Ji Wei's lips moved and she weakly chanted his name, her eyes showing surprise and emotion.
"I didn't expect that I would be able to see you as soon as I opened my eyes. I thought this would become an eternal luxury."
No matter how ruthless she was when he left three years ago, it is undeniable that she still loved this man and only this one man in these three years.
When loneliness struck and she felt wronged, she lay on the bed and closed her eyes. She used self-hypnosis to tell herself that she might be able to see him when she wakes up.
Even when she has no choice but to have sex with another man, she will imagine that the other man is him, so that she will be particularly devoted.
However, after that, she will fall into even more difficult suffering and regret.
She never gave herself to him once, which was her biggest regret.
"Are you having a nightmare?" Leng Yan asked with concern as he wiped the sweat from her forehead and palms with a clean towel.
Ji Wei's nose was sore. After hearing his gentle tone, she finally couldn't hold it back. She hugged his waist fiercely and cried until she couldn't stop crying.
"I dream about them."
She buried her head in his chest and cried: "They, it's them... not only Zhou Boliang, but also..."
"Who else?" Leng Yan frowned in distress and patted her back gently.
He just heard her say, "Don't come over here."
You are obviously not the same.
"It's him." Ji Wei gritted her teeth, raised her head slightly from his chest, and looked into his eyes: "The person from three years ago."
Leng Yan's heart was stung by a giant bee, and it hurt terribly.
"Yan, I don't know how many times I have dreamed about him." Ji Wei choked with sobs: "Do you know how scared I am today? When I saw Zhou Boliang, I thought of three years ago..."
Leng Yan closed his eyes and held her hand with a little force.
three years ago……
He used to be angry when he thought about three years ago, but now when he thinks about it, his heart hurts so much that he can't help but feel it.
"That day, I knew that your leg was so injured that you couldn't come to save me. So, I kept running and fell down several times. I thought that as long as I ran to the hospital, you would be able to save me..."
Ji Wei's tears became more and more rapid. She hugged his body, as if she had encountered a piece of driftwood after falling into the water. She was tight and didn't want to let go, as if this was her courage to survive. When she said this, she said
Not going any further, I looked up at his face, shook my head in disappointment, and said in a sad tone: "But, I'm still running slowly. I should take good exercise. If I run faster, faster, I
Then he won’t be..."
She cried loudly.
It was the terrifying nightmare of her life. The man wore a peaked cap, had half-long hair, and a deep scar on the left side of his face. He pressed her down hard and hit her wantonly, with his face
With a lustful expression on his face.
She pushed him and bit him, but her strength was exhausted and she could only be insulted by him.
That was the first pain in her body...
But not for him...
"I'm sorry." Leng Yan looked at her sad little face and his throat felt hot: "I was too willful. Why did I have to eat porridge that day? I'm such a bastard. If I didn't have this idea, this wouldn't have happened.
It's a matter of fact. You won't be bullied and you won't leave me in such pain..."
He really wanted to slap himself hard, it was all him, it was all him!
"I don't blame you, I had to go. You said you wouldn't let me go by myself, but I insisted on going."
Leng Yan stretched out his hand and was about to hit her face hard, but Ji Wei grabbed it and put it on her heart. She didn't let go: "Yan, don't hit me, I feel bad!"
She still loves her, she understands. Not just because he is the second young master of the Leng family...
"I don't know how I can make it up to you." Leng Yan's eyes were a little red: "I ruined you. Now I clearly know what you want, but I can't give it to you."
What she wanted was him, his heart.
He knew it, but he couldn't afford it.
He has a wife and he loves his current wife.
"Stop thinking so much and stay with me. I'm afraid I'll have nightmares if I close my eyes..." Ji Wei frowned in pain: "Sometimes, I feel like I can't live..."
"Stop talking nonsense!" Leng Yan immediately stopped her from talking.
He looked down at her wrist, which was now wrapped by Uncle Wang. However, when he looked there, he could still imagine the bloody appearance. Thinking of that day, she was lying in the bathroom, blood mixed with water, and overflowed from the bathtub,
It flowed all over the ground.
"Close your eyes and have a good sleep. I will find someone to deal with Zhou Boliang." Leng Yan clenched his fists and said the name through gritted teeth. If he hadn't saved Ji Wei quickly, he would have been beaten by Zhou Boliang.
Better to die.
"Um."
She lay down and listened to his words obediently. It was like when they were still in love, one time when she was not feeling well, he, who was always thrifty, bought a lot of delicious things and brought them over. However, there was one requirement for eating.
Sleep well.
Leng Yan pinched his eyebrows, he had thought too much today.
Taking out her mobile phone, Ji Wei opened her eyes again and looked at him: "Would you like to call her?"
Leng Yan nodded: "It's too late."
"Let her come here too. If you are here alone, she might..."
There was a smile on her pale lips, which was so painful that it made people feel distressed: "I may misunderstand you. But, I'm really scared. So, I'm sorry..."
"Sleep well." Leng Yan patted her hand, stood up, walked out, and stood in the corridor to call Nuan Nuan.
He was thinking the same thing just now. He could see how careful Wen Nuan was today. Neither Xiao Liu nor Fan Ming could be contacted, so he could only stay and take care of her. In order to avoid misunderstandings, it would be better to let Wen Nuan stay with him.
Before the call was made, the phone was already ringing. After looking at the number it was Nuan Nuan, he answered immediately and asked before waiting for the other party to speak: "Why didn't you answer the phone just now, Nuan Nuan, you know, I'm very worried.
"
"I know, Nuannuan knows you are worried."
Tong Xi immediately said loudly to the other end of the phone. Nuan Nuan blushed and pushed her aside: "Bao Xixi, don't eavesdrop on my phone."
"You want to hear how worried so-and-so is? Huh, stingy!" Tong Xi stuck out her tongue and told her with a small smile: "Tell him that you are not going back today and will sleep with me.