Leng Xuan looked at his dress and thought about the wedding that originally belonged to him. He thought he could grow old together with Xueer, holding hands, but now everything has turned into ashes, everything is over, and his heart
, it was shattered at this moment, completely destroyed.
He has been with Xue'er for so many years just to be with Xue'er. For Xue'er, he was willing to risk his life, but in the end, he got nothing. Why did Xue'er treat him like this?
He was willing to give up everything, but in the end he was rejected by Xue'er. Xue'er was so ruthless and unfeeling that his heart was deeply stabbed again. That feeling cannot be described in words.
Rao Xueer, I gave everything for you, just to cry with you and laugh with you. In this life, I just want to be with you until the end of my life, but you still chose Lu Chengfeng in the end, and the harm he caused you
, I have given you more torture than anyone else, but you can always forgive with a smile. How can I not hate you?
Rao Xueer, as much as I love you, I hate you. I hate you for holding my hand, but at this moment, you ruthlessly threw it away. I hate you, saying that I would forget Lu Chengfeng, but in the end
, or fell into his arms. I am not a person who likes to complain, but my heart still hates the woman I love most.
Kagome didn't dare to move, she just looked at Leng Xuan's red eyes quietly, with that forbearing look, she really felt extremely uncomfortable. It was her fault, everything was her fault, if she hadn't let Sister Lan take her
Nao Nao, suddenly ruining this wedding is not like this. Leng Xuan, I, I love you very much and really want you, but seeing you like this, I would rather I never showed up.
Only then did I realize that it is better to watch you happy than to have you. Holding you at this time, I will be stung by you all over my body, but I am willing, but you are not willing to accept me. How much do you love Rao Xueer?
How much you hate me and Nao Nao, even though Nao Nao is your biological daughter.
Leng Xuan finally felt pain and discomfort. He stood up and looked around frantically. After a while, everything was spilled on the ground.
Leng Xuan frantically stepped and fell, and then used his fist to hit the wall hard. Thinking of Xue'er's words of rejection, thinking of Xue'er's rejection, his heart was broken again, and the more he thought about it, the more uncomfortable he became.
The more he thought about it, the more painful it became, and he would eventually die. At this time, he wanted to vent, and he could only vent like this. If his hand hurts, he would forget the pain in his heart, but why would his heart hurt even more?
When Kagome saw this scene, she couldn't hold back her tears anymore. Leng Xuan, why are you doing this? In this world, Xue'er is not the only woman. What she can give you, I can also give you, even
I can give you more, at least this kind of pain, I will not give you. As long as you want, I will appear at any time. I will never give up on you. Even if I die, I will be by your side.
Can you look at me one more time?
Kagome looked at the bright red blood flowing out, and thought of what she and Xue'er said, yes, she, Kagome, will protect Leng Xuan well, treat Leng Xuan well, and will give Leng Xuan all the warmth.
At this time, she must let Leng Xuan come out of Xue'er's world.
"Ahhhhhh." Leng Xuan screamed like crazy, and then kicked things on the ground hard. He was completely crazy. Only in this way can he vent his dissatisfaction and the pain in his heart.
, in order to comfort his broken heart.
When Leng Xuan fell heavily to the ground, Kagome rushed over like crazy, hugged Leng Xuan tightly from behind, and said painfully: "Enough, enough, really enough, Leng Xuan, I beg you."
Please stop like this? I beg you to calm down, I beg you not to torture yourself like this? I beg you, Leng Xuan, I am in more pain than you, I am in more pain than you, I
Please, don’t torture yourself.”
Leng Xuan, I, I didn’t know that our appearance would bring you so much pain. When I see you like this, I swear, even if you beat me to death, you won’t show up with trouble, absolutely not.
It will disturb your wedding. You know, I never knew how much you love Xueer. I never thought your love would be so deep and it makes me miserable.
Leng Xuan hugs you like this, hugs you tightly like this, with your painful expression and your pitiful look, I know that in this life, no one will ever enter your heart except Xue'er.
, but I don’t know why, I want to comfort you so much.
Leng Xuan, my demands are not high, I, I just want to comfort you and not make you feel so uncomfortable.
"Go away, go away, go away forever." Leng Xuan pushed Kagome away with such force that Kagome couldn't bear it, but Kagome would not let go, absolutely never let go.
"I won't go away, I won't go away, Leng Xuan, don't do this, I beg you, don't do this, I don't want to see you like this, I know that I can't replace Xue'er, but Xue'er has left
You, she chose Lu Chengfeng. This is an indisputable fact. Even if you don’t want to admit it, there is nothing you can do about it. When a person doesn’t love you, you become a burden to her. I know, Xueer is now
She is very happy, please don't be a burden to her." Kagome cried.
Leng Xuan, I know you love Xue'er, but the only thing I can do at this time is to let you go. With the place where Xue'er breathes, you will be suffocated. I must take you away, away from this sadness.
Go to a place where there is no snow.
Leng Xuan was stunned. When Xue'er doesn't love him anymore, he will become Xue'er's burden. Is he Xue'er's burden? Is he really becoming Xue'er's burden?
"Don't you love Xue'er? Don't you want to see Xue'er happy? Now she has chosen, she is very happy, even if she suffers in the future, she will not regret her choice, because she loves Lu Chengfeng, Leng Xuan
"There are many kinds of love. Please don't turn love into a burden. Let Xue'er go, and let you go." Kagome whispered in Leng Xuan's ear, and the bitter feeling spread between the two of them.
heart.
Leng Xuan lay on the ground for a long time, then got up, without even looking at Kagome, he walked directly into the room and lay on the bed. He didn't know what tears were? Because he called them liquid, which represented heartbreak.
.
Leng Xuan rarely cried anymore, but after meeting Xue'er, he always felt something in his heart. It was a kind of heartbreak, a kind of loneliness, a kind of loneliness that might make him fall off the cliff at any time, because of this
The feeling has always been with him and will always be like this.
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