Chapter 563 Do you care about men for the first time?
"Well, how do you say this? You and Lu Chengfeng were together. Did Lu Chengfeng ever mention it? Did he quarrel with you because of such a thing?" Jiayan asked.
"Three years ago, he insulted me many, many times because of such things, but three years later, when we met again, he never mentioned it, but I always felt a little guilty, after all, I was not the first
This time, I think men would mind. I, I really want to be honest with Lu Chengfeng about my first time. I’m not sure about it, but considering that we already have children, I won’t say it, but
Are you afraid that Lu Chengfeng has a knot in his heart? What do you think I should do?" Xueer asked.
"Actually, to be honest, I personally think that men will definitely care. Although I won't say it, but if a man sometimes chats and accidentally mentions, how is my woman? How is it? What if my woman is raped by someone else?
I have slept with a man, and I think it is quite a shameless thing. Of course, if Feng loves you, he won't mind, so don't put so much pressure on him. It's been so long, so don't care so much," Jiayan said.
To be honest, men say they don’t care, or in today’s society, both men and women look down upon it a lot, but the possessiveness in men is very strong. If they don’t say it, it doesn’t mean they don’t care. Sometimes they just don’t explode.
, when it breaks out, you will definitely be somewhat concerned.
"Actually, it's hard to tell. After all, everyone has a past. It's just Xue'er, you had sex after drinking? What's even more exaggerated is, don't you know who the other party is? Didn't you leave any clues?" Xuanxuan
asked.
I thought Xue'er was the most well-behaved among them, but I didn't expect that someone who had drunken sex would be so forward-thinking.
"I really don't know, that time, we drank and got drunk, and then I didn't remember it. The next day was my engagement party, so of course I was anxious, and I didn't pay attention. Now it's ringing, it's really
Damn it, I think Lu Chengfeng is very possessive, and he must mind, but he just doesn’t say it. The more this happens, the more uncomfortable I feel. I don’t know why I feel guilty, but I always feel sorry for him.
." Xue'er said depressedly.
Although she knew that Lu Chengfeng could not be a virgin, she was not complete and she really felt sorry for Lu Chengfeng.
"You're sorry. You feel sorry for him because you love him too much. You feel that everything you have belongs to him. Now that you find out that you are sorry for him in the slightest, you feel guilty. In the final analysis, you are still too much.
I love him, Xue'er. Actually, you really don't have to think about it that much. It's been so long, I believe Lu Chengfeng won't mind it in his heart. If he really loves you, he won't care about it," Jiayan said.
"Actually, Xue'er, let me be honest, don't be too sad. If Lu Chengfeng really loves you very much, I think he would mind. After all, he loves you so much and hopes that you will completely belong to her.
Maybe he didn't say it just because he didn't want you to be sad, but things have happened and there's nothing you can do about it. The only thing you can do is forget it. Xue'er, don't think so much. There will still be a long time ahead.
Forget everything, whether you care about it or not, it won’t change, forget it," Lin Chang said.
That's just the way things are, the past is the past, no matter how hard you try? You can't go back to the past. We don't have a time machine. Things in the past can only be in the past. It's enough to live well in the present and live in the future.
"I think so too, but I feel very guilty about Lu Chengfeng. I know what happened in the past and I can't do anything about it, but I still want to make it clear to Lu Chengfeng, or in other words, I want to hear him say it in person.
If you don't mind, I will feel better. Please help me. I want to hear Lu Chengfeng say in person that he doesn't care, and I want to feel better." Xue'er said, holding Xuanxuan's hand.
She feels so uncomfortable every time and cares so much every time. She feels and feels really unhappy. If this continues, it will really affect their relationship. Xueer must do this.
"Xue'er, what do you want us to do? We can't ask Lu Chengfeng, maybe Lu Chengfeng doesn't care at all? Why should you do this? Why should you do something that obviously doesn't happen? Forget the past?"
Xuanxuan said.
"I can't forget. I really don't want to be like this. I really don't want to be like this, but there is no way. Jiayan, please help me. You are very capable. Regarding this matter, what do you think I should do?
Do it?" Xueer hurriedly said to Jiayan.
"In fact, there is no way to do this. It is very simple to do. But Xue'er, you have to think clearly. Now Lu Chengfeng has never mentioned it. It means that your marriage is very good. Lu Chengfeng loves you very much.
Maybe if you do this, you will all feel a little knotty in your heart. In fact, life is very simple. As long as you are happy now, you will be fine. There is no need to cause trouble for yourself. Xueer, are you sure you want to do this?" Jiayan
said.
Xueer looked at everyone and then said: "Actually, I am very content with my current life. Lu Chengfeng treats me very well and loves me very much. I am really happy. It is Lu Chengfeng who treats me so well.
I feel bad in my heart. The more I feel sorry for him, I want to tell him everything and don't want to hide it. But before mentioning this matter, I want to find out if he really cares that much. Can you help Jiayan?
Is it mine? Please help me, I don’t regret it.”
Looking at Xue'er's determined look, Xuanxuan said: "You, you will always be like this. You really have a good life, but there is nothing to feel guilty about. Think about it, Feng can't be a virgin, why are you so worried about it?"
?”
"Forget it, we all understand Xue'er's decision. In that case, Jiayan, why don't you tell me what you are going to do?" Lin Chang said.
"Okay, since Xue'er has done this, then this matter is very simple. The party will be held outside soon. At that time, we will buy some wine and talk about our concerns with their men. Then things will naturally appear. It's just that
Xueer, if they say they care, you will feel very uncomfortable, are you sure you want to do this?" Jiayan asked again.
"Since I said it, since I'm looking for you, it means that I have thought about everything, so I am willing." Xue'er said.
"Okay, if that's the case, then everyone should do as I say." Jiayan said.
"Xue'er, what's wrong with you? I feel like you seem to have something on your mind recently?" Lu Chengfeng said while holding Xue'er.
"How could it be? Maybe I've been a little tired recently. By the way, I'm going to a party at Xuanxuan's house today. You can go directly after get off work. I'm going to help now." Xueer said with a smile.
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