This is an exquisite notebook. Its weight is negligible to Yuchen. But at this moment, this light notebook is like a thousand pieces of gold in Yuchen's hands. He slowly opens the first page.
One page, at that moment, the feelings that had been suppressed for three days finally could no longer be suppressed at this moment.
The first article of the diary records Ruoxue's long-term mood. This is a diary that makes people cry. It is also a diary that makes people feel heartbroken and feel sorry for that beautiful girl.%%()
In the diary, Ruoxue recorded every bit of her life, as well as her inner hesitation and uneasiness. She wrote, "My future destiny has been determined from the moment I was born."
Like children from most families, what they will face in the future is to become one of the major victims of family interests. In the Qiu family, my fate has long been doomed. Since I was a child, I have grown up in the envious eyes of many people.
Big, they always think that I am just like that charming girl who is loved by thousands of people.
In fact, I envy those carefree childhoods, whose smiles are always full of innocence. Every time I see those innocent eyes and innocent smiles, my heart will beat inexplicably.
At 20 years old, I was trapped in a huge cage like a caged bird. When I learned that I was going to marry a son of an aristocratic family that I didn’t love and had only met when I was a child, I couldn’t stop crying.
My cheeks were wet, why, why did God treat me like this?
Why do we women have to become victims of family interests?
So, I decided to run away. With the help of my best friend Yihan, I moved into her house. Hehe, I met a very shy man. Well, he was a bit handsome, and sometimes he was too handsome.
There will be a sly smile.
In June, this day was a shocking and restless day for me. When we returned from school as usual, we witnessed a surprising scene on the street. It was a bustling stage with busy traffic and crowds of people walking on the street.
,vehicle
At that moment, a child's cry suddenly pierced the sky and reached people's ears. When several speeding cars were about to ruthlessly take away the life of the lovely little girl, a figure appeared at that critical moment.
He rushed into the road and saved the little girl. His back was simple and great, but what he didn't expect was that that person turned out to be Yuchen.
I never thought that my life would intersect with him, but in the following days of getting along, I found that I couldn't help but fall in love with him. I kept telling myself that I couldn't, I couldn't, he had Yihan,
I am destined not to have love in this life
Why is Keke, obviously she wants to forget, obviously she wants to leave, but she is always accumulating longing for him, and she can't let go of this love that she shouldn't have.
Seeing this, Yuchen couldn't calm down anymore. He took a deep breath and lit a cigarette that he hadn't smoked for a long time. At some point, Lin Tian had quietly retreated. Yihan held his arm and quietly
Looking at the last beautiful relic left by Ruoxue
I fell in love with him, desperately and crazily in love with someone I shouldn't love, because he is my best friend's boyfriend. I am a sinner, knowing clearly that I cannot have love, knowing clearly that I will leave, but
Or a moth flying into the flame.
God, why, why can't I have a love like an ordinary person? Why don't I even have the qualifications for love? If it really doesn't exist, then I would rather turn into a butterfly and fly in the free sky
Opening the pages of the heavy diary, Yuchen and Yihan couldn't help but burst into tears. There was so much helplessness and unwillingness in it, as well as Ruoxue's miserable life.
No, I cannot be easily defeated by God. I have to work hard to pursue my love and the life I want. But I failed. Under the tears and anger of my parents again and again, I know that from that moment on I have already
failed.
I used to work very hard and be very persistent, thinking that I would eventually get the happiness I thought I had in my whole life. But when the dream was shattered, I realized that it was just a shameful happiness that I was deceiving myself and others. Looking at Yihan and Yuchen's happiness
I always look sour and want to cry, but every time like this, I can only force a smile. I hate myself like this, because it is very hypocritical. I have lived under the mask for 21 years.
When you get used to being alone, sometimes the loneliness is really beautiful, so quiet, so uncontested.
The day finally arrived, and I made a willful decision. I gave the most important day of my life to the person I liked. I knew that I was about to leave.
I exchanged tears for cheap love and got Yuchen, but I could never get into his heart. Walking in the rain, I could only cry and cry. I love you and let me accompany you through this final journey.
some time
The time happened to be the period when Ruoxue left. This was a very long but heavy indescribable diary. Both Yuchen and Yihan's hearts became extremely heavy.
Yuchen, I'm sorry, forgive me for entering your life uninvited. The day I left you, my life seemed to have lost its luster. There was always darkness in front of my eyes. Lin Xiyang wanted to get me, he wanted revenge.
You can only spend time in fear and uneasiness every time
Walking into the wedding hall, I knew that my life was about to end at this moment. Looking at the poignant words, at this moment, Yuchen's whole body started to tremble, his expression was gloomy, and his eyes were finally wet with tears.
On those rows of elegant words
Yuchen seemed to see that poignant rose, dyeing the entire wedding hall red.
Yuchen, I know I will leave you. I know I will leave the whole world. Yihan, Yudie, Xuanerjie, and Yuchen. I love you. I can never forget you and my parents in this life.
, my daughter is unfilial, I don’t blame you, I only blame the unfairness of this world. In my next life, I want to be an ordinary person. I don’t want a big family background, too much money, or a beautiful face. I want to marry an ordinary person.
Live the happy love that ordinary people should have
I know I'm naive and stupid, but goodbye, I love you
On January 11, Ruoxue walked into the wedding hall, counting down to her death. Under the gaze of countless children from aristocratic families, they looked with envy, jealousy, and even greed at the most beautiful Ruoxue that day.
Xue, dressed in a luxurious white wedding dress, with the alluring curve of snow-white under the V-neck, her delicate and perfect cheeks were slightly pale, but more of a cold beauty, but no one could see a trace of her beautiful eyes.
Faintly sad, no one thought that this holy church would soon be dyed red with blood
When the wedding reached the final moment, when the rings were exchanged, Ruoxue suddenly jumped into a dance. Amidst the enthusiastic applause, the dance figure in white slowly danced with rhythm.
The exquisite body and sexy figure all outline a beautiful picture. Amid people's enthusiastic applause, the beautiful bride dances the last dance of her life continuously.
"Yuchen, I love you. I have never regretted it in my life. Goodbye, my beloved." After these words, the beautiful rose and the poignant bride fell heavily under the attention of countless people.
Fell on the palace of marriage
At the end of this sentence, there is a paragraph of Ruoxue's unwillingness and despair. It says, if you have peerless martial arts, if you have a prominent family background, you will leave countless exclamation marks behind it.
"Pa"
"Pa"
Tears couldn't stop falling into the black and white notebook. Yuchen and Yihan could no longer suppress their feelings. The diary recorded Ruoxue's life, and also recorded her love for Yuchen. This love,
Heavy and painful, this love is unavailable but so beautiful
On the last night when she closed her notebook, Yihan couldn't help but cry out in pain in front of Yuchen. At this time, a hazy drizzle suddenly began to fall in the gray sky, as if the earth was baptizing the crying soul.
In a gorgeous mausoleum in Shanghai, a few black figures can be vaguely seen in the hazy rain and fog, which is a bit sad and also a bit indescribably heavy.
In front of a tombstone, the owner of the tombstone has a beautiful and delicate face. It is so beautiful and touching. This tombstone always makes people passing by pause for a few seconds, then shake their heads and sigh.
"Ruoxue, this is your favorite orchid. In the future, this sea of purple flowers will bloom here." The purple orchids were so beautiful one after another, Yihan placed it in front of the tombstone.
With heavy remembrance in his arms, Yuchen walked step by step to Ruoxue's grave. Looking at that familiar and beautiful face, Yuchen couldn't believe it. They had parted forever. That sentence, "You Ruo has peerless martial arts."
, if you have a prominent family background, it still echoes around Yuchen. Ruoxue's words came true, but she and Yuchen will never be able to see each other again.
"In the future, I will come to see you and accompany you, and tell you stories about what happened over the years." He lowered his head and shed tears as he placed Ruoxue's diary in front of her grave. After staring at it for half an hour, Yu
Chen slowly stood up.
"Let's go." Holding Yihan's hand, Lin Tian, Fei'er, and Nini held umbrellas and left the rainy and foggy cemetery. Before they came, Yihan couldn't help but look back. He didn't know if it was an illusion or something.
Hallucination, she actually saw an illusory but familiar smiling face in front of Ruoxue's grave
"Ruoxue, we will still be sisters in the next life." Yihan smiled lightly, took Yuchen's hand and said playfully: "Yuchen, I want to go see the sea."
"OK"
"Um."
"Brother, I want to go too"
"Then let's all go"
In the hazy rain and fog, their figures slowly disappeared. The rain and fog in front of the tomb slowly became clear. The beautiful face embedded in the tombstone had a faint smile.
(After much thought, this is also the best ending for Ruoxue. God said, forgive the author for that beast)
