I’m really tired. In the past three years, every time Xueer looked in the mirror, she would say to herself in the mirror, don’t forget the hurt you suffered in the past three years, don’t forget the pain Lu Chengfeng gave you, and don’t forget the pain the Lu family gave you.
For your injury, don’t forget the hatred Xue Ru gave you.
Repeatedly reciting it silently, torturing her heart again and again. For three years, she repeated her hatred every day. Xueer's heart also slowly changed. All aspects of her vision were gone, and there was only darkness and haze.
, there is always no sun, she is tired of it, finally tired of it.
"Tell me, what happened today?" Leng Xuan gently touched Xue'er's back and asked.
She must have experienced something, otherwise she wouldn't be like this. In the past three years, no matter how tired she was from dancing or how hard she worked, Xueer would never say she gave up revenge. But when she said she gave up now, she had experienced some things in her heart.
, it must be so, he knows Xueer too well.
"I cooperated with Aunt Zeng. If I helped Aunt Zeng and killed Lu Chengfeng's mother, Aunt Zeng would give me everything I wanted. I, in order to take revenge, I finally agreed. I thought Auntie would die.
But Xue Ru came out and explained clearly what happened back then. Because of her love, she did not hesitate to tell Lu Cheng
Feng, everything happened back then, everything happened, and I suddenly felt that I was good or bad. Even if I hate Lu Chengfeng or Xue Ru, I can't exchange my aunt's life for what I want. I feel
I'm really not like my old self anymore, I don't want to be so vicious." Xue'er cried and said.
At this time, Xue'er felt that her hands were already stained with blood. Although she did not kill her aunt, if Xue Ru did not show up, maybe she would really kill her. Thinking of this, her whole body trembled. She was really too poisonous.
It was so, so poisonous, so bad, so bad that she didn’t even understand why it became like this.
"Xue'er, don't be like this. I can't blame you. It's all because they hurt you so deeply. You're just injured. It's okay." Leng Xuan comforted her.
Poor Xue'er, his favorite Xue'er, can he understand Xue'er? Although Xue'er said she wanted revenge, she was still kind in her heart. If she was asked to do such a thing, she would probably be extremely conflicted in her heart.
There must be two people fighting in her heart, one saying no, she can't do this, and the other telling her that she must do something about the harm she suffered in the past three years. She must have been more helpless at that time than she is now.
"I don't want revenge. Now Lu Chengfeng knows everything. All the truth about that year has emerged. I think Lu Chengfeng knows better than anyone else that I was wronged. This is enough. Let him repent. I want to
To be the Xueer I was before, I don’t want to live in hatred, and I don’t want to wait until I grow old to be left with hatred.” Xueer recalled the scene before Aunt Zeng’s death, and was now scared.
A person's life is filled with nothing but hatred. What a terrible thing that is. She just thought about it. If it were really her, she felt that she would die.
"Xue'er, look into my eyes now. I ask you something and you answer me." Leng Xuan looked at Xue'er and said word by word, looking directly into Xue'er's eyes.
Xue'er looked into Leng Xuan's eyes and nodded.
"Tell me, if you don't take revenge now, will you regret it? In the dead of night, you will go to the balcony, will you feel that it is easier for Lu Chengfeng? As you said, now, Lu Chengfeng knows
I know the truth about three years ago, and I know that what happened back then was not your doing. So good, is it enough to reach this point, or should I say, you
You have to continue to take revenge, for the sake of revenge for your father and mother. Don’t forget that in addition to the hatred between you and Lu Chengfeng, your Rao family also has hatred against the Lu family. What you call giving up hatred now is giving up.
Between you and Lu Chengfeng? Or between the Rao family and the Lu family? Tell me your truest thoughts." Leng Xuan said word for word.
He is always so calm, always so rational, and his analysis is always so accurate. His few questions have told Xueer everything.
Xueer looked at Leng Xuan, thought quietly, and finally said softly: "Yes, I plan to give up everything, whether it is me, Lu Chengfeng, or the Lu family, I will give up."
"Tell me? Why?" Leng Xuan asked again.
Although he asked why? But in Leng Xuan's heart, he was still very happy, because it is very, very difficult for a person to let go of a hatred, and Xueer's ability to let go is actually what he has always wanted.
, as for the reason he asked, he still didn’t want Xue’er to have any room for regret. It’s better to think clearly about some things.
"Lu Chengfeng knew everything. He knew that I was wronged three years ago. He felt guilty and knew that he was wrong. That was enough for me. All my grievances were gone. In fact, the moment Lu Chengfeng knew it,
The moment Xue Ru told the truth, I understood
,Actually, I don’t hate it, I just feel that they have wronged me. I just feel aggrieved. When all my grievances are gone, I will be fine. I don’t want to have anything to do with Lu Chengfeng.
I don’t want to think about what happened between us three years ago
, we can only go so far, whether we love it or hate it, forget it, I don’t want to worry about it anymore. As for the Rao family and the Lu family, I am really powerless. My father and mother have passed away, and the Lu family is alone.
Passed away, one of them is also on the hospital bed, what can I take revenge for? I
What can I do? Even if everyone in the Lu family dies now, what can I gain? My father and mother can't come back. What I want to do now is not to have any contact with the Lu family.
I have never met Lu Chengfeng before." Xueer said firmly.
She doesn't know, is this considered useless? She doesn't know, is this considered weak? Lu Chengfeng treated her like that back then, and now she gives up so quickly. I wonder how many people say she is stupid? But hate someone
She was really tired, so tired that she was weak.
As for the grudge between their two families, she didn't want to pursue it. The deceased was gone, so let everything go.
As for her love for Lu Chengfeng, it no longer exists. It is best not to meet each other in this life. If they do meet, please pretend to be strangers. And that is all she can do with Lu Chengfeng.
"Xue'er, do you know? You don't know how happy I am to see you like this? I understand your hurt and your hatred very well, but seeing you become so painful for revenge, I
It's even more uncomfortable for you. Now that I see you walking away from hatred, I feel for you.
Be happy, Xue'er, let's get engaged, live a happy life that belongs to us, and never be separated for the rest of our lives. The past is in the past, and we will start from tomorrow and live the happiest days, you and me, for the rest of our lives." Leng Xuan took Xue in his hands.
He held his hand and said with a smile, he had been waiting for this moment for a long time.
(Many people say that Xue'er doesn't like this kind of person. In fact, Die'er wants to say that everyone will change. After experiencing some things, they always have to grow, and growth has to pay a price. If
, Xueer is still so kind-hearted and kind-hearted, so some people will still say that I am sick and write a useless heroine. At this time, I retorted and was still scolded. So Dieer can only say that it is difficult for everyone to agree, please support me.
It happens more often later, right?
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