Xiaobai turned his head and avoided Ji Bing's lips. Something flashed through his mind and he instinctively avoided it. Ji Bing was embarrassed for a while. Xiaobai was a good dancer and smiled and said, "Baby, are you there?"
I really can't leave like this. You just met today, I have to go home and talk to mommy and try to make her accept you."
Ji Bing sighed and nodded. Mo Xiaobai almost couldn't wait to walk out of the room. As soon as he walked out, he breathed a sigh of relief. Something was pressing in his heart, which made him feel uncomfortable and his head hurt.
It was late at night. When Xiaobai came back, Ye Wei, Eleven and others were almost asleep. He went back to his room, dared to take off his clothes and walked to the window when he saw a person sitting in the garden, a white shirt in the night
It was very obvious. There was some reddish light between his right hand, smoke was lingering, and Mo Yao was smoking. Mo Xiaobai stopped untying his clothes, and the discomfort in his heart became even more uncomfortable.
Why is the boss sitting alone in the garden and smoking?
Mo Yao is a very self-controlled person. He is more ascetic and strict than anyone else. He doesn't smoke, drink, or pick up girls. He knows almost nothing that men know, but he knows everything that others don't. Mo Xiaobai
It was the first time I saw Mo Yao smoking. Under the smoke, there was a faint layer of sadness surrounding him. Xiaobai's heart moved, so he put on his clothes, went downstairs, and went to the garden.
After Xiaobai sent Ji Bing back, he sat in the garden and smoked one cigarette after another. He was not really good at smoking, and he didn't like the smell, but sitting alone felt silly and made him feel depressed.
You must do something to share the loneliness and helplessness in your heart.
When men become degenerate, they will always numb themselves by smoking and drinking, and he is no exception. It's just that he has never encountered anything that made him decadent in the past. His love for Xiaobai has not been reciprocated for so many years, and he has never degenerated, always waiting.
Now that he has gained and lost again, Mo Yao truly feels that God is too cruel to deprive him of his only happiness and joy.
People are always greedy, and Mo Yao is the same. He loves Xiaobai. When Xiaobai doesn't love him, he feels that as long as Xiaobai is by his side, he will be happy. Now Xiaobai has given him too much hope.
, he had the idea of occupying Xiaobai. He felt that it was not enough. It was not that his love had deteriorated. It was that he had become greedy.
"Boss, why did you smoke so many?" There was already a pile of rocks on the ground. Mo Yao raised his head and looked at Xiao Bai. Against the backdrop of the night, the fire spots on his hands seemed to bloom in his eyes. Mo Yao
He was a little distracted, and the things he had tried so hard to suppress almost burst out, but slowly, he regained his composure.
"Upset." Mo Yao said. Xiao Bai sat next to him, took the cigarette out of his hand, threw it to the ground and stamped it out. Mo Yao didn't stop him. The rose garden was always fragrant. Xiao Bai secretly
I wonder what's bothering him.
"Is it about work?"
"Emotionally." Mo Yao said. Xiaobai was extremely confused. If it were normal, he would happily ask the boss who he likes. It was really big news. He probably broadcast it everywhere. But tonight it was unexpected.
He shouted without asking a word. Although Mo Yao felt strange, it didn't matter.
Xiaobai said, "I also have a little problem and am upset. Boss, can you help me analyze it?"
"You're getting married soon, groom-to-be, why are you upset?" Mo Yao said calmly, already planning to go back to the room. He didn't want to hear what Mo Xiaobai said about him and Ji Bing. He couldn't bear it.
He couldn't bless them. He was not as great as he thought. He wanted to bless his beloved when he saw them getting married, which was against his conscience.
If Xiaobai hadn't been addicted to drugs and had special circumstances, he wouldn't have allowed him to be so willful and get married as soon as he said he was going to get married.
"I don't know if getting married is the right choice." Mo Xiaobai said.
Mo Yao was about to go back to his room, but when he heard these words, he felt inexplicably nervous. He looked at Xiao Bai deeply and asked, "What's wrong?"
Mo Xiaobai said, "Ji Bing kissed me just now..."
Mo Yao's face darkened, and Xiao Bai added, "I actually feel disgusted."
So he left the hotel as if he was running away. Xiaobai scratched his head in confusion, and Mo Yao chuckled. The human body has the deepest memory of a person's smell. Mo Xiaobai was used to being with him, used to being with him.
Kiss, zuoai, his body will remember his body, and his heart will also remember him, and he will naturally resent the closeness of others. Xiaobai's words made Mo Yao's mood that had been clouded for many days better.
Xiaobai said, "Do you think I'm abnormal?"
"No, you hate normality." Mo Yao said, "This is normal." Mo Xiaobai was puzzled, and Mo Yao asked, "Why do you want to marry Ji Bing? Do you really love Ji Bing?"
Mo Xiaobai thought for a while, "It's love, I want to take care of her."
Mo Yao frowned, "care?" This word is too general. He can take care of Ji Bing in many ways. There is no need to marry Ji Bing. Xiaobai took out his phone in confusion and called up a recording for Mo Yao to listen to.
, that was the recording of him and Ji Bing breaking up. After listening to it, Mo Yao felt ecstatic. He had never clearly heard Xiaobai say that he loved him. He knew that Xiaobai loved him deeply, no less than him. However, he
He has never said that, Mo Yao longs for Xiaobai to say in person, brother, I love you, I love you very much, I love you very much. Although love does not have to be said out loud, he is still tacky and feels that it will make him feel better if he says it out loud.
He never thought that when he heard Xiaobai say that he loved him, it was in such a situation, so unprepared, so complete, that he would have no regrets in his life. He looked at Xiaobai and had to restrain himself from all the self-control.
Li Cai didn't hug him over and kiss him hard.
If he does this, Xiaobai will definitely think that he is a pervert.
But he really wanted to kiss him.
Xiaobai said, "I have analyzed this recording and done a technical comparison. This is not a synthesized recording. It was what Ji Bing and I said, but I don't remember when I said this. Boss, in Riyadh
Did something happen that I don't know about?"
Mo Yao couldn't answer. Xiaobai himself wasn't getting better, so it was useless for anyone to tell him.
"If you fell in love with someone else, would you still marry Ji Bing?" Mo Yao asked. He was greedy. Even if Xiaobai thought about it a little, it was very important to him.
Xiaobai was even more confused, "I didn't fall in love with anyone else."
Mo Yao sighed, as expected.
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When we were in college, our classes were arranged by month. Our two classes all had birthdays in March, April, and May, so I was very busy during this period, one birthday after another. I also had a lot of arrangements, so sometimes
It was less, and I had to skip the update for a day, and I didn’t say I would make it up because I really couldn’t spare the time.
April 1st is here. It’s the anniversary of Leslie Cheung’s death. Originally, I was going to Hong Kong Mandarin to lay flowers, but my schedule couldn’t accommodate it. I’m going to Beijing for the annual meeting on April 10th, but I will also attend Leslie Cheung’s memorial concert tomorrow.
We will have videos and activities. We will start activities at noon and return until midnight. Maybe we will also sing karaoke with Rong fans. This is my favorite person. I don’t think I can love my future husband so passionately and loyally.
People. So I will definitely participate in his activities, and I would rather sacrifice my working time and take it as a leave.
My birthday is April 10th. Announcements are made every year and no holidays are allowed. But this year’s annual meeting is on April 10th. I will be in Beijing on the 10th. I want to invite my friends to celebrate my birthday in advance, and it will be arranged on the 2nd.
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The 3rd and 4th are the Qingming Festival holiday. I don't sweep graves or travel, but those guys who usually work will definitely come to my house to harass me when they are free. I will go to Beijing for a three-day meeting on the 10th and will come back on the 13th. I will be there on the 5th, 6th and 7th.
Shopping for clothes or something, in other words...
Brothers and sisters, you are really busy.
Okay, okay, so much nonsense, you must think that I have to ask for leave again, don’t get me wrong, even though I am so busy, with two jobs and 12,000 yuan a day, I am still reliable. If I can’t make it in time, I will definitely do it.
To issue an announcement.
I just want to say, sisters, can you please push for more updates? I have my own knowledge. If I can add more updates, I will definitely add more updates. The key is that I can’t. I have delayed the publication of the gold medal manuscript for half a month.
Some readers in the comment area also came up with conspiracy theories in a funny way. I am not angry. Well, let me emphasize that I have a hot temper. I come and go quickly, but I will not really be angry with anyone. I just think it is ridiculous. I am so straightforward.
As a person, well, I think I’m pretty straightforward and won’t come up with conspiracy theories like what a classmate in the comment section said sarcastically.
Well, if you believe me, just believe me. If you don't believe me, just think I'm making excuses. Say less hurtful words and be kind.
Tomorrow is April 1st.
I wish my brother in heaven will always be happy.
ps: I don’t know if any of my readers are fans, and in Shanghai, there will be Xintiandi UME Cinema tomorrow.
