When Luo Chen returned to the bedroom after taking a shower, it was already past twelve o'clock.
There was silence in the family building of the city hospital, and the medicine machine produced in old Shanghai in the study kept making a malicious ticking sound. Luo Chen suddenly felt a chill, and a touch of fear rose in his heart. He shrank his neck, quickly jumped on the bed, and pulled the The teddy bear crawled into bed.
Unable to fall asleep, Luo Chen simply played with his mobile phone in bed. Today's hot words on Weibo were "Three Generations of Officials, Heavy Rain in a Certain Place, and Double Regulations by Such-and-such Officials."
Ever since Shen Xinyi participated in that high-profile fashion show, the term "official third generation" has been trending for several days.
Luo Chen suddenly became upset by this word. She threw her phone aside irritably and buried her head in the quilt to fall asleep.
The quilt was extremely hot, and Luo Chen felt as if a fire had been lit in his heart.
Isn't it just to see a patient? What time is it? Didn't you say you would come back to stay with her? Why haven't you come yet?
The dissatisfaction and grievances that had been suppressed in my heart for the past few days were quickly ignited by the fire burning in my heart.
Luo Chen sat up from the quilt, ran to the kitchen with bare feet, took a sip of water, took the phone and started dialing. When the soft girl reached her ears through electromagnetic waves, the fire in Luo Chen's heart was instantly revived. It was extinguished, just like a heavy rain suddenly fell in the heart, a gust of wind blew by, and the whole area was desolate.
Tears instantly flowed down, and the floor suddenly became extremely cold at this moment. She felt like she was stepping on ice in the twelfth lunar month, and her whole body was chilled.
***Chen Nuo first sent Luo Chen back to the family area of the city hospital, then turned around and went to the flower shop.
According to what Luo Chen said before, he found some gladioli, carnations, and anthuriums, and combined them into a beautiful bouquet. He then went around to the drugstore and bought some nutritional supplements before turning around and heading to the city hospital.
The inpatient department of the city hospital was built in the past two years, with a total of 66 floors. The higher the floor, the better the ward conditions, the higher the level of care, and of course the more expensive the charges.
The lowest dozen or so floors are generally crowded with people, and the higher you go, the more deserted it becomes. Shen Xinyi's ward is on the sixty-sixth floor, and there are only a few people around.
With high-level care, Shen Xinyi sent her family back to rest. She knew they must have been worried and hadn't slept for a long time.
When Chen Nuo opened the door and walked in, Shen Xinyi and the young nurse were the only ones in the entire ward.
Shen Xinyi woke up a few days ago, but because the car accident damaged her brain, she always had to sleep more time every day. Shen Ke told her that Chen Nuo had been visiting her every day these days, but today Shen Xinyi Yi saw Chen Nuo for the first time.
She softly called out, "Arnold!", her voice was sad and melodious, almost like weeping.
The familiar voice of Arnold stirred up ripples in his heart that would not dissipate. Chen Nuo didn't know how to react for a moment.
But Chen Nuo is Chen Nuo after all, and his reaction arc seems to be naturally shorter than ordinary people. After the turmoil in his heart calmed down, he quickly returned to his usual indifference.
He said, "Are you awake?"
Such an indifferent and distant tone was like a sharp blade, stirring maliciously in Shen Xinyi's heart. She tried hard to suppress the tears that blinded her eyes from pouring down. She said, "Well, a few days ago I'm awake, but I happened to fall asleep again when you came here. Sit down."
Chen Nuo put the flowers and nutritional supplements in his hands on the table and sat down on the chair next to the hospital bed.
Shen Xinyi asked the nurse to go out to rest. They were the only two people left in the ward. The silence was terrifying. It was a silence more embarrassing than silence. Even each other's breathing could be clearly heard.
"Arnold, are you still blaming me?"
"Yes", Chen Nuo told the truth.
Shen Xinyi was startled at first, and then it became difficult to distinguish between sadness and happiness.
He said he still blames her, is it because he still loves her?
"I'm sorry, Arnold, I'm sorry. I really didn't mean it. I have my own reasons. Arnold, how about we start over? I am willing to give up my current career for you. I will never let you down. I... …”.
Chen Nuo made a stop gesture, and Shen Xinyi's voice stopped abruptly.
His life was colorful at first, but after his mother's accident, it turned into monotonous black and white. It was the girl in front of him who made his life colorful again, but because of her so-called dream, he suffered so seriously , when the injury is serious enough that you may not wake up, pull away and leave without saying goodbye.
All the sweetness disappeared, the colors faded, and his life became lifeless.
Xinyi, since you have chosen to leave, why don't you go on firmly, why do you turn around again, why do you come back? Chen Nuo's face is full of sorrow.
Shen Xinyi said again: "Arnold, I love you, I have always loved you. I have never forgotten you in the past five years. How about we start over?".
"Are you okay? Arnold? I really can't live without you." Shen Xinyi lost her usual glamor and was like a child, crying and fussing, hoping to get a love like ordinary people. .
Chen Nuo was unmoved. He said, "Xinyi, don't be willful. The past has passed, whether it's love or weirdness. The important thing is that we have our own lives now. In fact, the past five years have passed." Everything tells us that no one can really live without the other person, and life should go on, and it must go on."
"You don't have to say sorry to me. I'm living a good life now. The fact that I can come to the hospital to see you means that I have let go of the past. You should also let go of the past earlier and continue the life you deserve. ."
He said he was living a good life now, he said he had let go of the previous things, how could he say that? Their tenth love anniversary was coming, and he said he had let it go.
For the first time, Shen Xinyi knew that words could be a sharp blade, and it made her heart ache.
"You said you were living a good life because of that girl?"
Luo Chen's pretty face flashed through Chen Nuo's mind quickly, with eyes like crescent moons and pear dimples. He replied without hesitation, "Yes, I am very happy to have her."
The last hope in Shen Xinyi's heart was shattered by his firm "yes". Arnold, can you be more cruel?
No, she didn't believe it. Arnold must have said that because of what was good about that girl. Her talent was not as good as hers, her family background was not as good as hers, and even her appearance was not as good as hers.
Why does Arnold love her?
He must have lied to her, because he blamed her for leaving without saying goodbye, so he lied to her. He actually loved her in his heart, otherwise he would not come to the hospital to see her every day.
She is beautiful enough and good enough. Together, they are a perfect match, a golden boy and a beautiful girl. They are the couple who deserve the most blessings.
To hell with all the ladylikeness and reserve, she just wants to be brave again, to be brave for love again.