Something happened to the No. 1 terrorist organization in the Middle East, and many people died. You were in a bad mood. I called you to comfort you, but when I heard your hoarse voice, I didn't know what to say.
Sorry, I don't know how to comfort people.
You blame yourself, and I feel sad too.
My dear, none of this is your fault, there is no need to blame yourself.
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December 21, 2015.
Xiaobai said, you have a girlfriend.
Her name is Fang Jiaqi.
My hands and feet were cold, and I felt a cold air coming out of my throat. I thought Xiaobai was lying to me. How could you have a girlfriend? You love Hailan so much.
It's Hailan, I'm not jealous.
But why someone else?
My heart is broken again.
It's really ridiculous, and who would know if it's heartbreaking? Kaka, why do you have to do it so obviously? If you want to tell me that you have a woman, why do you have to go through Xiaobai's mouth.
That would be more hurtful than if you said it yourself.
For the first time, I hated you.
December 22, 2015.
I'm really disappointed. It's hard to hate you all day long and I can't sleep at night. Since you want me to know that you have a girlfriend, what should I tell you if you want me to?
What do you need to say to feel satisfied?
Oh, congratulations.
Well, since you want to hear it, I'll tell you.
I called you to congratulate you on having a girlfriend. I hung up the phone and sat alone in the room, as stiff as a stone. Logically speaking, I was heartbroken and I should cry.
It's a pity that my childhood education never taught me what tears are.
I want to forget you.
From today on, I want to take back all my love for you.
forget you.
Forget you, forget Kaka, forget the past.
You don't love me, I love myself.
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January 2, 2016.
On the second day of the New Year, you brought your girlfriend to my house?
Chu Nanfeng, very good.
You are fine.
In order to cooperate with you, I brought my new boyfriend back.
At the dinner table, you looked unhappy and gloomy.
Who messed with you?
Oh, my boyfriend is an actor and the topic he talks about is not interesting to you, so you become depressed?
I was feeling gloomy, so I accidentally kissed my cheek.
Damn, I hate being kissed.
I just like to take the initiative to kiss others.
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January 23, 2016. New Year’s Eve.
Today you, Uncle Chu, and Aunt Rongyan came to celebrate New Year's Eve. You brought Fang Jiaqi here and you made me angry. You didn't want to see anyone. Even though I knew you were drinking, I didn't bother to go downstairs and took a comfortable bath alone.
I didn't expect to see you drunk when I came out of the bathroom door.
You rarely drink, even if you do, it’s just a small drink, and you’re never drunk. I don’t want to see you under such circumstances. Your attitude is a bit cold, but I didn’t expect that you would suddenly hug me...
kiss……
When I grow up, I understand for the first time that my heartbeat can be so fast, that I can also be distracted, and that I don’t know what to do with a kiss from you.
I don't like to be kissed.
Only you will not reject anyone who comes.
You don't know what's going on, your body is very excited, and in a blink of an eye you take off my clothes, kiss my face, my chest, my belly... I know what you want to do, and you don't want to refuse.
God knows how much I hate Fang Jiaqi. I think we should have done it without her phone call.
Two young and passionate men and women took off their clothes and rolled into a ball. They were about to merge into one, but were interrupted by a phone call. Your consciousness seemed to be awake, and you looked at me blankly. As the phone rang,
Then he held his head in despair and sat there in silence.
You seem to be scared of yourself.
Fortunately you didn't say sorry. If you had said sorry now, I would have thrown you downstairs naked.
Men have sex for sex, not love.
I see.
After thinking about it again, I couldn't bear to accept it. I had to take off my clothes anyway and it would be useless if I didn't do it, so I started to fight back.
The results were tragic...
It's not that you didn't react, but you restrained yourself, and you just didn't want to touch me.
But you unexpectedly enjoyed my kiss.
Kaka, if it were another man, I think it would be hard to get, but you won't, you are not that kind of person.
It turns out that men are just like this.
There can be sex without love.
I understand, now what do I need to take into account in the future?
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December 1, 2023.
Nisha Kena is a magic stick. She clearly said that I am lucky to have a romantic love this year. Why is it that I don’t have any romantic love except Long Chengtian’s rotten love blossom?
The real love is only when I like him too.
Other passers-by are not counted.
Long Chengtian is an interesting man. I killed his woman and he yelled at me to kill her. He was really cruel. His temperament was a bit like that of my beautiful father.
I seem to like him very much, which surprises me. I usually play with him just as a joke, but Qianqian died and I felt a little sad when I saw him dejected.
This is not a good phenomenon.
Could it be that I have changed my mind?
There is only a thin line between liking and loving. I can like many people, but there can only be one person who is cute. Will one day Kaka withdraw from my love?
The thought passed by in a flash.
I think that I will never be able to fall in love with anyone else in this life.
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June 12, 2025.
Sorry, are the three most hurtful words in the world.
I hate these three words.
From now on, I will beat anyone who says sorry to me!
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June 19, 2025.
I have planned to be friends with Kaka and retreat to the position of a friend. I will no longer miss him and no longer love him. Many years ago, I also wanted to give up, but in the end I never made up my mind.
I can not let it go.
How I want to proudly tell you, Kaka, apart from me, there is no woman who loves you more in the world. Losing me is your loss.
But I don't have the courage.
For so many years, my youth has been with you, why am I unwilling to look back at you even once?
I not only question, am I really so unworthy and unworthy of your love?
Then I thought of Feimo and Warmth.
Nuan Nuan is afraid that Fei Mo will leave soon, this is her way of loving Fei Mo.
If it were me, even if Kaka only had the last second left, I would want him to say he loves me properly. For the rest of my life, this sound would be my greatest comfort and happiness.
