On the first day of Xia Qingge's funeral, Du Jiaochen did not show up, and he was still nowhere to be seen on the second day. It was not until the third day that he was awakened by a "dong dong" knock on his closed door.
Qiao opened the door, and the room was dark, making people feel inexplicably deathly depressed. He couldn't feel Du Liaochen's breathing. The room was so quiet that he almost felt that the depressive atmosphere was so oppressive.
Can't help but feel angry.
This was the first time he saw Du Liaochen after he came back. He had lost a lot of weight, his eyes were sunken into his sockets, his eyes were unfocused, his beard was unshaven, and he was in an unprecedented state of embarrassment. Qiao was struggling in his heart, and he even suspected
Would it be too cruel for me to take Xia Qingge away from Du Liaochen like this? Did I do something wrong?
But if he didn't take her away, he was afraid that she would really die in this place. He thought that those other shore flowers that were blooming vigorously a few days ago had withered all over the ground and fell into mud in just a few days.
Yun, no longer seeing the fiery red sea of flowers, makes people feel slightly sad, just like never seeing the white figure in the sea of flowers.
Everything is always so unprepared. I thought I could catch something this time, but I was still happy in vain. Xia Qingge, have a safe journey. No matter where you are, you must forget the pain and be happy.
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Joe's thoughts seemed to be attracted by the figure in front of him. He gradually approached the figure in the darkness. He was startled. In the darkness, he could actually hear the long-suppressed whimpering of the aloof man, which struck him like muffled thunder.
In his heart, he felt uncomfortable, sad, and mournful... He didn't even know what to say to him at this moment, whether to say sorry, and he finally let his selfishness betray their friendship. Or, her funeral
It was already done. After struggling, he decided to tell him the latter. He said: "Her funeral is done..." In one sentence, the originally depressing room became even darker, and a kind of thought called grief spread.
Come on.
Du Qiaochen squatted in the corner, motionless. When he heard Qiao's words, his lips trembled slightly. He just wanted to lie to himself that Xiaqingge was still alive. She didn't die or leave him. How could it be so simple?
He had to be ruthless to expose his wish, so couldn't he let him lie to himself? He really couldn't accept Xia Qingge's leaving, and he didn't want to believe it.
She was so kind, how could she have the heart to abandon him? How could she have the heart to walk so far alone...
"She never seems to know how much I love her..." Du Jiaochen's painful and choking voice came. In such an atmosphere, it made people feel inexplicably sad, as if he said
It was just an ordinary word of love that was not considered sweet. When it came out of Du Caochen's mouth, it felt like thunder in Qiao's ears, hitting his heart directly.
In Qiao's impression, this embarrassed man at this time would never talk about love. It seemed that these luxurious things were no longer in his world, and it seemed that he didn't understand what love was.
What is love, so he has been treating the women around him cynically, so he will not be hurt. However, Xia Qingge is different.
After Xia Qingge appeared, his whole world was turned upside down. Xia Qingge was like a whirlwind stirred up from the ground, blowing into Du Yuochen's world. Wherever he went, the wind was turbulent and it was difficult to calm down...
...
They can no longer simply say who is sorry to whom, who has accidentally hurt whom, nor can they just say sorry, okay, forgive, or go back to the beginning without forgiveness. The only thing that is mixed between them is their own. Tangled and hurt, as well as an innocent little life, and Shen Yake, who Xia Qingge thought was killed by him.
How could they go back to the past like this? He had seen Xia Qingge who lost her child. She seemed to have lost all the strength to support her. She was almost crazy. She left with the determination to die. of......
Therefore, Xia Qingge is dead. Whether it is separation or farewell, she is already dead. She is really dead. No matter who mentions it, he can only say that she is really dead, even at this moment. Du Liaochen was in pain so much that he could only say "She is gone" and nothing else. This was also the last thing he could do for her.
"Aren't you going to see her off?" His tone didn't seem to be calm. Thinking of everything Du Juanchen had done to her, and of her forcing her to die, what kind of pain would it take to leave so decisively? ?Du Liaochen, what did you do to her to make her only have this choice?
"She probably doesn't want to see me." Du Qiaochen smiled bitterly, and then said the sad words. Such a weak man made Qiao sigh in his heart. He really couldn't bear to blame, but thinking of Xia Qingge's sad eyes , he couldn't help it.
"What did you promise me, Du Liaochen? What did you promise me?" Qiao suddenly roared, rushed in front of Du Liaochen, picked up his collar, and hit him hard with his fist. Du Liaochen had originally His body was crumbling, he lost his balance, and fell to the ground in a panic, with the corners of his mouth turning bright red.
But he didn't feel any pain at all. He got up from the ground. Two proud men, both about 1.8 meters tall, faced each other face to face. Seeing that Du Yuochen could still stand in front of him as if nothing had happened, Qiao was furious. Come from one place, why did he hurt people so miserably? How did he agree to him in the first place?
Du Yuechen had no time to stand still, so he punched him on the left cheek again, and he fell down hard. This time, Du Yuechen struggled tremblingly for a few times. In addition, he had not eaten anything for three days in a row. His body finally couldn't bear it anymore, and he fell to the ground, unable to get up.
"Du Yuochen, answer me? How did you promise me, how did you treat her? Who promised me that he would not hurt her, and who followed her? I said, I will make her a happy little woman. Who said that he wanted her to give birth to a child for him? Who said these nonsense?" Qiao said angrily. The man who had always been elegant and gentle actually had this moment. When being aggressive.
"If she is pregnant with a child, you personally order someone to abort it. It is her life. You are not afraid that she will die on the operating table. You do not want to think about whether she will bear it when you personally tell her to abort the child. Come on, don't you think about how desperate she was when the man she loved so much, her husband, aborted her child with his own hands. Even if you just think about it, you can't leave her emotionally unstable and run to the United States alone. Asshole meeting, Du Qiaochen, you are simply an out-and-out bastard."
Du Liaochen's face suddenly became shocked and embarrassed, and he said tremblingly: "You said she loves me?" He murmured to himself, as if he was trying to convince himself, but also seemed to be just a weak defense: "How is that possible? She How could she love me? She said she hated me, she said she wished me to go to hell, wished me to die, how could she love me, how could it be possible?"
"She has never loved me. She said that the child is not mine. She cannot give birth to a child for a man she hates... These are all things she said personally. That child is not mine at all. "Other than the child, I have no reason to ask her for forgiveness. Even if it's just a small excuse, she won't hesitate to give it to me. She won't forgive me at all..." He is a grown man. , at the end of the sentence, he buried his face in his knees and sobbed speechlessly: "If the child is not even mine, what reason should I have to ask her to forgive me and keep her by my side..."
"She won't forgive me, not... ever again."
"It's a waste of your reputation as Du Yuchen, the all-powerful one. The child is not yours. What kind of woman do you think she is? If she really had something to do with Shen Yake, she would have already had it. Do you think she will still be raped by you?" She was brought back and given the name of Mrs. Du. Based on Shen Yake's infatuation with her, I am afraid that she has become the young mistress of the Shen family. They have lived together for more than a year and nothing has happened. It is such a coincidence. It happened when she had become Mrs. Du. Don’t you think it’s too coincidental? Just based on that bullshit doctor’s nonsense, you concluded that she was unfaithful to you and betrayed you. Don’t you think this Isn't it ridiculous? As long as you check in another hospital, everything will be clear, but before you can find out anything, you easily defined her as a betrayal and gave her child the title of a bastard."
"You are just jealous of Shen Yake's position in her heart. You just can't accept that Shen Yake still has room in her heart. You are just not confident. You think she doesn't love you and you won't fall in love with you. To put it bluntly , you are just afraid that she doesn’t love you. Du Qiaochen, when did you become so cowardly and timid? If she really didn’t love you, she would stay by your side for so long. If she didn’t love you, she would be because of you. She sheds tears alone because of the hurt, but is stubborn and refuses to tell you that she is sad. If she doesn’t love you, she will cry so hard that she can’t stand up when she sees you and Su Mei together. If she doesn’t love you, in Mu Li Xu, after she finds her brother Xu, she will stay with you and ask you not to leave her alone."
"If she didn't love you, she would be so desperate to protect your children, but what have you done? In addition to giving her hurt, uneasiness and hatred, what else did you give her, Du Yuochen , you ask yourself, you have been together for so many years, if she didn't love you, she would be so sad and desperate. If she didn't love you, would you feel sweet when you are with her? You would be so sure that she When you don’t know, you give her the name Mrs. Du?”
Qiao said angrily, he could see her sadness and sadness, couldn't he see Du Yuochen at all?
"You have never truly felt her love, her dedication, her sincerity, and her happiness. You keep saying what she said, that she doesn't love you. In fact, you are just making excuses to let her go. You just want to feel better and make her more sad, but your self-deception is the real stupidity and will only prove that you can't live without her and love her even more."
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