Chapter 143: Tell me the truth and give us a chance
The air seemed to have solidified, they were silent, no one spoke.
After a long time, Leng Yan looked at the discolored hand that he held and gently loosened it, but still held it.
"You feel sorry for me, don't you?" Leng Yanjing looked at her downturned face and asked her the same way she asked him that day: "Nuan Nuan, tell me that you feel sorry for me."
Feeling distressed...
Nuan Nuan closed his eyes.
Yes, but I no longer want to do this.
"Let's eat." She opened her eyes, her eyes became dull, and she gently pulled out her hand.
I don't want to feel distressed, so I don't want to say two words. I don't even want to answer him like he did that day, because she is his wife, so I feel distressed.
She is not like this, she feels sad because... she loves him!
Rather than just a responsibility.
However, soon, they no longer even needed the responsibility. Haha! Wen Nuan smiled bitterly in his heart.
Leng Yan looked at the hand that was gently pushed back by her, feeling a chill in his heart.
"Because of Ji Wei, right? Because of her, why are you so cold to me?" Looking at her palm-sized face, Leng Yan asked faintly: "Because she saw me at her house, saw me at the dance
So you don’t want to talk to me anymore?”
Now that you know it, do you still need to ask? Am I still very happy after seeing this?
How funny!
She bit her warm lips for a long time and looked back at him boldly: "You said you didn't love me, didn't you? It was these words that gave me hope of waiting for you to love me. But you just used your actual actions
, gave me the answer that you still love her."
She had been holding it in her heart for several days, and she didn't want to ask, but she still couldn't help it.
Yes, it was his hope that made her really unbearable today.
If that day, he said he still loved Ji Wei, she would not feel such pain. She would quit willingly and fulfill their needs.
Even if she still loves him, she will only do it silently in her heart.
"She has passed." Leng Yan held her hand.
I once loved her, but now I can't say this word to Ji Wei.
For three years, he has been resenting her ruthlessness. When she committed suicide, he would inevitably be nervous. He just didn't want her to die, but it was not love. After learning the truth, he felt very guilty.
I feel sorry for her.
If it hadn't been because he married Wen Nuan, maybe he could really accept Ji Wei again.
But, coincidentally, when he hated Ji Wei and couldn't feel any love, he met her and fell in love with her.
For Ji Wei... Leng Yan felt a pain of self-blame in his heart. He couldn't go back, he couldn't find the feeling he had before.
He once said that he would always love Ji Wei, but as luck would have it, God caused too many things to happen in the meantime, and many things were out of control. Now, things have really changed.
"Then..." Her eyes were filled with hesitation: "Why did it appear at her home?"
"Because she was drunk, I sent her back." Leng Yan held her hand tightly, but his dark eyes did not dare to look directly at Wen Nuan.
He promised Nuan Nuan not to tell anyone about his suicide. He couldn't give Ji Wei love, so he could only promise not to let her get hurt.
Nuan Nuan sneered in his heart and continued to ask: "What about the dance?"
"That's it, haha." Wen Nuan smiled lowly, watched him clench his fingers, stared at him for a while, suddenly raised his head, and asked softly: "Yan, how are the company's affairs going? Didn't you say that in the middle of the night?
Is there an emergency in the company, and has it been completely handled?"
Yan, don’t lie to me...
She stared at his slender fingers, her heart trembling slightly.
She once imagined that this hand could hold her tightly. However, at this time, her mind was complicated and at a loss. She closed her eyes and prayed silently in her heart: Yan, I will give you a chance.
Also give yourself a chance, tell me the truth, give me a reason to stay...
I want to stay, stay by your side, don't push me away with your lies, okay?
"..." Leng Yan was stunned for a moment, and his eyes became even more evasive: "It's no problem, everything has been taken care of."
Warm heart completely sank to the bottom.
"As long as it's no problem."
Opening her eyes, her voice was so light that it seemed as if it could be blown away by the wind. She gently opened his hand and said, "Let's eat. It will get cold soon."
"Nuan Nuan..."
Leng Yan wanted to hold on tighter, but she pushed him away. She curved her lips and smiled, looking sweet, but her heart felt like it was immersed in bitter bile: "There will be a costume contest in MT in a few days, and I have already signed up. But you also
You know, I haven't even graduated from college. So, I have to work harder than others."
As he spoke, he walked through the door without stopping.
As I carried the materials into the study and leaned against the door, tears finally welled up in my eyes.
He didn't tell her the truth, he was still deceiving her with lies!
Everything should be over, no more hope...
His stomach still hurt so much that he fell on the bed, letting Leng sweat wet the pillow. Leng Yan gritted his teeth, and his mind replayed the clicks of him and Wen Nuan over and over again. His stomach no longer hurt, but his heart hurt unbearably.
.
I put on a piece of clothing and walked into the study, stood at the door, raised my hand but then put it down.
What do you say when you go in?
Tell her about Ji Wei's suicide?
He can't!
Nuan Nuan was sitting in the study, her tears had long dried. She was staring at the information for a long time but could not turn over a page. She heard footsteps and her body was shaken. Soon, the footsteps gradually went away again, leaving her alone with a wry smile and tears.
sigh.
In the middle of the night, she still returned to the guest room. It was almost early in the morning, and she was sleeping extremely uncomfortable. She turned over and immediately rolled into a soft and warm embrace. The warmth was startling, and the familiar breath finally made her wake up.
He came over, turned on the wall lamp, looked at the sleeping person next to him, and shrugged helplessly.
I don't know when he actually ran into the guest room, and a feeling of happiness mixed with an unbearable bitterness surged in her heart. She laughed to herself and wanted to push her away, but she was hugged tighter.
"Don't leave me, Nuannuan, don't leave..."
His eyes were still closed, but his thin lips were whispering softly in his sleep.
"It's not that I want to leave, it's you who pushed me to leave." With a palpitation in his heart, Warm's soft little hand gently touched his frowned eyebrows. In the dream, he hugged her tighter. Wen Nuan shook his head, no
Push away.
In the past few days, the temperature difference has been too great. I sleep alone in bed. I always feel cold in the middle of the night. Not only my body, but the coldest place is my heart. It is easy to find a trace of warmth. Although it is unreal, maybe it will become cold at dawn.
I caught the bubble, but I was greedy and didn’t want to let it go.
There wasn't much time left to hug her, and she couldn't bear to part with it...
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The morning sun awakened the warmth. She slowly opened her eyes, and Leng Yan beside her was still sleeping soundly. She sighed, put her arm aside, and quietly got out of bed.
With only one slipper on, he was suddenly picked up and laid on the bed again.