"Why can't we be together? Why did she leave without even giving me a chance to make amends? Does she know how much pain I feel now and how much I hate myself? I am a bastard and the most ridiculous person in the world.
The most tragic thing is that after losing her, he realized how much he couldn't live without her!"
If possible, I wish I was the one lying on the cold ground. That is the retribution I deserve. Even if she comes to see me occasionally, she will never look at the yellowed face on the tombstone.
If I change my face and say something softly, regardless of love or hate, I will be quite happy and satisfied, but this idea is just a luxury hope!
She was lying in a cold place, all alone. She was so afraid of the cold, her body was so weak, and she got sick at every turn. How could she bear it? But he didn't even have the courage to look at her. He wanted to tell himself that she was still alive.
, is still alive in his life, never far away! He can still imagine her still nesting in some unknown place in every corner of this villa where she has been, as lazy as
Sleeping like a curled up kitten, imagining that every night when he worked overtime, she would curl up on the sofa and wait for him to come back, like a responsible little wife waiting for her late husband to come home.
However, now, it has been so long and it is already dark, why can't I see her figure?
"She has left, but you must give her a clean slate and an explanation. All of this is definitely not an accident. If you still keep her in your heart, you should give her an explanation and find out the mastermind behind the scenes. Otherwise,
She will not feel at ease if she leaves, that’s what I say.”
Qiao turned around and left. The hand that opened the door suddenly stopped, and even his steps stopped. He did not look back, but said very firmly: "If I knew that you would end up like this, I would not let you go in the future.
I won't give in." What he said was not clear. At least Du Jiechen, who was immersed in the pain of losing Xia Qingge, didn't understand it at the time. But in the near future, he understood what Qiao said.
What does the sentence "I won't give in anymore" mean?
On the first morning after Xia Qingge's funeral, the atmosphere in the Du family seemed to be even calmer. Mrs. Zhang accidentally caught a glimpse of Du Jiaochen walking downstairs and was very excited. This was how many days had passed since the young mistress left.
"The young master has never appeared since then. He has always locked himself in the young mistress's room and has not seen anyone.
"Master, you are finally down. Auntie Zhang has made your favorite foie gras and cuttlefish. Come and try it. Has Auntie Zhang's craftsmanship deteriorated? I haven't done it for a long time. Young Master...
"She suddenly realized that she had said the wrong thing, and took a secret look at Du Qiaochen. Sure enough, she found that his face had become extremely ugly, and his expression was also quite haggard. In the past few days, the young master had lost a lot of weight.
Circle, it makes people feel distressed just to look at it.
She was also very sad. Young Mistress, why did she just leave? She saw that there was no sound in Young Mistress' room that morning and thought she hadn't gotten up yet. When she made breakfast and knocked on the door, she realized that she hadn't woken up yet.
It's so normal. Although the young lady has been in a bad mood recently, it's not like she didn't even say yes after being called for so long. In the past, whenever she knocked on the door, she would hear her very gentle answer inside. Today
how?
An ominous premonition suddenly broke into her mind. She ran downstairs quickly, got the key to the second floor from her wife, and opened the door. The scene in front of her almost scared her to the point where she wouldn't be able to move. If it weren't for her wife,
If he was around, she would have to collapse.
On the soft big bed, Xia Qingge's little figure was lying flat on it. Her face was very soft, like a sleeping baby. It was only when Mrs. Zhang touched her breath that she suddenly realized that she was not quiet.
She fell asleep, but was not breathing, and could not even feel the slightest breath. Mrs. Zhang was frightened, hugging Xiaqingge's cold body in her arms, crying and shouting: "Call me,
Call 120." After looking carefully, I found that her whole body, even her fingertips, were trembling: "Qingge, Qingge, good boy, why are you so stupid? Good boy, why are you so stupid, Mrs. Zhang still wants to
I'll make you a lot of delicious food, wake up, kid, wake up..." Until the ambulance roared to pick her up from the winding mountain road, Mrs. Zhang kept calling her name, as if hoping that
Pull her back from the hands of death. She is still so young and her life has just begun. How could she let death take her away so easily?
The result was unbearable for everyone, and Sister-in-law Zhang fell seriously ill. When Xiaqingge was sent to the hospital for rescue, she was already not breathing. The doctor issued a death certificate before even entering the rescue room.
Du Yuochen, who was far away in the United States, also learned the bad news through the phone at this moment. He could hardly believe his ears, and even suspected that there was something wrong with his ears. How could Xia Qingge die? He just left.
How many days could she die? There must be something wrong with his ears, because after hearing the news, his ears buzzed. He thought there must be something wrong with his ears and he heard the wrong thing.
.
Then, he asked in disbelief: "What did you say?" Before the other party could answer, maybe the other end of the phone had already answered, he slammed the phone in his hand to the glass window, and a piece of
It was messy and broken, and his eyes were sore and swollen. He covered his throbbing heart with his hand, and a hot liquid filled his mouth...
The silent atmosphere was broken, and Du Liaochen suddenly said: "From now on, don't cook Western food, everything will be the same as before." He didn't say that everything would be the same as when the young mistress was around, he just said that everything would be the same as before, and he was careful to avoid it.
Aunt Zhang nodded, "I understand, young master, then you wait a moment and I'll do it again." Aunt Zhang pretended to go into the kitchen but was stopped by Du Yuochen. His tone didn't seem to be displeased, it was still quiet and light.
Yes, but those eyes were bloodshot and extremely sad.
"No need, that's it for today." After that, he sat down to his seat, pretended to eat his food nonchalantly, raised his knife and fork and cut a piece of beautifully cooked foie gras, which was not as delicious as before.
, there was a hint of bitterness, and this bitterness spread directly from his mouth to his heart. He raised his head and glanced at the seat opposite, only to find that there was no one there. There was no shadow of the watery woman, and there was no trace of the watery woman.
She frowned over a bowl of hoof flower soup.
He suddenly dropped the tableware, picked up his coat on the sofa, and left without saying a word...
Only Mrs. Zhang, who was sighing alone, and the old housekeeper, who also looked helpless, were left.
"Remove the chair from the young mistress, so that the young master will not be sad after seeing it. He also doesn't know what kind of hatred these two people had in their previous lives. They have to make it so painful in this life. One died at a young age, and the other is alive, but worse than dead."
It's so painful even after I died, it's really... ugh." Mrs. Zhang said, wiping her tears secretly, and moved the chair where Xia Qingge sat on to the storage room on the third floor.
"Maybe if you can't see it, you won't think about it after a long time. If you can't see it, you will forget it..."
"Hey..." The old housekeeper's deep sigh was the only one left in the huge living room. They are two good people. They say that there are two separate parts of yin and yang. It's such a pity that such an exquisite and clear woman. He thought that the young master would
When you grow old with her, everything is unpredictable... Do you really miss her when you can't see her? Do you really forget her after a long time? I'm afraid no matter what time or how long it is, when we first met,
The sweetness of falling in love and the feeling of eternal bond will never disappear or be forgotten easily, nor will the deep pain be forgotten.
No matter how painful it is, we will remember it firmly, just like growing into the blood, growing into the body, living and dying together, breathing together...
From then on, Du Yuochen rarely returned to the villa. The only time he came back was in the middle of the night. He was slightly drunk and went straight to the room where Xia Qingge had lived. After Xia Qingge left, this room seemed
It became his support. Only here would he feel that the woman named Shazinger really existed and lived in his life...
This morning, he came down from upstairs and just sat at the dining table. When he saw the porridge and side dishes neatly placed on the table, his eyes froze and he roared almost uncontrollably: "Who did this?"
?" His cold voice came, and all the servants around him were startled. The atmosphere during this period was extremely depressing, as if it would explode at any time.
Everyone was working cautiously, fearing that one of them would accidentally cause him to get angry. His words completely frightened the already cautious crowd. They didn't know what they had done wrong to offend the master who was on the verge of explosion.
There must be nothing good to gain. I just don’t know who it is and just hit the muzzle of the gun. Maybe my life will end up here today.
Mrs. Zhang came over in a hurry. She saw Du Liaochen looking at the empty space in front of him with an angry look on his face. She knew that he must be asking about the chair. She panicked. She thought she was doing this.
It can alleviate the pain of the young master. I didn't expect that the young master would be so angry. It seems that she did something wrong with good intentions.
"I'm sorry, young... young master... I just want you not to be depressed because of my mistress... move back here immediately." Seeing Du's eyes full of anger and coldness,
Lin Chen, Mrs. Zhang was actually slightly scared. She thought this was a good thing, but she really didn't expect the young master to be so angry. If it hadn't been her just now, but an old man who had worked in the Du family for decades, it would have been anyone else.
, based on the young master's attitude just now, she would not doubt it, but was very sure that the young master would crush that man to death without mercy.
His expression did not soften in the slightest, it was still cold and hard, like a cold stone. No one could get into his heart. Except for the dead man, with his watery smile and a flowery face...
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