Chapter 64 Happily with other women. Is love loving me?
"Luo Shengrui, don't you understand now? It's your business that you love me, and it's my business that I don't love you. Why do you think I still love you? Yes, that's right, you go find me , but what’s the result? Not found, you said you had a car accident, so what? These are all destined, aren’t they? Luo Shengrui, I gave you a chance, and every time I told myself, I can be humble, as long as Being able to be with you, I mean, regardless of my parents' objections, I don't care about my brother's excitement, I told myself that as long as you are enough, I watched you and Leilei rolling on the bed, and my child was in my belly. You can turn a blind eye when you are inside, Luo Shengrui, what do you think your love is?" Ruoxi said loudly.
"I, I was just confused. I thought I didn't love you, but in the end, I really loved you very much. Ruoxi, please, let's not be like this, okay? Let's Weren't you happy before? We can definitely go back to the past. In fact, I really love you very much. I admit that I had a purpose at the beginning, but you are really good. As long as I have been in contact with you, I will love you. I'm really guilty of falling in love with you, Ruoxi, but it's okay, we are still young, as long as we are together, we will have children, and our children must be the cutest." Luo Shengrui said with a smile.
"You are wrong. We don't want my future and we don't have children. Even if I have children in the future, it will be with my husband instead of you. Luo Shengrui, what is your purpose this time? Do you think you can still be with me? Did you get anything on your body? In other words, do you and my brother have any cases to discuss?" Ruoxi asked sarcastically.
Luo Shengrui was stunned and speechless for a long time. Luo Shengrui nodded and said that Ruoxi had misunderstood him now. Even if he said it was true love, Ruoxi would not pay attention.
"After I lost my child, I lay in my room. Every night, I had nightmares. I dreamed that my child would cry and ask me why I was so cruel and why I wanted him or not. I told the child that I I want him. I really want to raise my child well. My child asked me, if I really want him, why do I want to find you, an irresponsible father? You know clearly that he doesn’t love you. I did it on purpose, yes, I did it on purpose, Luo Shengrui, do you know? I was in the room and didn’t dare to open the curtain. I stayed there for a month. I saw my brother’s self-blame and I saw my parents’ discomfort. , every time I clenched my fists, I told myself, don’t let them worry, but I really love you very much, that kind of love, really, it kills me to think about it now, my body is getting worse and worse. Oh no, I saw my mother crying all the time. I wanted to be stronger, but I didn’t want to. All I could think about was you. I thought I was going to die like this. Until that one, I watched the butterfly die. I just realized that no matter how hard I try, butterflies cannot fly across the sea. Why should I ask you to love me so crazyly? For you, I have to leave home. To be honest, when I was at the airport, I Waiting for you, I think, as long as you show up, as long as you tell me that you are willing to give up everything and follow me, I can follow you, I don't need everything, just you, Luo Shengrui, but I have been waiting for a long time, Before I could wait, I screamed heartbreakingly at the airport. I knew that that sound was my last gift to you. It has been three years since I lived abroad. Really, I can speak now. You are a healthy person now. Why do you think I want to be with you? You are not worthy of me from the beginning, are you?" Ruoxi said at the end, smiling directly.[
Luo Shengrui looked at Ruoxi's face quietly. To be honest, he was really happy that Ruoxi could tell all these things. Even if he felt sad, he was also happy, because after he said it, the hatred in his heart would disappear. If it were less, his hatred would be less, but what should he do? Can he get this woman's love again? Does he really have hope? Looking at Ruoxi's eyes, he felt that he didn't have any He hoped, but he was afraid.
"Ruoxi, Luo Shengrui really loves you. It was my fault at that time. I designed it in order to get Luo Shengrui. When I found out that your child was lost, Luo Shengrui had already proposed to break up with me. He had loved her for a long time. I fell in love with you, if it weren't for me, you would have been together long ago." Leilei appeared in front of them and explained.
"Leilei, tell me, is it true that you two made love on the same bed?" Ruoxi asked.
"Ruoxi, that is the past, the past." Before Leilei said the next words, Ruoxi said directly: "You also said, that is the past. The past does not mean that it has not happened. If you unite to hurt me, no It means I will forget, yes, you said it was all your design. Do you dare to say that the problem between him and my brother was also your design? Leilei, I know what you want to say, but I am still like that In a word, there is no possibility of sex between Luo Shengrui and I. I am very tired. You should leave early. Also, don't show up here. I'm afraid my father will be rude to you."
After Ruoxi finished speaking, she quickly turned around and Luo Shengrui said loudly: "Ruoxi, let's let the past go. I love you, come back to me."
Ruoxi didn't say anything and strode away. When Leilei saw this scene and then looked at Luo Shengrui, she felt really guilty.
"Luo Shengrui, you have just met, don't be so anxious? By the way, Ruoxi, can't you speak? Why can you suddenly speak?" Leilei asked in surprise.
"We kidnapped her yesterday and I rescued her. In desperation, she became able to speak." Luo Shengrui said bitterly.
"Luo Shengrui, if Xi can speak because of you, she must have you in her heart, so don't be so decadent. Do you think that even if you hurt her, your few words can make her come back to you? Is it impossible? The only thing you can do is to love her well, love her with actions, and touch her. Sometimes words are useless. Luo Shengrui, listen to me. Go back now and be fine. Take care of yourself, you are no different from a beggar now. How could Ruoxi love such a man? Are you sure you want to look like this next to such a beautiful Ruoxi?" Leilei asked.
Luo Shengrui lowered his head and looked at himself. He hadn't changed his clothes since he was beaten yesterday. He was indeed in a very embarrassed state. What Leilei said makes sense. Many times, action is needed.