The world is so big, there are so many people, and life is so long. When you meet someone you love, you make yourself laugh. The moment you see him, you feel that this world is quite good. It’s really enough. What a rare feeling it is.
She didn't want to lose it, and she couldn't lose it. "Kagome, can you stop crying for Leng Xuan? A woman's tears are pearls, why don't you cherish them so much? You said he made you laugh, but when it comes to
At this step, think about it carefully. Do you laugh more for him? Or cry more? In this world, anyone can survive without him, as long as you don’t want to, as long as you don’t miss him, as long as you forget all this
, you will be fine, Kagome, I don't want you to cry for Leng Xuan." Qiu Zeliang wiped Kagome's tears and said distressedly.
His heart was broken when a beloved woman cried for another man in front of him. He did so much just so that this woman could smile all the time, but when she got to this point, she turned out to have such a smile.
, how can he persist? No, no, Kagome shouldn't cry like this.
"No, my tears at this time are not for Leng Xuan, but for you. I am alone with the noise, and no one can give me warmth. Really, I feel that the coldest thing in this world is the human heart.
, I always thought that there were so many people who would care about me, but in the end, I had nothing, until I met you, you cared about me, took care of me, and did so many things for me, really, I really
Thank you very much, Qiu Zeliang, I know you love me, I know you like me, but I can only thank you, I, I want you to promise me not to do such things again, okay? Don't be nice to me,
Last night, I told Leng Xuan that I didn’t want to be the same Kagome as before. I didn’t want to be the same every time. But when I looked at Leng Xuan’s eyes and returned to the room, I cried. It turns out
, I care so much about his every move, I can't do it, let go of him, and for you, I can only give you a smile, your future, I can't give it, you don't even give up your life for me,
And I can't give you anything. The only thing I can do now is not to delay you. I can't delay you. Qiu Zeliang, promise me not to contact me after you are discharged from the hospital. I will be very good. Really, please,
Let me go, and let yourself go." Kagome said seriously.
She thought about it all night. Even if Leng Xuan didn't love her, even if they divorced, she would definitely take care of her. How would Qiu Zeliang marry her then? Even if Qiu Zeliang didn't care, what about Qiu Zeliang's family? What would the media do?
How to put it? How will Nao Nao face all this? These are just assumptions. If it is true, it is more complicated than this. She is afraid just thinking about it.
Forgive her, she really doesn't have too much strength, and sometimes she is really afraid of thinking about these things. Living in this cold world, she is afraid of too many things, and reality is the scariest thing.
"Don't contact you? How do you want me to do that? Why are you like this? Kagome, Leng Xuan doesn't love you. Even if you die, he won't even look at you. All you have is making trouble, you
Can you really give up the happiness of this life just to make trouble? I love you, I want to give you happiness, Kagome, you have the right to pursue your happiness, you ask me to leave you, I can't do it, my heart
I gave it all to you, and you want me to take it back now. Sorry, I can't do it. I really can't take it back. The only thing I can do is love you. You asked me not to contact you, and I can't do it either.
Kagome, after reaching this point, I can't look back. You said you can't forget Leng Xuan. I'm just like you, and I can't forget you either." Qiu Zeliang refused directly.
Seeing Qiu Zeliang's persistence, Kagome stood up excitedly and whispered: "Qiu Zeliang, what do you want me to say? I can't give you anything. You are still young and you don't have children yet. You can find one.
A woman who is ten times better than me, a thousand times better, gets married and has children. I am the woman Leng Xuan used. You are not worthy of this. Please don’t put so much pressure on me, okay? Do you know? I know.
Thinking about how much you love me and how good you are to me, I find it hard to breathe. I can't bear it. I beg you, don't love me, okay?"
The pressure is so great. I originally thought that love is something between two people, and it should be very easy and comfortable, but when it comes to this point, it turns out to be so difficult and suffocating.
"Kagome, look at me, look into my eyes, I love you, it is my business, it is something I am willing to do, it has nothing to do with you, I don't want to put pressure on you, I want you to be happy, I want
If you want you to be happy, don't have so much pressure. Life is so short in just a few decades. What are you afraid of? I love you willingly and I am willing to sacrifice everything for you. Yes, I really want to be with you.
Being with you, I really want to have a happy family with you and a lovely baby, but these are all what I think about. I don’t ask you to do this, right? It’s just what I think about. If you really
I don’t want to, you know that I won’t force you, okay, I promise you, if, if you still have this attitude after two years, I will leave and I will pursue my happiness. Is this okay?
?" Qiu Zeliang could only take a step back and said.
Kagome raised her head and looked at Qiu Zeliang, two years? So what about these two years?
"So what about these two years?" Kagome asked.
"You said, I'm still young. If I spend two years chasing a woman, this shouldn't be a problem, right? Kagome, can you give me two years? If, two years later, you still insist on not forgetting her, right?
Leng Xuan, I will leave, don't refuse me, this is my only concession, please think for me, okay?" Qiu Zeliang touched Kagome's cheek and said.
Kagome nodded vigorously, and finally said: "I'm sorry, if you hadn't met me, you would have had a better life. It's all because of me that I disrupted your life."
"If you don't show up, I will look for you. As for you, no matter what, I will find you. Kagome, I'm hungry. Don't cry. I want to eat." After saying that, he lowered his head to eat.
Kagome watched Qiu Zeliang eating, and then said with a smile: "Actually, I still love Leng Xuan. Really, I know how much I hate Leng Xuan, and how much I am angry with Leng Xuan, I will love him as much. If
He said, one day, when I looked at him, I wasn’t angry or upset, maybe I just forgot about him, but that day I couldn’t even think about it, that’s the charm.”
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