If Zhao Yuning had not left, maybe he and her would have gotten married long ago, and maybe they would have had children.
It's a pity that such an idea only passed by in a flash. Looking back at Chen Xueru and Xiao Nian, Tang Shuwen felt lucky again. He knew what he wanted. Some people missed it. They just missed it and could only live in the past.
Chen Xueru and Xiao Nian are his present and future.
The coffee slowly cooled down, and Zhao Yuning came too.
She has lost a lot of weight, her hair is all down, and her face is even smaller, pale, and looks very bad. She is wearing a long white coat and a colorful scarf. She looks even less energetic, and her usual softness and charm are gone.
The trace is like a flower that is about to wither.
Tang Shuwen also felt pity in his heart, after all, she was the woman he loved.
"Yu Ning..."
Zhao Yuning sat down with a calm face, and Tang Shuwen looked at her calmly. There was no resentment or accusation, just a calmness like a pool of stagnant water.
She seems to be a little different. The charming, delicate and frail Zhao Yuning has gone somewhere, and her too calm face looks a bit cold and indifferent.
"You are very happy, right?" Zhao Yuning said. She didn't know what she was laughing at. Maybe it was herself, or maybe it was Tang Shuwen. Her smile was beautiful. "The child is gone. You must be very happy. Did you open champagne to celebrate? You finally got rid of me."
Already."
"No!" Tang Shuwen said lightly, "I know you have injustice in your heart, and I don't know you blame me or hate me. Yu Ning, I'm sorry about the child."
"What's there to be sorry for? You were the one who asked people to do it. You are so cruel. I even escaped from City A and you still didn't let me go. In the end, I was forced to have an abortion. The child she gave you is a treasure. I will give it to you."
Are the children you gave birth to just grass? You have to press hard and drive us to death before you give up?" Zhao Yuning sneered, looked at Tang Shuwen sarcastically, and murmured cruelly.
Tang Shuwen knew that Zhao Yuning always thought that he had tampered with the child. Tang Shuwen smiled bitterly and said, "Yes, I sent someone to take the opportunity to kill the child in your belly. Yu Ning, you know that this child will not be loved when he is born. Right
We are all suffering for him, and he even has unhealthy development, so why insist on being born?"
"Who said he is unhealthy? He is very healthy. What are you afraid of? I will take care of him after he is born, and you don't need to take care of him. Why do you need to kill my child cruelly." Zhao Yuning was so emotional that her hands trembled.
Tang Shuwen glanced at her up and down, and finally fell on her trembling hand. Zhao Yuning quickly retracted his hand. Tang Shuwen said, "After I knew you were pregnant, I did send someone to follow you and investigate you. Later, Xueru found out,
You persuaded me to stop, saying that children are treasures given to us by God, and children should not be implicated in adults’ faults. I listened, and all the people who were sent withdrew and did not attack you again. That was because you were careless, that’s why you did it.
A miscarriage, or perhaps it should be said that the child was inherently unhealthy and unstable, and was destined not to be born into the world."
"Shut up!" Zhao Yuning shouted coldly, her exquisite makeup could not hide her haggardness, "I don't believe she would be so kind, Tang Shuwen, there is no need to say good things for her, I know better than you how this happened.
, you killed my child, you are a murderer."
Tang Shuwen didn't intend to argue with her. Since she wanted to think so, he had nothing to say.
"If you think so, then think so." Tang Shuwen looked at Zhao Yuning, as if time was brought back a few years ago, "You are still young, beautiful, and have a good family background. There are many young talents for you to choose from. Yu Ning
, I sincerely hope you can forget me, forget everything, find a man who loves you and start over, you will definitely be happy."
People will have different understandings at a certain stage.
He met Zhao Yuning when he was seventeen or eighteen years old and loved her deeply. At that time, she broke up with her and went to the United States to further her studies. He thought he would never be happy again in this life. At that time, he still believed that Zhao Yuning belonged to him.
Yes, all her life, she must be with him, this is the right life.
Looking back now, I realize how wrong I was.
How could a young and frivolous relationship be called a lifetime? At that time, neither he nor she understood how important the word lifetime was.
Looking at the people around him now, seven or eight years ago, he had no idea where Chen Xueru was, nor did he know that the woman who accompanied him throughout his life was not the first person, but the beauty he had encountered after thousands of sailings.
He can do it, and so can Zhao Yuning.
"Of course I will forget you." Zhao Yuning said in a flat voice, "I will definitely forget you. Don't worry, I won't pester you anymore. Tang Shuwen, it was you who betrayed me, not me who betrayed you."
"Yes, I know." He was the one who betrayed her. He was right. To be honest, after she came back and the two got back together, he always felt that he was too rash and shouldn't look for his past love in her. If not
In this way, maybe she would not be so hurt today, so Tang Shuwen did not refute Zhao Yuning's accusation.
Zhao Yuning looked at him deeply, no one knew what she was thinking, she became deep.
Tang Shuwen didn't like this feeling very much, but he didn't avoid her gaze.
"Shu Wen, do you think you are happy?" she asked suddenly. Tang Shuwen was thinking about how to answer her. Would she go crazy if he said he was happy? What answer did she want to hear?
After a long while, Tang Shuwen said lightly, "I like my current life."
Zhao Yuning laughed at herself. She understood that he liked his current life and he liked Chen Xueru. Tears welled up in her eyes. Tang Shuwen couldn't bear it, but he always made it clear.
Zhao Yuning lowered her head and kept looking at her fingers. She didn't know what she was thinking. Tang Shuwen didn't disturb her. The two sat quietly for a long time. Zhao Yuning raised her head and said, "Shu Wen, why did you change your mind so quickly?"
Tang Shuwen smiled and said, "How do you want me to answer you? I don't think I even know this question."
Is he considered to be in love with someone else?
If she wanted to think so, he wouldn't refute it.
A sneer flashed across Zhao Yuning's lips, a man's love is nothing more than this, "You abandoned me for a new love today, and you may abandon Chen Xueru for other women in the future."
"Maybe." Tang Shuwen didn't want to refute Zhao Yuning. He didn't refute anything she said. Following her wishes, she thought that maybe she would feel more comfortable in her heart, and maybe she wouldn't resent Xueru so much. It would be one less thing to do.
Then there is one less thing to worry about.
Zhao Yuning smiled coldly and wiped away the overflowing tears, while Tang Shuwen looked indifferent.
