Back then, when the accident happened at home, she was a girl who didn’t even have a college diploma. You can imagine how difficult her life must have been. At first, she could still work, but later, the pain became more and more difficult. Medical expenses, treatment expenses... Faced with all kinds of pressure, my spirit was almost on the verge of collapse, and I even thought about committing suicide intentionally or unintentionally.
When a woman was supposed to be the most brilliant and beautiful, her life was so miserable. Life had already drained her of all her anger and pride. But she met Shen Ya when she was the most lost and helpless. Ke. She thought he would be like those playboys who saw such a dirty scene and remained indifferent. However, he appeared, he appeared like a hero. She was so grateful and moved.
She was thinking at that time that she would do her best to take care of him and repay him. Sometimes she even secretly thought that it would be great if he were her own family, and she could take care of him like a family member and her brother. He, that would be great!
Then, a ray of soft light was injected into the dark world, and he gave her the whole world, shielding her from all the wind and rain, repairing her life that was so incomplete and dilapidated that it was so miserable, and supporting her belief in living!
Xia Qingge was lucky enough to meet Shen Yake!
She felt that the most unfortunate thing in her life was that she met Du Caochen, and she lost her heart, her body, everything she valued, and her flesh and blood.
The luckiest thing in her life was meeting Shen Yake, the stability of that time, and the stability of this life...
So she was very happy and at ease with Shen Yake that year, as if she had found a warm home that she had not seen for a long time, and Shen Yake was more like a family member who was connected by blood and depended on each other. She rarely even thought about those unbearable things. Memories rarely occurred to her that she had experienced such pain. She did not even deliberately sketch his face, but gradually forgot about it.
She thought that if this life could pass in such a stable way, then the thousands of grievances, pains, sufferings, and struggles she had suffered would all be worth it! But...
Meeting Du Jiaochen again was unexpected and unpredictable. Face to face with him, he pressed on me...
Only then did she realize that that year was like a warm and stable movie, an illusion. The appearance of Du Yuechen tore open the wounds that she had hidden so well...
It's not that she doesn't hate him, she just wants to deceive herself. She's in too much pain and deliberately wants to forget it.
However, someone now told her that the gentle man who gave her light and faith was dying. If he died, he would never come back, never be seen again, never seen again...
The sky outside is a bit gloomy, but yesterday's weather forecast said that today will be sunny and sunny, with no rain. Why did the weather change so suddenly...
There was a bang...like waking up from a dream...
"No...impossible...impossible..." Xia Qingge shook his head desperately, refusing to hear the news: "Shen Yake...isn't he getting married soon, isn't it that you already have a baby...he never He will lie... He said he will be happy... He... He will not lie to me, will not lie to me..."
"Ling Mei, Ling Mei, you must be lying to me, right? Come on, tell me, everything you said is false, everything is false..." Shen Yake will not leave, the man who once tolerated her Everything, the man who helped her shield her from all wind and rain and was as warm as spring would never leave her alone in this world.
He said that he would watch her happiness, even if it was just from a distance. He said that he would always accompany her, even if it was just greetings from the bottom of his heart.
"I don't believe it, I don't believe it... I want to see him, tell him I want to see him, he will definitely meet me, he will definitely..."
The feet in slippers stepped straight down, and the wet water stains on the floor made Shazinger fall heavily to the ground. The pain made her regain a little bit of her rationality.
Mrs. Zhang hurriedly stepped forward and helped Xia Qingge up. Before she could stand up straight, she heard Du Caochen's pleasant and slightly anxious voice: "Why...you fell." When Xia Qingge saw Du Caochen, Ignoring the pain in my knees, I stumbled to Du Yuochen's side, unable to hold back my tears any longer...
"Du Caochen is not real, everything is a lie, right? You said he would be fine, you said..." She asked Du Caochen stubbornly, treating him as a life-saving straw, this man Isn't he a man of great powers? He said that Shen Yake will be fine, and you will be fine. If he has anything worthy of her belief, it will only happen once, and I hope it will be this time.
But Du Liaochen suddenly looked away, not daring to look at her miserable face... That man would never... never come back again!
Xia Qingge panicked until a resentful voice sounded: "Do you think he can escape the relationship? He knows best what he has done."
"What do you mean?"
"Don't you understand yet, who in S city can cover the sky with one hand, who can easily control the life and death of others, and who is the target of all this...?" Xia Qingge never felt Ling Mei's voice. Such harshness, even when she was slapped on the face, she had never felt that her voice was so sharp and harsh, like a needle, piercing straight into her heart.
After saying this, Ling Mei's figure disappeared from this place. She ran away, wiping endless tears as she walked. Even her back looked so resolute and full of hatred.
Xia Qingge reached out and pushed Du Liaochen away. His hands and feet were getting colder and colder, as if he had fallen into an ice cave. It was so cold that even his bones hurt.
She looked at Du Liaochen in disbelief, and with a snap... the last string in her heart broke... She tried hard to tell herself that it had nothing to do with him, it didn't matter, although he was cold-blooded and domineering, but... he would not ignore her at all, but Now...she realized that she was so naive and thought of him too well. How could she have forgotten that a cruel and ruthless person like Du Yuchen, who could even kill his own flesh and blood, could do anything. If he doesn't come out, how can he take care of her?
How could he be willing to fail, willing to let her go to death, asking him to let Shen Yake go, let go of the Shen family? She was too naive... This man's blood is cold, and his heart is probably empty, or even worse than The stone is even colder.
Xia Qingge sneered, said nothing, and walked directly in front of Du Caochen, "Du Caochen, as much as I loved you before, I hate you now... My biggest failure in this life is meeting you."
The extremely oppressive silence in the air made it difficult for Du Qiaochen to breathe.
"Xia Qing... Ge, listen to me..." The hoarse voice was no longer as deep and pleasant as before. Xia Qingge stood still and said nothing... Hearing his voice, his heart still felt like being hit by a sharp needle. The sting...
He looked at the slender figure standing in front of her infatuatedly. He could see her sadness, sadness, and grief. He could even see her despair at this moment clearly. He wanted to
I opened my mouth to say something, but in the end nothing came out.
The relationship between them was no longer just about who owed whom, who hurt whom... Du Yuochen wanted to raise his hand and grab Xia Qingge, but he could only touch the cold and illusory air.
"Du Yuechen, if I can, I really don't want to look at you again. I was so blind before...that I could like...a despicable and shameless man like you...that I could dream of living forever with you. It's me.
Blind...it's me..." If time could really go back, she swore that she would never meet him again, never again.
Even if she didn't have those joys, it wouldn't matter if she didn't have those happiness. At least there wouldn't be so much sadness and pain. She wouldn't be like now, losing everything, and even her death would be accompanied by guilt.
She will not live in peace. It turns out that she is really the one who should go to hell. She really should go to hell!
Du Liaochen's body trembled.
"Xia Qingge..." Why is this happening? Why is she doing this to him? She can hate him, she can hate him, but can she give him a chance, give him a reason, and listen to his explanation. Although the reason is ridiculous, the explanation
It's so far-fetched that I can't even believe it.
But he still didn't want to give up...Xia Qingge, did you hear that? I don't want to give up, not at all, not at all, give up, you!
"Xia Qingge... things are not what you think, it's really not... listen to my explanation, actually..." This is the first time since Xia Qingge met Du Jiaochen that he has seen him look like this, with a pale face.
With a look of panic and pleading on his face, he looked at her with reluctant and desolate eyes... Xia Qingge bit his lip, if he had been willing to put down his body earlier...
Thinking that the man as gentle as spring would never come back, hatred swept over him like a raging tide, and the tears ended at this moment.
"Are you happy that Shen Yake is dead? Are you happy that Shen Yake is about to die? Are you happy? Du Yuochen, can't you make me hate you less? One child is not enough? What more harm do you want to do to me?
Only when you are willing to do so, are you a human being? Is your heart black and made of iron?"
"Do you think I will love you and stay with you forever after Shen Yake dies? Haha... stop dreaming... You murderer, you are the devil who kills without blinking an eye."
Du Liaochen was stunned by Xia Qingge's words. There were tears on Xia Qingge's face, and the smile on his lips was extremely sad and full of ridicule.
"You will only make me hate you more and hate you even more. I won't have any nostalgia for you at all. I wish you could die right now... People like you don't deserve to live in this world at all. You should go to hell..."
I will never be reincarnated..." Xia Qingge never knew that she could actually say such vicious words, but she couldn't control it, really couldn't control it. She thought that Shen Yake's death had something to do with her, and that the man died because of her.
The guilt and self-blame almost annihilated and killed her!
Every word and sentence she spoke, and the rhythm of every word she spoke, were filled with deep-seated hatred, as if she wanted to bite Du Yuochen to pieces and swallow him into his bones, crushing his bones and scattering ashes...
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