The tears that Xia Qingge was holding back could no longer be controlled. They fell quickly one by one, dripping onto the concrete floor and blooming like water flowers. Do they have to make both of them suffer so much? Do they have to leave her with no way out?
, she could not imagine what a tragic situation she would be in if she lost her heart again...
She had already compromised, already given in, because she felt guilty because he stabbed her even though he could have avoided it, and she didn't feel as hateful as before. She just wanted to stay away from him, so why couldn't this work?
Where did she provoke this man, so that he had to push her into this abyss of pain? Can't you see that she is really in pain and suffering?
Since Du Qiaochen got angry last time, he has been treating her neither salty nor lightly. She knew that he was angry. But this man was very well-educated. Even if he was angry, he would do everything for her.
He brought her tea and water, helped her give her injections and change her dressing. He did not fail to do anything he was supposed to do, but he never took the initiative to strike up a conversation with her or speak. Most of the time, he sat silently on his bed without saying anything.
In a word, his injuries seemed to have improved, and his coughing at night was no longer severe.
Xia Qingge secretly made up her mind, she couldn't do this anymore, it was time to make a decision... It was painful for her to be so sloppy, she might as well... cut through the mess with a quick knife, her own heart might
He will feel better and won't be hurt more deeply. And he may also live a better life. In two years, he has not been the all-powerful figure and has not changed at all because of her leaving. Isn't this a very good person?
Proof?
Facts have proved that he is still living a good life without her, while she is not so good but still survives.
Lying on the bed, feeling dazed, she felt a pair of dry but warm hands touching her cheek, which melted her cold heart, but she didn't have the strength to push those big hands away, maybe
More of a reluctance and covetousness for this long-lost warmth, my consciousness gradually blurred and fell into darkness.
She did not fall asleep peacefully. On the contrary, she saw the recurring nightmare of the past two years.
In dream......
He walked in, stretched out his slender fingers, pinched her chin, and said in a cold voice without any warmth: Xia Qingge, you are indeed a mean woman!"
"What did you say?" Xia Qingge was stunned for a while, and when she met his gaze, she felt a chill running through her body.
"You don't know what I'm talking about and are pretending to be crazy?" His smile was full of ridicule and hatred, with a touch of frustration. He pinched her chin and suddenly raised her beautiful face.
, lowering his head and looking coldly into her eyes.
"You don't understand, do you? I'll let you understand." He suddenly rushed forward, pressed her petite body, and clasped her graceful neck with his fingers. He gradually increased his strength. His eyes instantly turned blood red, and he pinched her.
The veins on her neck were bulging out, leaving no room for her to survive. She watched her face turn from red to white as she struggled in pain.
"I slept with you so many times but I didn't get pregnant, but you got pregnant once he did." He smiled coldly, with a fatally sexy curve at the corner of his mouth, but his cold eyes were as cold as ice.
"What?" When he heard this sentence, Shazinger's mind went blank, his lips trembled, and he covered his chest to prevent the pain from his chest.
Could it be that...he was actually doubting her child?
He shouted viciously at the door: "Come here, call the doctor and kill this bastard right away!" Then, he strode past Xiaqingge and walked towards the door, his eyes dark and cold.
Du Qingchen walked up to Xia Qingge with one stride and clasped her hands tightly with one hand, "No, please, no... no..." Xia Qingge was shocked that he was going to
What to do to himself, crying and begging, how could he hurt his child?
Xia Qingge watched Du Caochen getting closer and closer to her, and she felt that the cruelty in his eyes became more and more obvious. She was panicked, and her face was full of pleading tears, which were crystal clear. With a "pop", she slowly
Kneeling in front of him, "Please, if you really hate me and the child in my belly, I can leave immediately and promise to never appear in front of you again. Please, don't be so cruel!"
He threw her away suddenly and sneered: "Do you think I can let you give birth to this bastard?" After saying that, he suddenly stood up, tightly wrapped his hands around Xia Qingge's body, picked her up horizontally, and faced her.
Walk to the medical room in the villa.
Du Liaochen's cold words came out from between his teeth: "Let's start!"
She suddenly smiled sadly, and asked: "Du Caochen, have you ever been in love?" Jing Jing's cheeks were still covered with crystal tears, but at the moment they were pale and almost transparent, as if she would disappear with a little force.
"No." He gritted his teeth and said, but it was his heart that stung. He still asked: "So, Shaqinge, what about you?"
"Perhaps, I loved you before, but now I don't love you anymore."
Have you ever loved? Maybe you have loved before! So what about now? I don’t know, I really don’t know! She shook her head suddenly in her sleep, and tears slowly slid down her cheeks...
Early the next morning, Xia Qingge got up and subconsciously glanced at the place on the ground that was not a bed at all, more precisely a simple bunk. There was an imperceptible disappointment in the corner of his eyes. Over the past few days,
, she has become accustomed to seeing the man's deep gaze when she opens her eyes. Although she tries her best to pretend to ignore him, she enjoys it. Where are the others? They are not here. Could they be gone... Thinking of herself yesterday
Wan has made it clear enough to him that it is understandable for him to leave!
She said she was so decisive and left no room for retreat, so he must have understood, right? But why could her heart feel so uncontrollably? It must be that the injury on her wrist was too painful, which made her feel so uncomfortable.
She stayed up all morning with no energy. She didn't want to eat lunch. She just lay on the bed and continued to be in a daze. She didn't even make a sound while walking. This man must have hated her words so much, otherwise he wouldn't have said anything.
Silently leaving, just like when he suddenly fell from the sky, he disappeared without a trace again.
His quilt is placed neatly in the corner, and the boards are neatly arranged, just like him, who is meticulous and does his best in everything.
Unknowingly, she didn't know why she was thinking so much. It was as if she was under a spell. Her thoughts became more and more out of control. She wanted to stop but couldn't stop. Her mind was in a chaotic state. In the past,
The past, the future, the past, the present, she never knew that her memory was so good and she could remember so much of the past.
Sad, sad, sad, joyful, happy, past, present, past!
She leaned on the bed and let her thoughts wander. Unknowingly, she seemed to have fallen asleep. The sound of wind blew into her ears. She got out of bed, stood up, closed the door, and glanced at the corner not far away unconsciously.
, a lost sigh casually said: "I'm afraid I won't come back!" That's all, isn't this the ending she wanted? Why now that he is gone, she is not as relieved as she imagined, but even more
She is worried, what's wrong with her?
It's dark outside, and the weather forecast says there will be heavy rain today. We haven't seen any raindrops all day long, but it's going to rain at this time. It's really...suddenly...
"Go back with me," he said firmly as he stood in the yard, staring at her hand that was about to close the door for a moment.
"I don't." She was equally stubborn. She turned away and straightened up, closed the door hard, and pulled the latch, all in one coherent movement. Then, she leaned on the door and let herself slide down, sitting on the ground, tears streaming down her face and sobbing silently.
With.
The weather was getting darker, and it was raining heavily outside. The May rain mixed with the spring breeze seemed to be much colder. A gust of cold wind blew in, making her wrists hurt slightly. She wiped the tears on her face casually,
I stood up, opened the quilt and got in, and finally felt a touch of warmth. Time flies, and the night is getting darker and darker, and the rain is getting heavier, and the rain is beating on the tiles on the roof.
The sound of crashing...
She lay uneasy until a gust of wind blew past and slapped the window. A window was blown open, and a slight chill swept over her. She quickly got up, got out of bed, and hurried to the window sill. She stretched out her hand to close the window tightly.
.
The moment she looked up, she was startled by a black figure standing in the rain in the center of the yard, and she couldn't help but widen her eyes.
What did he want to do? Why didn't he leave? Why did he stand in the rain?
The hand holding the edge of the window tightened again and again. The tall figure in the rain had obviously been standing for a long time, and his clothes were already tightly clinging to his body and soaked through. She thought that when she said no, he should leave, but unexpectedly,
He has been standing here!
She shouted out the window: "Du Caochen, what are you doing standing there?"
The man slowly raised his head, looked at her, and said, "If you don't want to see me get wet in the rain, just let me in and follow me obediently tomorrow morning." Although he was in an embarrassing situation, his attitude was still so arrogant.
It was as if someone was shamelessly begging him to come into the house.
It turned out that he just wanted her to soften her heart and make her take the initiative to go back with him. This was actually his idea. Xia Qingge was heartbroken and determined: "You can stand there as long as you want!" Leave him alone!
Then, she closed the window with a loud bang. As if she had become determined, she put her hand on the switch and tapped her fingers without any hesitation, and the room suddenly fell into darkness.
Apart from the sound of rain, there is only the loneliness that fills the room!
I wonder if Du Liaochen left? She lay quietly on the bed, staring at the ceiling with her eyes open in the dark. She thought she would not be able to sleep. It had to be said that her thoughts were all involved in the man outside.
I thought I wouldn't fall asleep, but the drip in the infusion bottle had always contained calming ingredients. Unknowingly, my eyes closed, and my consciousness dissipated in the sound of the rain.
....
Waking up in the middle of the night, she glanced at the dim surroundings in confusion, wanting to continue sleeping. Suddenly she remembered something, and groped in the darkness towards the window sill... It was already so late, he
He should have left long ago, right?
Xia Qingge gently stretched out his hand to push the window open a crack and secretly looked out. When he saw the black figure still standing motionless in the rain, his heart suddenly rose to his throat.
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