Asking such questions will only embarrass yourself.
Kaka was not really so cruel. He didn't want to hurt Fang Jiaqi, but he didn't want to give her any expectations. He always thought that Fang Jiaqi understood. She had loved him deeply before, so she should understand his feelings.
In this life, he owes Fang Jiaqi. If it weren't for his lack of experience and the fact that he didn't run so hard for Chu Chu, maybe Fang Jiaqi would be the mother of his child now and have a very happy family.
It was his improper command that ruined Fang Jiaqi's life.
Back then, he had simulated the actual situation. If nothing happened to Chu Chu, he would take command. If something happened, there would actually be a way to escape, and his life would not be lost in vain. But he was not around at the time, and he could only rely on phone calls.
They didn't see the hidden wall once they saw it. If he had been there, they would have been able to escape.
This was Kaka's first and only failure in the First Terrorist Organization.
It was also a regret in his life.
So for more than ten years, he gave Fang Jiaqi everything, as long as she wanted, he gave it to her.
I just didn't expect that she would actually do it.
It's not that he didn't feel it. He was also aware of Fang Jiaqi's thoughts, so he gradually became alienated from her in the past two years. He was more careful in his words and behavior, not giving her any expectations, and also letting her know that there was someone in his heart who had no idea of Fang Jiaqi.
.
He thought Fang Jiaqi was a smart woman and should understand.
It seems that he thought wrongly.
"Jiaqi, it seems we can't continue." Kaka said. If this matter had not been raised, perhaps he could have pretended to do so, but now that he had raised the issue, there was no need to continue.
The goddess has a dream, but King Xiang has no intention.
Fang Jiaqi's expression changed, "You...you want to break up with me?"
"Break up?" Kaka looked at Fang Jiaqi with a smile, "Jiaqi, we don't need this word between us, right? I told you from the beginning that I will not fall in love with you. If you don't want to, you can't do it halfway.
Say stop and I won't blame you."
They are not getting along well, so how can they say they broke up.
Fang Jiaqi sat silently, with a sad face. Kaka walked over, put his hand on her head, and stroked her gently, "Jiaqi, I treat you sincerely. The people I owe the most in this life are you and Wushuang.
, Wushuang, I can no longer afford to repay you. I only hope that I can repay you and give you happiness. Maybe I was too reckless back then and dragged you into this matter without thinking. I didn’t expect that we would be in today’s situation.
…”
"Are you blaming me for changing my mind and falling in love with someone else?" Fang Jiaqi asked coldly.
He didn't expect? He didn't expect that she would fall in love with him. Did he think that she would only fall in love with the dead person in this life? It was undeniable that she did love it, but that person was dead, and she also wanted to have a happy life for herself.
Chance.
"That's not what I meant." Kaka explained, "You and I are both sensible people, and our personalities are too similar. At first, I thought that even if it was a fake show, you wouldn't really do it, not to mention that you love Ah Fei so much."
He paused and continued, "You are still young and talented. If you leave me, maybe you can have another world and you will live a good life. I hope you can live a good life and be happy again. In this way, I
And I feel less guilty.”
No one blamed him for what happened back then, but he has always blamed himself.
"What if I want to marry you?"
"Impossible." Kaka said, "If you don't make it clear, maybe I will consider it. Now that you have made it clear, it's best not to let it go. It will delay you in vain."
He didn't want to owe Fang Jiaqi any more.
"Emotionally, I ask myself that I have never owed you anything, Jiaqi. The only thing I owe you is Ah Fei. I can't give you a living person, nor can I give you a happy family. But emotionally, I have a clear conscience.
." Kaka said, he has always understood this.
Fang Jiaqi was speechless, she knew, she knew that Kaka was telling the truth. It was precisely because it was the truth that it was so hurtful. It was really hurtful. Why was the man she fell in love with so cruel?
He loves Wushuang. If he hadn't been in love with Wushuang, he should have been moved by her over the years.
With her conditions being so good and her beauty so charming, it was not difficult for Kaka to fall in love with her.
However, she was late.
Emotionally, he is later than Wushuang.
That dazzling woman has taken away all his love.
He didn't have a penny to give her, not even pity.
"I'm tired, let's talk about this later." Fang Jiaqi said in a low voice, ignoring Kaka's obstruction, and quickly left the bedroom. She didn't want to end it with Kaka.
She has been acting for more than ten years, and she is used to this stage.
She is used to the audience off the stage, the people who are competing against her on the stage, and the applause off the stage. She is attached to this stage and can never return to her past self.
Life is so sad.
Kaka frowned and did not force Fang Jiaqi. A stone that was pressing in his heart finally fell to the ground. In fact, from the moment he noticed Fang Jiaqi's thoughts, he had the idea of ending things with her.
But Fang Jiaqi is also a smart woman. She can see Kaka's thoughts, so she would rather pretend not to know and hide her feelings well from him. He really owes her too much, so he doesn't want to hurt her.
I always want to talk to her to prevent her from getting deeper into trouble, but I never get the chance.
It was Fang Jiaqi who didn't give him a chance. Now that it was at this point, she didn't want to face it or end things with him.
How wonderful it would be if nothing like that happened back then.
This is no longer the case.
Lying tiredly on the bed, Kaka's heart was heavy. His conversation with Fang Jiaqi brought back the pain in his heart. This was a wound he had suffered for many years, and he rarely remembered it. Today, the blood was shining on him to remind him of his mistakes back then.
Precisely because of this negligence and dereliction of duty, everything he was responsible for in the future was never done by hand, for fear of the same thing happening again.
Such a big thing happened to the No. 1 terrorist organization, but it didn't even make him feel tired.
Suddenly I really want to talk to Wushuang.
He took the cell phone and dialed Wushuang's number. Wushuang turned off his phone.
He raised his eyebrows. Her mobile phone was destroyed when she was in London. Later, a new one was set up for her in the First Terrorist Organization. She rarely turned off her phone unless she was on a mission.
Maybe he's busy.
Over the years, he had called Wushuang, and there were a few times when she turned off her phone and was on a mission.
If her cell phone has an incoming call reminder, she will definitely call him back when she sees his phone number.
