, what if I say no? In the past three years, as long as you want
I have not stopped you from doing anything. As long as it is what you want, I will use all my strength to satisfy you. So this time, can you do it for me once and don't go back? If you live here, let's ignore it.
In the past? Just live a good life here? Xueer, forget the past, you will be happier than you are now. Xueer, three years have passed. I want to tell you, in fact, as long as you are happy now, that is enough
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In fact, although the days have been peaceful and boring in the past three years, at least Xue'er will not be sad. If Xue'er goes back now and faces Lu Chengfeng, her heart will break.
All her experiences will be severely tortured, and the heartache will continue.
He didn't want to see Xue'er feel sad, and he didn't want to see Xue'er feel sad because of other men, especially Lu Chengfeng.
But he is not sure, even Xue'er is not 100% sure, whether he has really forgotten Lu Chengfeng, whether his heart will really be calm after seeing Lu Chengfeng. He is a man, a man who loves Xue'er, he
He's afraid, he's jealous, he doesn't want to do things that are not good for him.
But Lu Chengfeng once occupied such an important position in Xueer's heart. It is impossible to say that he is not worried. It is also impossible to say that he is not jealous. It is a lie to say that he is not jealous.
"Xueer, I have been by your side for three years. I have sacrificed everything for you just to get your love. In the past three years, I have never dared to tell you this love. I was afraid that you would be hurt. But now you want to return to China.
So, can you take my love seriously? I don’t want your promise, but I want an identity. Who am I in your heart? What is my position in your heart in the past three years?
"Leng Xuan finally said it.
Xue'er, I don't want to force you, but sometimes, I have to make it clear about some things. In the past three years, as long as it is what you want, I have given it to you. As long as it is what you want, I will satisfy you. But these three years
Over the years, I have rarely mentioned our relationship. It’s not that I don’t care, I just don’t want to put you under pressure. You will never understand that you are the only one in my heart. The most important thing to me is you, and I am the most important thing in your heart.
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