"Xue'er, I'm sorry." Lu Chengfeng said apologetically. He had a lot to say to Xue'er, but at this point, he could only say this sentence.
Xue'er looked at Lu Chengfeng and asked, "Can a word of apology erase all the facts? It really can't be done."
"Lu Chengfeng, do you know? I told myself that we are finally together and our happiness is not easy. I want to be with you forever in this life and never be separated. I, I
I never thought that you would betray me, even if you said that you don't remember, even if you said that you two were drinking, even if you said that there is no emotion between you, but I feel that there is still a knot in my heart, yes
Yes, I love you. Even now, I still love you. I love you very much. But just because I love you, I can’t accept it. Lu Chengfeng, you can’t ask me to forgive you, because I can’t do it. I
If you want to calm down for a few days, please let me stay with my eldest brother for a few days. Facing you like this will make me uncomfortable to death, and the baby in my belly will suffer because of me, a mother who can't control her emotions." Xueer said at the end.
All shed tears.
"I don't want to leave you. This matter is all my fault. I don't want you to be like this because of me. Xueer, tell me, what should I do to get your forgiveness?" Lu Chengfeng said helplessly.
.
He forced Xueer into this position, and he tortured their love to this point. It was not only Xueer who was heartbroken, but also him. Why didn't his heart hurt?
"I can't forgive you. I can't. Lu Chengfeng, how do you want me to forgive you? I can't stand you being with another woman. Give me time. I love you and I don't think this will change.
Yes, but you must give me time to forget this matter. If I can still forget it, I will come back. If you say no, I hope you don't ask me for anything. I really can't bear it.
"Xue'er said weakly, and then tears still flowed out.
Lu Chengfeng, I thought I would beat you hard and scold you hard, but now, when I face you, I actually say I love you. I think this is the love between us,
Even if you hurt me, even if you betray me, I still love you in my heart.
It's just that I need something to straighten myself out.
"What if I don't want to?" Lu Chengfeng said, holding Xue'er's hand.
"Can you say no? Then when you and Yinyin were in bed, could I say no? Why did you hide it from me when something like this happened to you? You still refused to tell me the truth. You betrayed me.
Can I say no? Am I qualified to say no? My heart is broken. Who do I say no to? Who allows me to say no? Can I tell everyone that I don’t accept this fact? My
Not there?" Xueer shouted excitedly.
No, Lu Chengfeng was really not qualified to say this. How much she wished she could say this, but what happened in the end? There was nothing. It was not a question of no or not, but a question of what happened.
"In this world, you are not qualified to say everything. Lu Chengfeng, you did something wrong and made me feel uncomfortable. This is your fault. This time, no one can stop me from leaving." After saying that, he walked away.
Lu Chengfeng's hand strode away, and tears flowed out in an instant.
Xueer still left, no matter what everyone said, no matter how Qianfeng begged, she still left. She really couldn't accept it. Facing Lu Chengfeng, she had to leave calmly.
"Feng, you are still drinking, Xueer has been gone for a week." Qianfeng said looking at the decadent Lu Chengfeng.
Since Xueer left, Lu Chengfeng basically drank and became good friends. He stopped going to the company and just used wine to numb himself. Only in this way could he live a more comfortable life. Only in dreams could he
You will find Xueer's face.
Thinking of that familiar yet unfamiliar face, he felt uncomfortable and in great pain. Xue'er, his Xue'er, was finally lost, and it was all his fault. Thinking of this, he really felt extremely uncomfortable.
"Mommy, please don't worry about me. Only in dreams can I see Xue'er. Only in dreams can I see Xue'er's smile. I can't forget her. But for her, what should I do?
Even if I can't do it, do you think it's easy for me? It's really hard for me. I miss Xue'er so much, but Xue'er won't let me go to her. Mommy, please let me get drunk." Lu Chengfeng whispered.
said.
He never thought he would be so decadent, he never knew he would make such a choice, and he never thought it would be so wrong.
"Drink, drink, you know how to drink. What else is there for you besides drinking? Xue'er, Xue'er, you keep talking about Xue'er, but you are here drinking. Do you know that Xue'er has already
It's been half a month since we left. If you continue, Xue'er will never pay attention to you. It's been so long and Xue'er's memory will fade away. What you have to do is to get Xue'er's forgiveness."
Qianfeng took the wine glass and said politely.
"Forgive? Xue'er will not forgive me. The most unacceptable thing for her is betrayal. Everything is so real now. It is impossible for Xue'er to forgive me." Lu Chengfeng said bitterly.
If you can accept it, if you can forgive it, Xueer will not come back until now. It is impossible for Xueer to accept all this. He understands very well that even if he feels uncomfortable, even if he feels distressed, even if he is reluctant to leave, there is nothing he can do about it.
That's the truth.
"If you don't forgive me, you have been drinking at home for half a month without going out at all. You don't even look at Xue'er or beg Xue'er for forgiveness. Why should you ask Xue'er to forgive you? If I
I won't forgive you. Now Xue'er's child is almost four months old, and her belly is getting bigger. It's inconvenient most of the time. You have to be by Xue'er's side all the time. You don't care what happens to Xue'er.
At least you have to show it and let Xue'er see your sincerity. You two have feelings after all. If you really cheated, no, it's not cheating, it was drunken sex, you will always be forgiven because you didn't mean it.
Yes, time will help you, but remember, if you don’t take the initiative to make Xueer forgive, she will never forgive her in her life. There are too many things in life, and I can’t list them all.
Explanation, but please remember, you will know the result only if you work hard. As long as you work hard, even if you fail, you will have no regrets. Then I will say that this is your job. You can figure it out yourself. If
If you want to drink, you can go ahead. If you think drinking will make Xueer come back to you, it's up to you." After saying this, Qianfeng left directly.
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