Xiaobai went to the garden of the atrium to nest alone. Chuchu found him, sat down next to him, and asked him with a smile, "Brother Xiaobai, everyone is playing inside, why are you coming out alone?"
"Get some air, what are you doing?" Xiaobai turned his head and looked. Chuchu was holding a mobile phone and playing games next to him. After not seeing each other for a while, Chuchu had become mature. Although she was still a happy little girl, she felt worse than before.
Much more mature.
Speaking of people of their generation, Chu Chu and Zhou Muhan were the happiest couple. There was almost no turmoil. They were childhood sweethearts, loved each other, and had a very smooth relationship. There was also a bloody mistress drama, and Chu Chu
He was knocked down by his toughness, and there has been no storm since then. Their relationship is very good. They say that only after going through wind and rain can you see the rainbow, but relationships that don’t go through wind and rain can sometimes be very good. Zhou Muhan and Chu Chu are the best examples.
They are very happy, very happy.
"Brother Xiaobai, when will you be able to stop taking drugs?"
"June." Xiaobai said, "Why are you asking this?"
"I care about your health. My dad and mommy said that they will stay with your daddy and mommy in Riyadh until you fully recover, so no one will care about me, and I can go to London to find brother Mu Han."
Chu Chu happily planned the days of the past six months. Chu Li was more strict with her. She was his baby. Although he recognized Zhou Muhan as his son-in-law, he also wanted his daughter to spend more time with them and get married later. So Chu Chu
It's very sad. She spends half of the year with Chu Li and Rong Yan, and the other half with Zhou Muhan. This time they have to live in Riyadh for half a year, and Chu Chu couldn't be happier.
Xiaobai cried, "So it's good for you that I'm addicted to drugs."
Chu Chu immediately expressed her loyalty, and Xiao Bai suddenly grabbed Chu Chu and asked, "Do you think the boss has been very repulsive to me recently?"
"It's impossible. Brother Mo Yao is so obedient to you. When has he ever rejected you?" Chu Chu said, "Brother Xiao Bai, you think too much about nothing."
"I wish I had thought more." Xiaobai said, pursed his lips and said nothing. Thinking that the boss would rather play games to kill time than face him, Mo Xiaobai felt a little unhappy.
Later, they planned to have a barbecue on the beach. Suman asked Dinah and others to prepare barbecue utensils. Ye Wei, Rong Yan, and Eleven went to buy barbecue. Although it was a little late, there was a barbecue restaurant that was not closed yet.
Wei plundered all the barbecued vegetables from other people's stalls. Her appearance was even more magical. She went to the hotel to get a little suckling pig, and the group went to the beach.
It is good for Suman to have more cars. Although there are many people, the car can also accommodate people. Mo Yao and Xiao Bai were the last group to leave. Mo Yao had something to deal with temporarily, so he was a little late. Xiao Bai was waiting for him. The rest
Go to the beach first. Half an hour after Mo Yao had finished everything, Xiaobai was waiting for him in the garden downstairs. Mo Xiaobai drove the car and Mo Yao sat in the passenger seat. Xiaobai was a little shy when driving, because
Xiaobai had a car accident.
He doesn't like Xiaobai driving fast, it's too dangerous.
But Xiaobai insisted, and he had no choice but to let him drive. This sports car was still the same sports car they drove last time. Bai Ye gave them his favorite car. This was Xiaobai's welfare.
When Xiaobai was driving, he liked to listen to rock the most. The crazy drumbeats and music made Mo Yao feel uncomfortable. Mo Xiaobai turned down the music again. Mo Yao felt a little more comfortable. Mo Yao didn't say much, Xiaobai said.
Bai was silent all the way, occasionally humming a few songs.
When Xiaobai was driving, he suddenly felt uncomfortable. The car stopped at a traffic light and his body couldn't help but twitch. Mo Yao hurriedly came to his senses. Xiaobai stepped on the brakes and drove the sports car to the side of the road. Xiaobai huddled in the driver's seat.
His upper body was twitching, with a look of pain on his face. Mo Yao hurriedly asked him what was wrong? Mo Xiaobai only said that he felt uncomfortable and didn't say much else. Sweat dripped from his forehead one by one. He had been addicted to drugs for four or five days recently.
One time, he just got addicted to drugs yesterday. He probably wouldn't get addicted to drugs again so soon. Mo Yao asked in a deep voice, "What did you just eat?"
"I drank a little cold beer." Mo Xiaobai said honestly. Mo Yao cursed inwardly, "It's nonsense, it's just nonsense. He actually drank ice beer. He was not allowed to drink in the white night, but he actually drank. It may be that drinking caused his drug addiction."
Early onset.
Xiao Bai closed his eyes and tried to wave his hands to drive away something in front of him. Mo Yao opened the car door and pulled him out of the car, trapped him on the sports car, and tried his best to hold his body.
"Don't struggle, it's okay, it will be fine in a while." Mo Yao said that no one is allowed to see Mo Xiaobai's drug rehabilitation. His drug addiction is more terrifying. Recently, he can withstand such pain alone.
But I don't know if drinking alcohol will cause irritation. Mo Yao circled his body to prevent him from hurting himself. Mo Xiaobai's chest felt uncomfortable and suffocating. He had full strength but nowhere to vent it. He had a splitting headache.
, a hallucination appeared in front of his eyes. When he was in prison, because he couldn't stand the side effects of drug addiction, so... Mo Yao and Wu Shuang were both sexually abused because of Mo Xiaobai, because he had bruises all over his body.
The traces were all traces of abuse, but they all misunderstood.
The situation was the opposite. Xiaobai raped them, and the method was extremely cruel, which directly destroyed the penises of several people. Later, when his drug addiction broke out, no one dared to approach him, and they just waited for him to go there after the attack.
Beat him, hit him, try to rape him.
revenge!
Speaking of which, those special forces soldiers were a bit unjust, because they didn't know the side effects of drug addiction, so they all understood when there was a military chaos. Xiaobai, on the other hand, had hallucinations and thought they were all Mo Yao, so while he
Unable to bear the onset of drug addiction, he thought he was abusing and hurting Mo Yao. He was constantly tortured in the real and illusory worlds.
Those special forces who were accidentally injured by Xiaobai wanted to take revenge, so they found a group of men who were good at this and locked them up with Xiaobai, just to wait until Xiaobai became addicted and had no strength at all and could not resist.
It's time for them to take revenge on Xiaobai.
That's how those scars on xingnue came from. Xiaobai suffered a lot during that period, and his sanity was not lost. His body had to endure the torture of forced confessions, and he had to endure those scum. It took almost all of his strength to stop them from harming him.
Later, the hallucinations became more and more serious. No matter what happened, Mo Yao appeared in front of his eyes. The people he hurt were regarded as Mo Yao, and the people who hurt him were regarded as Mo Yao. Those traces of xingnue were in Mo Yao.
At that time, Xiaobai seemed to think that Mo Yao was inflicting it on him, because he himself couldn't tell what was illusion and what was reality.
Even so, Mo Xiaobai still felt happy. After all, he saw Mo Yao. Even if Mo Yao was abusing him crazily, he still felt that he could meet him. His brother was by his side. He felt at ease, so he also
I don't know if anyone has taken advantage of it.
After all, those people were Mo Yao at that time.
Pain, pressure, and drug addiction have transformed his whole body into a deformity. Even dreaming about it now feels scary. During that time, when Mo Xiaobai regained his memory, he had nightmares while holding Mo Yao while sleeping. If he
There was a knife in his hand, and he was probably addicted to drugs again. He would probably stab him with the knife. If Mo Yao wanted him, and he was addicted to drugs, he would probably shoot Mo Yao to death.
This is Mo Xiaobai's instinct of resistance that he developed in prison. Because he can't distinguish between reality and fiction, Mo Xiaobai regards everything as fake. Even if it is Mo Yao who appears in front of him and he is kissing him, he will
Catch him with the sharpest thing you can and pierce his arteries.
He had done it several times, and the first time was the most uncomfortable. He saw Mo Yao lying motionless on the ground, bleeding successfully, and a long sharp piece of glass stuck in his throat. He almost collapsed. He thought he was killed.
Mo Yao. He thought he had killed the person he loved most. He wanted to commit suicide, but suddenly he found his brother walking over with a sinister smile. Mo Xiaobai started to protect himself again, but then he became numb, even if he saw Mo Yao's body...
There was blood lying next to him, but he couldn't feel it anymore.
He had to numbly tell himself that that was not his brother, just an illusory shadow.
Bai Ye told him that such hallucinations would stay with him for a long time, and he was worried that he would hurt Mo Yao. He never told Mo Yao about these things, for fear that Mo Yao would not be able to accept them, and he was also afraid that he would not be able to accept them.
Those nights when he woke up and saw Mo Yao beside him, those were the most confused times. His first reaction was to grab whatever he could to kill him, but then he slowly came to see clearly that that person was real, and he was
Calm down this murderous yuwang.
Mo Xiaobai was worried that sooner or later he would lose control.
At that time, he longed for Mo Yao's hug and accepted Mo Yao's hug. In fact, a large part of it was trying to see how far he could accept it. It was undeniable that when he had an attack, his sexual desire was strong and he also wanted Mo Yao. This has become
It has become a habit. But when he does it with Mo Yao when he is awake, he is trying to get himself used to this kind of thing. Let himself try to get used to it. The bond between him and Mo Yao will be like this for his whole life. He has to get used to it.
, lest he accidentally kill Mo Yao, because he once stabbed him when someone was kissing him, and at that time he thought he was Mo Yao.
So he was afraid that such hallucinations would sometimes make people crazy.
Fortunately, he never had an attack.
Fortunately, when I wanted to kill him, I discovered in time that this was a real picture and not a fake. This was different from being in prison. In prison, Mo Xiaobai kept telling himself that it was not Mo Yao. No matter who it is now, he is hallucinating.
