Seven days have passed, and there is no news about Mo Yao. If a missing person cannot be found within three days, the chance of survival is very low. Mo Xiaobai did not give up, and sent people to search over and over again, using all the resources he could use to find him.
Looking for Mo Yao.
However, Mo Yao was like a drop of water falling into the sea, and merged into the sea water. There was no news and could never be found again.
The Mo family has been gloomy and gloomy these past few days.
The sea in the port was always so calm. Mo Xiaobai didn't dare to cry in front of them, didn't dare to smile casually in front of them, let alone talk nonsense in front of them. He had lost all qualifications.
It was seven days after Mo Xiaobai received Ji Bing's call. He cleaned up his appearance a little and went to the hotel to find Ji Bing. Over the past seven days, he had been looking for Ji Bing sleeplessly, always hoping to see a glimmer of hope and not eating much.
, even after closing his eyes, the person looked a bit haggard.
Ji Bing is more haggard than Xiaobai. Her eyes are still red and swollen. She has been crying for a long time. Ji Bing is waiting for Xiaobai in the hotel cafe. She is afraid that in the hotel she will cry and beg.
Xiaobai, please don’t leave.
noob……
Xiaobai sat opposite her and asked for a glass of lemon juice. Ji Bing looked at his lost look and felt a pain in his heart. Although Xiaobai left so heartlessly to find someone else, leaving her alone caused a joke in the auditorium.
, but she still wanted him to have a good life.
"Has your brother not been found yet?" Ji Bing asked. Mo Yao's disappearance had not been reported, but for such a big matter, Ji Bing would always know something about it, and looking at Xiaobai's expression, he knew that Mo Yao had not been found yet.
Maybe he's dead, maybe he's missing.
It's been seven days, and the probability of him coming back is low.
Xiaobai shook his head and said calmly, "I will find him."
"It's been seven days." Ji Bing said lightly, and Mo Xiaobai said in a deep voice, "I will definitely find him."
Ji Bing's eyes were wet, and there was a bit of bitterness in his pursed lips. Xiaobai was so sure and persistent, she really had no hope. Xiaobai looked at Ji Bing and said softly, "Ji Bing, I'm sorry, I
Hurt you."
"I don't know why you keep repeating this. I was very uneasy before we got married, especially when I saw you and Mo Yao together. I always felt that he was more important to you than me. I comforted myself repeatedly,
You are brothers, and you should be so close. I shouldn't have extra thoughts. It turns out that my intuition is correct. I should trust women's intuition." Ji Bing smiled bitterly and said, "Xiaobai, you said you have always loved me.
He, then who am I?”
Xiaobai looked at Ji Bing calmly, "I'm sorry!"
Ji Bing shook his head, "Don't say sorry. I know I lost, but I don't know who I am in your heart. Since you have always loved him, why did you come to provoke me? If you provoke me, why did you give up again?"
, you have to make me understand."
She is not that hysterical, nor that crazy. She just wants an answer, an answer that has troubled her for a long time. She would rather believe that Xiaobai is sincere to her and is not fake.
"I have been pretending to avoid his feelings. I dare not accept them. I am afraid of such hot feelings. I am afraid that I and my brother will really fall in love. I am afraid... I am inexplicably afraid. I cannot accept it in my heart. I have regarded him as my brother since I was a child.
, suddenly want to be my lover, I can’t do it. But I am used to his love and care. He always tolerates my willfulness. In fact, I have tested his feelings. I always have girlfriends one after another, but my brother
It doesn't seem to matter, no matter how many girlfriends I have, he doesn't care. It seems that it is okay for my brother that I am with a woman. He loves me and whether I love him or not are two different things. He doesn't seem to need my love.
As long as he loves me, it's fine. I was in the rebellious stage, I had low self-esteem since childhood, and he was always proud, so I thought wrongly and took the wrong path. I avoided his feelings more and more and didn't want this feeling. I have never been in love, no.
I knew I was on the wrong track, but my brother didn’t tell me that I was wrong. He loved me and loved me, not because he wanted me to be a burden. Until I met you, your dependence made me feel that I still have value, so I like it very much.
Be with you. Ji Bing, I really like you and want to spend my life with you, but... I can't do it now. I can't give up on him anymore. My brother has been waiting for me for so many years, and I have hurt him for so many years.
It’s my turn to wait for him next, no matter how long it takes, I will continue to wait.”
"You just feel guilty..."
"It's not guilt. I really wanted to understand this matter in Berlin. After he hit me, I slowly figured out some things. I wanted to go back to him and make it clear. He was not allowed to be nice to Bai Liu, but something happened to me.
"Mo Xiaobai talked about this matter very calmly, facing those dark years calmly, "When I was in prison, if I didn't have the heart that I couldn't die, and I couldn't die with resentment towards my brother,
I can't never see him again and die after saying forgiveness, otherwise I will destroy him. If I didn't hold this belief, I would have died in prison. I survived just to be with him.
I just want to live the rest of my life well with my brother, I want to dedicate the best of myself to him, and I want to love him ten times, a hundred times. This is not guilt... I am feeling guilty towards you."
Ji Bing frowned, Xiaobai looked at Ji Bing, "The only person I have accidentally killed in my life is your fiancé. During your engagement ceremony, I killed him by mistake because I got the wrong person. Later, the church exploded.
, your parents also died, but you were the only one who survived. You witnessed their death and were so stimulated that you lost your memory. I'm sorry. If I had found out more, you would be a very happy wife today with a two-year-old child.
Yes, I made you lose everything, so I want to make it up to you."
Ji Bing opened his eyes wide and looked at Xiaobai in disbelief. Xiaobai said slowly, "I'm telling the truth. During the engagement ceremony, you not only lost your fiancé, your parents, and your children.
I owe you a home. After you woke up, you relied on me wholeheartedly. I wanted to compensate you in other ways and make you live a better life, but your dependence and trust gradually fascinated me. I have never seen anything like this in my life.
A person who relies on me and needs me as wholeheartedly as you do, I feel that I have the responsibility to take care of you, and I like you so much. I once thought that I would give you a home no matter what, and I would treat you better than your fiancé.
Better, I will let my parents love you, and I will give you children. I have thought about it a lot, a lot...Ji Bing, I am really sorry."
