Chapter 4 You're not her and you can't make me happy
"Mommy, hurry up, Daddy is planning to drive." Niao Nao called with a smile.
Kagome quickly wiped away her tears, and then got into the car. Leng Xuan drove the car, and Nao Nao was in Kagome's arms. No one spoke. Silence is a kind of power.
"Xue'er, I didn't want to come back here. I just wanted to live a good life with you in Paris. But you chose to come back here. You promised me that you would go back to Paris with me and you would accompany me. But now
You are no longer with me, and all the promises you made have gone with the wind. Paris no longer has you, and Paris is no longer perfect, nor is it what it used to be." Leng Xuan looked out the window and said silently in his heart.
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We came back together and agreed to leave together, but at this time, he left alone after all. Rao Xueer, you don't mean what you say.
Nao Nao was tired and fell asleep before getting on the plane. Kagome covered Nao Nao with a blanket and accidentally looked up and saw Leng Xuan's lonely eyes looking out the window.
"Leng Xuan, I know the melancholy in your eyes, I know it all, because you, like me, have loved someone you shouldn't love. You love Xue'er, Xue'er loves Lu Chengfeng, and I love you,
But it's okay, I will use all my strength to make you happy, Leng Xuan, I love you, and I want to give you happiness." Kagome looked at Leng Xuan, her affectionate eyes made even her feel distressed.
Kagome couldn't sleep well. Looking at Leng Xuan's closed eyes and frowning brow, she felt really distressed. She had never known who Xue'er was? She didn't know how charming Xue'er was.
?But she knows Xue'er's existence and knows that Leng Xuan has Xue'er in his heart.
Having reached this point and understood everything between them, her heart was still painful, but jealousy and envy had been spreading, because she had used all her strength and exerted all her abilities just to let Leng
Xuan Duo glanced at her, but she knew that no matter what she did, she would never get Leng Xuan's love because of Yao Xue'er's existence.
Kagome stretched out her hand, wanting to smooth Leng Xuan's brow, but she didn't know how to start. They used to be husband and wife, but they hadn't seen each other for many years, and they were still so strange at this time, even though she still loved Leng Xuan, even though for
Leng Xuan, she could have given up her life if she had great love, but at this moment, she didn't have the courage to smooth his frown.
"Leng Xuan, I want to make you happy." Kagome said softly, and the outstretched hand finally slowly withdrew.
"You are not her, and you can never make me happy. I let you go to Paris just to make trouble. As for you, I will have a good talk with you after I arrive in Paris. Kagome, I don't love you, please admit it.
To understand this, I am very tired, very tired, and want to rest, there are still more than ten hours." Leng Xuan closed his eyes and answered directly.
Kagome, your appearance did not make me happy, and your existence will not make me happy. You are not Rao Xueer, and you cannot make me happy. From today on, there will be no smiles in my world, no
There will be joy, and there will be only indifference. My heart has been tightly closed and will never be opened again. You don't have the key to my door.
Kagome was stunned for a moment, then smiled bitterly, Leng Xuan, it turns out that you have already thought that I would say this, it turns out that you have already known how to reject me? Yes, I am not Rao Xueer, so you don't love me.
, I understand.
Kagome closed her eyes and stopped thinking about anything. Her mind turned red and white, and she fell asleep after a while.
When the three arrived in Paris, someone came to pick them up. When they returned to the house, they were so tired that they were taken away by the maid and went to sleep.
"Kagome, let's talk." Leng Xuan turned to Kagome and said.
"What do you want to say?" Kagome looked at Leng Xuan and said.
"The reason why I let you come is because of Nao Nao, because I feel I owe Nao Nao, because I feel sorry for Nao Nao, I am Nao Nao's daddy, even though I don't want to, but this is indisputable
The truth is, I have no way out of this, so I brought you here just because I need you. But Kagome, please don’t love me. I don’t know how to love anyone except Rao Xueer, and I don’t want to love either. Please
You put away all your feelings for me, otherwise I won't be polite to you. What I want is not your love, but a quiet woman." Leng Xuan looked at Kagome and said directly.
Kagome looked at Leng Xuan, originally not wanting to refute, but her heart finally spoke.
"Leng Xuan, I know you don't want to bring me and Nao Nao here. I know the pain in your heart, but Leng Xuan Xue'er has left you. Your world cannot be affected because of this. Your life
We still need to continue, please don't be like this, okay? For the sake of making trouble, give up Xue'er, don't remember Xue'er, okay? Leng Xuan, it's true, I, I love you, I don't feel that loving you is enough
What's the bad thing? I am Nao Nao's mom, and you are Nao Nao's dad. We can still be together, right? Leng Xuan, I love you, please give me a chance? Let's be together.
" Kagome looked at Leng Xuan and said.
Now that she's here, let's live like this. If we can be together, that's the best. Yes, she doesn't want to live in a world without love all her life. If they can be sweet and happy, why not be together? You know
, It is rare to meet someone you love in life, but why should we give up when the person we love is by our side?
Leng Xuan, I am willing to give everything for you, just like all the decisions I made before to love you. Even if I come to this point, even if you don't love me, I will not regret it. My heart tells me that I love you,
That's enough, I don't care about anything else, Leng Xuan, I am willing to love you again as before.
"Kagome, let me say it again, I will not love you. Also, if it weren't for you, Xue'er would not leave me. I don't want to continue talking about this topic. Your mouth will never be qualified.
Say Xue'er, because you are not qualified, remember it for me. Your identity is just a noisy mommy, nothing more. I, Leng Xuan's woman, can never be you. What if you are delusional? I promise
, you will have nothing, including Nao Nao." Leng Xuan pinched Kagome's chin and said word by word.
People are really weird, so what they love and can’t get, the more they want to get it, but they don’t know how to cherish what they love, which is right around them. Maybe that sentence is right, people never learn how to cherish until they lose it.
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"Leng Xuan, I love you. You can never change. The moment I married you, I haven't changed. My feelings for you have never changed. It's not that you don't know my personality. Leng Xuan, I
Even if I love you, I don’t want to love you. I also want to control my feelings for you, but we have been separated for so long. I miss you every time. My love for you has reached my blood. My heartbeat follows my breathing. I can no longer,
There is nothing I can do to change it. Even if you let me die, when you dream back at midnight, I will become a soul and appear in your dream, because that is love." Kagome said with self-mockery, and the tears stung deeply.
She also burned Leng Xuan's hand.
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